After what happened and I thought it best to stay in my corner, I let him go live life with her. I even encouraged it, but it was adore inside my chest. I was bitter, upset and I knew it was going to have to be like this. Not just for him, but for me too.
No more humiliating me, no more chasing. If he wants it that way, it will be. And after what he said at the event, he had his reasons. She's the right woman for him and not me, so I went to my job, I spent the whole week taking care of me, taking care of the baby, went to work, did everything I had to do and came home, but I was so tired and so angry at everything that was going on lying on that couch looking at the stars the darkness I see I was alone, and that there was no one. I didn't have it, I didn't have my mother, my father was far away. And at that moment I was totally alone with a child who was yet to come into the world. I couldn't stand all that anymore. I looked again at the phone and saw that it was too late and it didn't arrive. He didn't even ask how the baby is and how I'm doing.
I went to the room, looked again at the things thrown on the bed and I took a deep breath and I wanted to talk to him, tell him the truth and get it over with, I couldn't bear to wait and stay in this house the way it was. And knowing that one of this time he was with her and not with me, I looked at the phone again and I was decided when he came in that door I
I'm going to end it all, I'm going to say I'm not going to get it all resolved and I want to end it all right away and it's today. And each one will live his life.
I looked at the door and nothing of him came, I called Carol.
Carol, what's up? Enzo's so busy so he hasn't come home so far?
"He's not around.
I saw he'd been gone a long time ago. He even asked about you, I told him you had a headache and left home. What's going on with you?
It's nothing. I just wanted to talk to him, but I see he must have gone to meet her for sure.
"It must have gone because she called today about five times and I saw so from afar the two arguing.
"So, he went to see her. It's not going to be any good anyway. I put my hand in my womb and saw that it wasn't going to work out anyway. "But I already imagined, we'll talk tomorrow... Thank you for everything.
You'd expect to go see the lick; she doesn't make room for it. I stood on that couch hurt and cried again. Knowing that he had gone to see her and that I was there again alone between tears and despair, I had to put an end to all this and leave at once. I'm going to stand in the room waiting for him and I was going to tell him some truths and end it, and I was going to say that this son is his.