Sloan's POV
Having a big family there are a million pros and cons.
Cons, it's always loud and there's always someone trying to talk to you. Pro...well I guess there are only cons.
Carter and I crashed as soon as we got to my room and took the best nap of our lives. Both of us snoring and drooling all over the pillows. But there was something so special about having Carter in my room. In my bed. With me.
Now, we were back downstairs waiting for Dad to finish cooking. Carter and I ended up matching, both wearing red sweaters and light-wash jeans. He was sitting on the couch talking away with Ezra, and Ezra talked about the annual trip they were taking right after the holidays. Carter and I opted out, needing some time alone from everyone. We told them we would for sure join them next year.
Finnick is joining this year. He hasn't been on any trips in five years so it all came as a surprise to us when he said he was coming. I hope I see him before Carter and I leave. All I know is, that Ezra is probably ecstatic about it. I might have had a crazy crush on Carter as a kid, but at least I had a chance. Ezra having a crush on our parent's friend? Yeah...there's no way in hell that's happening.
I turned away from Carter and I scanned the crowd and noticed a pair of dark brown eyes staring at me from across the room. Her arms were crossed and anger was seeping out from her.
Delany.
I didn't call her. I called everyone else except for her. Goddess I was a terrible brother. I walked over to her, but when I stood beside her she didn't even look up at me. Which isn't good. Delany was known for giving the silent treatment. For days. Never faltering.
"Delany," I said softly, trying to get her attention or at least listen to me. "I have no excuse. I told you I was going to call and I didn't." As I stood here I saw Eliezar peeking from where he stood talking to Pops. Even though he was just a wolf he was still very protective of his twin.
"Can I make it up to you?" I leaned down and nudged her arm slightly. She only looked at me for a second before staring off back into space.
"Oh come on, Lanie. Why don't we make a gingerbread house?" I whispered to her. I know we were older, me 20 and her 13, but this was something that she and I did growing up. Carter doesn't know this yet, but Christmas time was my favorite time of year. The scents, the sweets, and just having family around. I loved it.
I especially loved it, when Delany and I stayed up all night making gingerbread for our gingerbread contest the next day.
That seemed to catch her attention as he looked at me, her eyes watering.
"You didn't call me and that really hurt my feelings." She said and my heart ached in pain seeing her cry. "But I will make gingerbread with you. But don't think you're forgiven." She pointed her finger at me and grabbed her pulling her in for a hug.
"I'm so sorry, Lanie. Won't happen again I promise." She hugged me back only for a moment, then walked away to where Eli was standing. I of course didn't miss how he shot me a glare but only for a moment.
"Dinner's ready!"
We all hustled to the dining room. There were added tables and chairs to accommodate all the extra guests. Carter sat across from me, right by Ezra as he always did. Which didn't bother me much. At least I was able to look at him.
The rest of the family filled in, taking up Sean and Addi's seats. Who knows when they'll be back to join us. I hope they don't think they aren't invited anymore because of their parents. They are Carter's family which makes them mine, they are welcome any time.
"When are you coming to visit the pack? You haven't been in years." Vincent, Uncle Tinos' brother asked him. "Have any of my nieces and nephews even been?"
"No, we haven't actually," Delany answered, looking all smug.
"Valentine, seriously? They haven't see where you grew up?" We all laughed at the name he called my dad and you could see his annoyance.
"I've asked! But Dad said I can't go by myself." Delany added in again, she was not reading the room at all.
"How about I take you one day, Lany? I would love to see the pack." Florence added and Delany's face lit up with excitement. Her answer seemed to appease Val and he started talking to my Aunt Kona.
We all started plating food and light conversation started across the table. Until everyone's curiosity got the best of them and all eyes were on Carter and me.
"So, Carter and Sloan...what's the plan for the future? Are you coming back here?" My dad asked, but it was obvious what he wanted the answer to be.
"We're only here for the Holidays. I think Carter and I have gotten used to being on our own."
Even now, I was wishing I was back at our house together. Alone. I didn't miss the flash of disappointment on my dad's face but he quickly covered it up. If it was up to him, we'd all live here in this house together forever. But I have this weird feeling that the Mickayas are going to find themselves spread all over the country.
"I think the question we all want to know is, how did Sloan finally win you over, Carter?" Ezra asked which caused a laugh from a few people at the table. I turned and looked at my mate, wanting to hear this answer as well.
'Just by being him. Plus his being around for days on end helped. But he was just him. He's always been himself no matter how I reacted.'
Fuck. I loved him. I loved him so much.
I need it to be tonight already so I can tell him. I'd decided that today would be the day I tell Carter how in love I am with him. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
'It also helped that he is hilarious, and he was willing to accept me in all my ways. I don't know. I just love him so it was easy--' He stopped signing immediately and my heart began to race. Realization crashed on Carter's face once it processed in his head what he said.
He loves me.
Carter Jafir loves me.
It was taking all of my control to not bounce up and down in my seat. Or to even take him and drag him upstairs even though dinner just started. Of course, no one around us acted as if it was some giant bomb to be dropped. They probably all assumed we had said it to each other before.
He fucking loves me.
The only other person who picked up on the moment that Carter and I were having, was Florence. She cleared her throat and started talking about something completely different.
The conversation carried on but I couldn't hear anything. Or see anything besides the love of my life sitting across from me.
'You love me?' I mind linked to him, my eyes boring into his.
'Yes, I love you.' His beauty filled my ears and it took everything in me not to growl and jump over the table.
'I love you, Carter. So fucking much.' I watched as his eyes slowly started to water, but he blinked it away as fast as he could.
'I meant to say it later tonight. When we were alone. Not just blurt it out like that.'
'That's wild because I was going to tell you that tonight too.' I gave him a wink and smirked, leaning back into my chair. I am no longer hungry for what's on the plate, but for what's in the chair across from me.
'It was going to be so romantic too.' He whined and slightly pouted.
'I don't care how or where you said it, as long as you mean it.'
'I do. Mean it. I love you so much, it fucking hurts.' Carter smiled brightly at me and my dick twitched in my jeans. The need to claim him and mark him had never been stronger. Maybe he wasn't ready for sex, and that was fine with me. But I need to mark him.
Soon.
Tonight.
Now.
I forced a yawn and stretched, rubbing my hands up and down my face. Carter caught on too and yawned as well. Which caught the attention of my family members.
"Hey, I think Carter and I are gonna have an early night. We're both pretty tired from all that driving." I slowly stood, my plate only half eaten, as well as Carter's.
"Oh, of course, boys. We will see you in the morning." Carter and I said our goodnights and slowly walked up the stairs. I didn't want us to look too eager then they'd know exactly what was going on and that would be a problem.
Carter laughed lightly once we were upstairs and we were running to my room. Thank Goddess my dad's soundproofed all the rooms in this house. Cause what I was about to do to Carter...he was about to get loud as hell.
I opened the door to my room and Carter was in before me. I closed it and locked it, and I wish there was a way for me to barricade it. I just hoped that my family would get the memo and that we should not be bothered.
I leaned against the door, trying to calm my racing heart. Carter stood firmly across from me, a smile painted across his handsome face. Fuck, how did I get so lucky?
"You love me?" I asked, my voice was breaking with emotion. Carter closed the gap between us wrapped his arms around my torso, and looked up at me.
"I love you, Sloan Mickaya. So much." Carter's voice was heaven on earth. Any time he blessed me with it I savoured it. I always will, for the rest of our lives together.
"I love you, Carter. More than you know. More than you'll ever know." I leaned my forehead against his and we rested there. I am just enjoying each other's company and warmth. There's no place better in the fucking world than right here with Carter.
"S-sloan. I--I want you. I want to be complete with you. B--" I opened my eyes and I could see he was slightly embarrassed. I chuckled lightly knowing what he was trying to say.
"Not when our family is downstairs eating dinner. I understand." A smile of relief sat on his face as he leaned his head into my neck. Nipping at my marking spot.
"Carter...can I mark you?" I had always been a confident wolf, but asking this...my nerves were vibrating my entire body as I waited in response. We both needed this. We needed something to get us through until we could fully take each other. Which will be soon. I'll make sure of it.
Carter whimpered against my neck and pressed his body even more into mine. I felt his erection against my thigh and his arousal hit my nose. "Yes. Make me yours." He whispered it in my ear and he lifted his hands to wrap around my neck.
I grabbed him by the waist and took his mouth with animalistic ferocity. It seemed Carter and I didn't know how to just kiss. We devoured each other. Every. Single. Time. He ran his hands up and down the back of my head and mine found a way to his ass.
I was in control, just the way he liked it. And my only goal was to make his lips bruised, bright red, and swollen.
"Clothes off. Bed. Now." I grunted against his lips, pulling away. Carter was already in his lust-filled state, and the only thing he heard when he was like this was my commands.
He pulled away and immediately began to undress himself. I stayed back against the door, crossing my arms. Waiting as patiently as I could. My dick was pushed roughly against my boxers in my jeans but I waited. Not moving to undress. Not yet.
He was naked and he eagerly climbed into the bed, lying sprawled out. I slowly walked over to the edge of the bed, not yet getting on. I let Carter watch me as I slowly stripped in front of him. Carter bit his bottom lip as he watched me. And the way his eyes heated up as he trailed my stomach made me even harder than I already was.
Once I was done undressing, I slowly began to crawl up the bed and hover over Carter. His body was fully exposed to me and I wanted to run my tongue all over his body. So I did. I started at his knee and trailed up the inner of his thigh.
He sucked in a breath and opened his thighs wider for me. I moved to his taint and did a slow agonizing lick that had Carter lifting his hips off the mattress. I took one of his balls into my mouth and sucked. Hard. I watched as he gripped the comforter in his hands and a moan escaped him. Then I switched to the other, giving it the same attention. Precum was leaking from him and I could no longer resist.
I moved from his balls and I went to the tip of his dick and I licked. A moan escaped from my mouth as I tasted it. I moved my tongue from the base of his shaft to his tip again. Carter moaned wildly as I caressed him with my tongue.
But I wasn't in the mood for teasing. I needed him in my mouth. Without warning I took him whole. Having him hit the back of my throat with ease. Carter let out a surprised gasp and I looked up at him through my lashes. His mouth was parted, his eyes rolled back and his chest was heaving.
I moved up and down him, twirling my tongue over his dick. Swallowing every drop he released. I went for only a bit longer. Not wanting him to cum just yet. Especially when we just started. I pulled myself off him with a loud pop. I grabbed his knees and I lifted them, having his feet touch the mattress and his ass fully exposed to me.
I bent down without hesitation, my face in his ass cheeks, his dick lying on his stomach and I started to devour him.
I circled his hole with my tongue fervently and filled with so much need. I lapped over him again and again, and when I had my fill I prodded my tongue into him. Slightly stretching him, and a moan rumbled through his body.
"Sloan!" He yelled, arching his hips to meet my tongue more than it was already. "M--more. More, more more." He panted and begged, but that made me pull away and look down at him.
"You're such a slut for it, aren't you?" I didn't give him time to answer as I swooped down and took his mouth hungrily.
I laid myself on top of him and Carter wrapped his legs around my hips. His heels digging into my ass. And dick was placed perfectly between his ass cheeks. A groan slipped past both of us at the feel. I moved one of my hands from his sides and trailed it over his chest. I brushed my thumb across his hard nipple and a gasp left his lips.
I used my pointer and my thumb to pinch the brown nubs and a loud whimper escaped him. I pulled away from his lips, needing to have them in my mouth. I kept my hand on his left and I took his right into my mouth. And I bit down and sucked.
Carter arched into me, his hole rubbing against my shaft causing my dick to twitch and precum to leak out.
I sucked and pulled and teased his nipples. I moved my hand from his chest and trailed it up until it was by his neck. And I slowly wrapped my hand around it and I squeezed. I gasp escaped Carter's lips and I leaned up to see his reaction. I moved my head and pressed a gentle kiss under his ear.
I loosened my grip and then squeezed again, which made Carter grind himself against me. "You like that baby?" I whispered in his ear and he just whimpered. "Sluts like being choked," I leaned forward and nipped at his earlobe. I brushed my thumb over his pressure point and pressed softly. "But you already knew that."
I rubbed my hips up, dragging myself against his hole. The need to sink into him is so strong.
I moved from his, both my hand and head and I looked down at him. I brushed my tongue over his lips and he parted them slightly.
"Open your mouth." I no longer was saying words. It all sounded like a growl to my ears. But Carter understood. He opened his mouth with such haste like the filthy slut he is. Something so dirty, nasty, and primal came over me. And I should be ashamed but I'm not. I pressed my thumb on his tongue and I leaned over his mouth with mine.
It was as if Carter knew what I was thinking, he opened his mouth wider and I spit right into his mouth. I moved my thumb, and he swallowed it greedily, then opened his mouth again.
"I knew you'd love it." I leaned down and roughly bit his lip. "I knew you'd beg for it." I spit into his mouth again and he moaned. "You want my cum in your mouth, cum slut?" He nodded quickly, eyes halflidded. "I'm not convinced."
Carter's mouth snapped open to argue back but I shut him up by grinding into him. Rubbing my dick against his hole. I felt the pressure building in my stomach as I continued my fast and hard pace. Carter was unable to keep up, though he tried his damnedest.
"You feel that? This is how hard and fast I'm going to fuck you. You'd like that huh?" My breathing was heavy and my voice was breathless as I talked into Carter's ear. The bed shook back and forth which thrust I gave, my fangs extended.
"Fuck, Sloan. Please." He begged in my ear and I knew what he was asking for. He needed release. And so did I. And I'm going to give it to him. I rutted against him with a speed so fast that it surprised me.
I felt my balls tighten and my belly leap, my vision was going hazy and I knew now was the time. Carter's fangs extended against my shoulder and our orgasm hit at the same time. Cum spraying all over the place. Our bodies shook, and moans bounced off the walls. But we weren't done yet, seconds later we both sunk our teeth into each other's shoulders, and a zap of electricity zoomed through my body.
My vision went white, mine and Carter's dick stiff again and another orgasm hit us. But this time I felt it everywhere. My toes, my head, my fingers. My entire body was buzzing as I felt Carter and I become even more connected. I felt him everywhere, not just physically but mentally.
He was touching every part of my being. I felt whole. Fucking complete.
"I love you," Carter whispered, his eyes falling shut. I knew we should clean up, we were both covered in cum, but exhaustion was creeping in.
"I love you, baby. So much."
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HOT HOT HOT!
Very long chapter...hehehehe
WHAT DID YOU THINK?? Did you like it? Again this is my first time ever doing these kinks so I'm a little out of my league but I'm getting into it slowly.
Guys...the book is nearing the end. I thought I had way more to write...but I don't think I do. I might have 10 chapters left in me. Which makes me sad cause I love this book so much. But all good things must end.