VALENTINA TOMMASO
With everything that happened, that I suffered, and I spent horrible things with Enzo made me, suffer, I know it was because he lost his memory, a lot, I also know it was for Cecilia, but even so, I still, I've already forgiven him, I've pulled out all the hurt I felt in my chest, as for him, I've forgotten a lot, I’ve left a lot in the past, and with everything he's done to me, I don't feel any anger or hatred of him. Enzo should also pay for his mistakes, just like her, just like me, as well as all of us, so I did not come back with him, because I believe that there is still a lot missing.
I love Enzo with all my strength, but I also need to think about myself today, I can't do as I did in the past, because I'm so inconsequential in my past, I lost my mother, my baby, today's opportunities to be a great woman.
But I've also learned that I can start over as many times as I want and I can change as many times as necessary. Looking at Enzo, now I know how important it is to me, how much I love him, cried with me, stroked his hair, snug on his chest even with sorrows, even with all that of the past, I was leaving it behind, I was letting die all the feeling of guilt of grudge of hatred of him, of my father's Cecilia back I wanted to start over having a new life and accomplish everything new he looked at me and I gave a smile.
" But we have a chance to change all that, I'm sure.
After all this we still suffer this accident together and as if fate wanted us together and show us that we are nothing without each other. I still try to stay there lucid even after I feel my body freeze, my bones adore. I took a deep breath mumbling. My head was a mess, and while I was considering starting over, I already wanted to give it all up. I can't explain my feelings anymore.
I try to do what Enzo told me and after crying and thinking about all the bad things I wanted to think of good things and stop crying and suffer. And I'm going to rest my head on his shoulder and feel like he was cold just like me, and I'm afraid of dying there forgotten.
I think about Noah, and I try to make a chain for him not forget me here inside this ice and my heart squeezes and he is talking and I hear the voice again and I come back as if I'm coming and going.
— Enzo ooo... I can't feel my body. The smell of it mixed with the body in mine was giving me the strength to continue. I hug his body and it was like I was saying goodbye to him and still comes out in a half moaning. "I will love you for my whole life.
I go back to the real world when I feel his mouth, in mine like a mouth-to-mouth breath and life coming back from another world and I see his blue eyes staring at me and giving me the strength to fight for my life. I was trying, but I had no strength and mumbling in your arms. He kisses my lips again making me feel and breathes again.
"Don't let me...
Now I'm here in this cave, his body warming me, my mind is fading, my heart is stopping. I no longer feel blood pumping in my body, and I feel my body tremble, but my legs don't move and neither do my arms. I feel him already destiture, so close and still holds my hair and I hear the voice so far away.
When I feel his hand touching my lips, icy, I started slowly licking my finger and I feel like snow. That was falling over my mouth, on my skin and that mixture of madness, of dizziness enveloping my mind. The mixture of feelings, at that moment, I felt his body, in my glued to my body. The cold, the ice, they were falling, leaving my body cold, but inside my chest and my mind he lit up with the warmth of his body and his voice.
And it was if the feelings I feel for him multiplied and I want to cry, and the crying doesn't come out and our bodies glued together. And the only thing I thought about was him, the true feelings I feel for him. And that was giving me life.
— Enzo oooo... I love you...
I heard his voice far away and he said to me:
" Valentina, stay with me, don't faint, you need to stay smart, live, breathe, don't let yourself fall asleep, don't let it be defeated. He filled me with kiss and affection, he shook me. " Think of me, think of our feelings, in our lives. He was crying and I was losing my senses. " What are we going to live in from now on? Look at me, Valentina.
I feel like he was weak like me, but he held on so he wouldn't scare me. I can't hear his voice anymore. The breathing is getting weak, the mind is slowly fading. I couldn't stand it anymore when I heard noises inside my head, the only thing I had was all I lived. It all came at once as an rinse of feelings of explosion.
The loss of my mother, the loss of my baby, the loss of Enzo. When he told me he didn't love me, that he loved someone else, that he didn't want me. When I assaulted my father, I felt terrible. It's not the best thing I've ever done in my life. But if I did, it was because he deserved it.
"A mixture of feeling, guilt and love mixed in hate."
I heard his voice far away and he was already getting a weak voice. Just as he squeezed his body into mine, I squeezed my body into his so he could feel me. And I hear him say it very far away.
" Valentinaaaaa... I went out in the midst of sighs.
We talked and she got away and I feel like she was still hurt talking about it, but I'm sure with all this we were sticking to an end to everything and ending the lies. But I realize she was too quiet and looking in her face I see she's acting weird.
"Valentina, okay?
She started to feel sick, she was cold, cold, and I hold her body and I feel like she's soft. And I hear her whispers, her voice coming out embarrassed.
" Enzo, I'm not feeling my body, I can't feel it.
" Calm down, it must be hypothermia, breathe, try to breathe. I opened all her clothes and hugged my body, leaned my body against hers, took the snow, put it on her lips.
" I can't stand it and I'm fainting; I can't take it. Enzo, please... Enzo.
I didn't know what to do and I pull it all around stroking your hair with one hand, the other broken I get distressed.
" Think of love, think about how you feel so you can stay alive and not give yourself up. I am here. I despair and cleaning her face I take the snow and put on the tip of my finger sticking on her lips slowly and feel like losing. " Don't leave me, don't faint, don't let it go out.
I put the snow in her mouth, carefully, fixed her hair and hugged my strong body and held her. And I started telling her a story so she could stay awake.
" Think of Christmas, the falling snow, the reindeer bringing their presents and is in the past. Think of all that is best, please do not erase, do not let it go out. I held her in my arms and weeping in a midst of despair. " Think of love, think of both of us, think about what you feel and what you want for your future. I beg you, stay with me. Kiss your hair and cry. "Imagine our children running in the snow behind the dog and yelling at you and me and me fighting because I leave the children without gloves.
I was mixed with feelings of pain, fear, anguish, dry mouth, body was getting soft. I was losing all my senses, as if I was going to pass out, my blood was no longer running through the vein, it seemed paralyzed. It was a horrible, weird feeling and I know how she's feeling.
I closed my eyes and she passed out in my arms and feel like I was going the same way and came all my life passing there in front looked like I was having a mirage.
"They both fell into the pool and I helped Cecilia and let her drown even though she knew nothing.
She pushed me, Enzo. She said she was your wife and that I was an intruder, that I had to leave. She pushed me, she did it on purpose, you saw that she was the one who surrounded me, didn't she, me. And she was screaming and talking, and I shook my head and I stared, and he looked at me.
"What happened? I'm disappointed in you Valentina.
"It's already decided. I'm going to split up with her. I want a divorce because I'm marrying Cecilia. I've been waiting for this moment my whole life and now I want to be with her. And even though I didn't even see the girl, I had already decided why my heart was sending it. "I want a divorce.
"It is not worthy to wear anything drawn by me and
only Cecilia."
I put my hands in my hair and try to forget and
it was all coming back like a volcano.
"I don't know who you are and if I forgot you and, because means nothing to me."
"She's the woman I love, and I've waited my whole life."
I'm in a lot of desperation remembering everything I told Valentina and i even took Cecilia to the company and rubbed it in her face. My partner was right, I was an idiot not to introduce her as my wife, I'm a fucking asshole. You need to abort this baby. You can't have this Valentina baby.
"I love Cecilia and her that I want to be my wife."
I put my hand on my face trying to get out of the trance of my mind and feel like there was a guilty conscience. I can't stand the pain and I start crying and realize how wrong I've been with it and I’m in love with it. I no longer felt the body and my mouth getting demanded by the snow and the cold and stuck to Valentina and still caress it with the other arm and force pulling it to warm us. He had nothing left to eat, nothing to eat, and he just waits for us to be rescued or die there forgotten.
My eyes were already closing, and I hear something far away and I no longer knew if it was real, or I went crazy. I still try to get up and I can’t, and I hear the screams closer:
"Enzo ooooo? Are they there? And again, I hear voices: Valentina?
And even without force I pull the air from the chest and scream, but it came out so low.
— HEREIIIII... PLEASE, HERE...
I tried to move, but I couldn't. I realized I was still breathing and I was afraid to open my eyes. I tried to move one of my arms, but it hurt, it was heavy and I moved my fingers.
I felt my body throbbing and my back, it's going to go on. When I got up the courage, I counted to three. I was afraid to see what had happened to me. And when I counted to three, I opened my eyes and watched my knee with stitches. I had a pair of pants torn in the middle due to the knee.
"What happened?
I looked at the ceiling, to the side and there was no one. I was alone, my head hurt. I closed my eyes for a moment. And the only thing I wanted to know was hers.
"Where's my Valentina? Without the strength to scream or to speak, my lung hurt and came out in half whispers.
The back looked like they'd been beaten and even with difficulties I can.
" Valentina... Valentina?
When the door opened, I saw her right there in front of me and smiling, with the hospital clothes, her hair stuck. She ran towards me and hugged me so tightly.
I felt alive and hugged me, took both hands, passed his hand on my face. He looked into my eyes and filled me with a kiss and kissed my whole face, from side to side.
"I would die again if I had to receive these kisses.
She smiled and kissed my lips and smiling looked at me and saw that she was right and there next to me, and I cried hugging and in half weeping I feel that she loved me just as I loved her.
"We are alive my love...
I still without strength I looked at what wiped away my tears.
"Thank you for being alive, I was so afraid of losing you.
"Me too, Enzo, I was so afraid of losing you when we were rescued and separated, when I woke up, I almost died, when I saw that you were not on my side, the first thing I did was get up and run to see you. She smiled shyly. "When I saw that you were still unconscious and worse than I had, I despaired, but I’m a good thing you're here.
We don't talk about anything; we just miss you and want to be together.
She lay on the edge of my bed, snugged in my arms, put her phone on the stool and stroked my chest and I kissed her forehead.
"We need to find out who did this, Enzo. It's not possible, one person can be so mean in wanting to kill the other.
"But it wasn't an avalanche, I thought it was that, so it was deliberate, I thought it was just an accident.
"Noah said it was my father, but the police said they have no evidence and released him.
"But did Noah see it?
"Yes, he was on the mountain that day.
"How do you know all this?
"Noah came to visit me this morning, he's very angry about all this. He said he wants to beat up my dad with his bare hands, but I don't want him to do anything, not even you, because he's going to pay.
"I don't know, something's wrong. If he went there, someone's behind him, that's for sure. I still think and she sits on the bed.
" Cecilia!
"She must have bankrolled everything for him until he spent that fortune there, I think so too. But if it is, we'll find out.
"And if it is him, I will have no mercy, I want him to pay because we both almost died because he was mean.
She lay in my arms, stroked her hair and I could smell her kissing her hair and she was thoughtful.
"I missed you so much...
"I too... Those moments we spent inside that cave were crucial for both of us.
"But let's not talk about bad things, we'll talk about good things. And may you forget all this.
"So, let's see some pictures I took, save from memory.
"Come on, bring your phone.
"Mine has some, but not many. But Noah must have some great pictures of us, is it because you remember that up on the mountain, he was taking some pictures?
"I'm going to show you the pictures I took of you fighting in the snow and you looked like two kids.
"Then, if it wasn't for all that, our trip would be very good. But what I really want is for you to be happy, Valentina.
"So, let's not talk about bad things, please. And look at this one.
She lay on my arm as she passed the picture. I watched the little finger go by and she was talking, and I smiled seeing how well she did me.
"Look how beautiful this place is. Look at that I wasn't that angry.
She shows the photo of the cable car with the tourists and disappointed and I laugh seeing the photos.
"It's true, we didn't even go to the cable car. I wanted to kiss you upstairs. She kisses me laughing.
"Look at this Enzo, how beautiful she was. You two on top of the mountain.
"Lie, it's top. I stared and got scared.
"Wow, but what's that over there? She said scared. " Enzo, look at this.
" Zooms in on the photo, zooms in on the photo.
"What's he doing up there? Look at that Enzo.
"You must have sequence, for God's sake, think sequence. And where the avalanche came from.
I can't believe it. Pass more photos to see.
She passed the picture desperately and I stood there looking, I couldn't believe it. And by the resemblance it was her father, and I didn't mean it. But when she passed the photo sequence, he was facing us under the mountain. Where we were playing in the snow. She started crying and I took her cell phone out of her hand, and I saw her being her father, I didn't believe her.
"He tried to kill us. I was devastated. "And all my suspicions now become cursed truth. Why all this?
"Because he's bad and wants easy money.
"He must not be my father; it is not possible. How could he want to kill his own daughter?
"I think we'd better think about what you're going to do. So, you don't regret it later.
"Of course not, and I want him behind bars. Do you know why? Because he's going to drop the drugs. And he's going to put his hand on the awareness that he made a mistake with his own daughter, the blood of his blood. And I'm going to report him.
"Then I'll go with you.
At the time, I pressed the bell, and the nurse came and I looked at her who came scared.
"Tell the doctor I'm discharged.
"No, but you can't leave now.
"I'm already discharged, I need to leave and now.
Valentina looked at me laughing and helped me change my clothes and half an hour later we were already at the police station, she apprehensive.
"I want him arrested; I want him to pay for everything.
"Calm my love he'll pay I'm sure it'll be all right.
We sat waiting for the deputy and still felt dizzy, his arm broken, the doctor gave a sermon, but I was going to hold out. And the deputy has already come to see me.
"Mr. Moretti has been talking for so long that we haven't spoken.
"Thank you for everything you've done, I've heard from Noah that you've helped us.
"Yes, it is a pleasure Machado is a great friend.
"Thank you for everything, but we came to show something, unfortunately we didn't want it to be, but here's the evidence of who did all that for us kills.
Valentina gave his cell phone in his hand and went through the photos and is scared and thinks but ends up letting go.
"it's your father himself, unfortunately I'm going to have to have him arrested.
"Please, it is a favor that you do me, so he will value life and people because as his own father he can do this to his daughter.
"Please let us know when you arrest him. He made gestures.
" Send arrest Vicente Moretti the drug user.