Ayla's Pov:
I don't know how long I have been sitting on my balcony because by now I could start hearing the early morning birds chirping sounds. I sighed I couldn't able to sleep whole night its been like that since that day. The moment I close my eyes all I could see was those uneventful things on that day.
The day I got raped, the day I got betrayed by my loved ones and the day my friends left me all alone.
I sighed while leaning my head on my knees, I don't know what's in my fate but I'm already hating it.
I hate the way it's leading on.
Even after trying so hard, I still can't forget that day. I was so excited for the trip that I didn't expected it would turned my life into a nightmare.
One trip and I lost everything. Every single thing in my life.
My friends.
My trust.
My sanity.
My dignity.
My respect.
My virginity.
What I got in return?
Betrayal.
Pain.
Hatred.
Insecurity.
Trust issues.
Nightmare.
Now the emotional pain in me is starting to hurt more than the physical pain I gone through. I can feel it, it's very deep and raw. Deeper than I ever could imagined. People say words kill more than swords, it's true.
They crushed me totally without even realising it.
Will I ever forgive my so called friends?
No.
Are they even my friends now?
No.
How easily he manipulated and turned them against me. I scoffed at my thoughts.
Arjun.
His name itself making me shiver involuntarily. He took everything from me.
He might have planned to make them all go against me, but what happened to them? What happened to their conscience? Is that how they value my friendship? Why they never listened to me? Am I not worth enough for them to fight for? or the least they could done was listen to me.
They could have asked me.
They could have asked what happened? I scrunched my brows didn't they noticed how I looked? That's one thing keep on bugging me. How could they neglect that? or maybe they choose to ignore it.
Tears started to brimming at the corner of my eyes thinking about them, I blinked several times not wanting it to roll down. They're not worth my tears.
I took a deep breathe thinking all of the events about that day, how it changed my life upside down, how I got the taste of betrayal, and how I got to know the real meaning of friendship.
The real them.
One by one I can list it down.
I looked out of the window when I heard the branches creaking and swaying, wind slashes at the windows as it started to drizzle which reminded me of that day. The climate was same like this, I closed my eyes resting it against the window it's been one week since I ran away from there to my home.
Yes, I came to my home later that day. I couldn't stay any longer there. After I got refreshed I took my things and ran away from there. I booked a bus and came to my home, but not before taking those birth control pills.
I'm not stupid to forget that. He didn't used protection that morning I bet he didn't used that either when he had drugged me. I don't want to carry that monsters blood in me. I gritted my teeth I hate that thought.
After coming here I really wanted to tell my parents about what happened there, what happened to their precious daughter, how she got ruined, and how she got betrayed by everyone.
I tried so hard to tell them but I couldn't. Whenever I tried to tell them something stopped or more specifically someone.
Who?
Very simple, it's Arjun.
Well apparently that bastard took a video of him raping me where it shows I was enjoying whatever the things he had done to me. I was perplexed when I saw that video. How was that even possible? I still couldn't able to figure it out.
He send it to me when I was planning to tell my parents. I don't know how he got to know about it, but he managed it somehow. Now I can't even open my mouth.
No one is gonna believe me if he shows that video.
I rubbed my forehead in frustration what does he want from me? Why he's so obsessed with me?
He claims to love me but the things he had done to me fucking shows otherwise.
Why he's trapping me in all the sides? Why can't he understand that I don't love him and don't want him? Why can't he leave me alone? Why he's making everything hard for me?
Haven't he done enough?
What else he want from me? I don't think I have anything else. I can never love him, the thought itself making me disgusted.
"Ayla princess"
I was startled by my dad's voice, placing the hand on my chest I heaved a sigh. He must be calling me for breakfast. I dusted the invisible dust on me and walked towards the door to let him in.
"Come on princess, let's go down. Your mom and your brother are wating for you" dad said with his usual warm smile.
I couldn't even fake a smile at him but I tried to give him a smile as I nodded my head at him.
I don't know what happened to me suddenly I feel like crying by holding him so I walked towards him and hugged him tightly as if I don't want him to leave me too just like how my friends did.
That really took a toll on me.
"What happened ra?"
I'm afraid dad. I'm afraid of Arjun. I'm afraid of what he will do next.
What if he does the same to seperate me from my family?
What if?
I shake my head negatively, I couldn't even imagine that. I can't let that happen. Suddenly my dad's hold on me got tightened while consoling me that's when I realised I was crying by holding him tightly.
"Talk to me princess. You're scaring your old man right now. What happened? I have been asking you this question since you came back from the trip. Why are you so silent? Why your friends never contacted you? You are not using your mobile that's so unlike of you and even though you're here, your brother misses you, your mom misses you and me too princess" dad asked me so many questions but I couldn't able to respond him. I heard him sigh as he tighten his hold on me "As I said before you're here physically but you're not here mentally. Mentally you're absent and more importantly you look like as if the light in you left your body. What happened? Tell me princess? You trust your dad right? then share it with me" He said making me emotional, he has been asking me to tell him everything since the day I came back from that trip.
What am I supposed to say? That your precious daughter got raped? Or your precious daughter's friends betrayed and left her alone when she needed them most.
Which one dad?
It will break you more than me dad.
I sniffed while shaking head "Nothing dad. It just I have to go back to college in seven days. That thought itself making me sad. That's why." I lied by giving him an awkward smile.
I hope he believed me this time.
"You can lie to anyone even to yourself baby, but not to your old man. I know your lying. It's ok I'll wait until you're ready to tell me" He gave me an assured smile.
I gapped at him when he said that, I turned away to avoid looking at his eyes because I'm afraid I'll tell him everything and will ruin it. He took hold of my chine making me look at him, inwardly I nodded my head at him.
"What the hell? Where is my hug dad? This is so unfair! You always treating your daughter so well but not me" My brother said dramatically.
I let out a chuckle shaking my head amusingly.
"Don't laugh at me. I'm hungry let's go." My annoying little brother pulled me from my dad well he practically ran while holding my hand to downstairs.
Dad shouted while running after us "Hey slow down Riyo! She will fall"
My little brother got stilled at that.
"What the fuck"
My mom slapped the back of his head. He hissed at that.
"No swearing inside my house. Good god now a days these kids." My mom said while glaring at dad.
What did he do?
"It's all because of you. You're not being strict with them that's why these two kids of yours keep on swearing" she said while glaring at me.
"What! It's your kids too. How can I do that myself. It takes two people to mak-" my mom clasped her hand against his mouth not letting him continue.
"Sshhhh our kids are here"
My dad cheekily smiled at her while keeping his hands on her waist pulling her close to him. My mom glared at him for doing this but didn't said anything instead she hugged him back.
*Ahem* it got awkward now.
I started to shake my head while looking at them lovely. They are the best couple.
I turned to look at my brother well he started to record their romancing probably to tease them in future. He always does.
His craziness for videos and pictures.
"Ok come it's already late. Let's have our breakfast" Mom said while coming out of dad's hold. He whined at that and started to follow her like a lost puppy.
We all settled on our seats to have breakfast just then we heard our doorbell ringing.
We looked at us each other like asking who could be that while my dad asked Riyo to check.
"It's a parcel dad" he shouted while receiving it.
"Well....well....well it's for Ayla" he sounded excitedly.
I furrowed my eyebrows while asking my parents whether they had order anything for me and they said no.
Then who could be?
We all are looking at him curiously to tell us who sent this but he was wiggling his eyes at me.
I raised my eyebrows while glancing at my parents. Their curious gaze was moving towards to me and him back and forth.
I turned around to ask him again from whom, but the next few words he utter made my stomach churn in fear and disgust?!
"Who's Arjun loveeeee"?
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