He's too big and I'm too small. Unlike the women he embraces, he is tall and has a model body. Unlike me.
I bit my lips without thinking. I shut my eyes tight because I didn't notice that I'm being insecure.
'No Jade! You're definitely way more beautiful and classy! I told my self.
I even stared at every detail of his story. It has a caption on the side saying, 'on my way, baby' with a kissing emoji on the side.
Gradually the clear aura of my face disappeared as I repeatedly read the texts there. I was in a good mood the whole day- no! I was!
"What the fvck?"
I whispered to my self. Baby? So he's that type now huh? I thought he's just about flirting and fvck? On his way? To his baby?
"Don't baby shit me, Erato. I'll give your baby a diaper."
I said emphatically to myself. My eyes are burning with annoyance, can't even remove his story on the screen. I kept trying to figure out what else could convince me that it wasn't there, but I failed. I quickly turned off the WiFi and set it on airplane mode.
I threw the cellphone at the foot of my bed and slammed into the blanket, as if it would give me justice. I am so mad now!
Damn you Erato! You really are the only person who can make me happy and make me feel hell at the same time.
I frowned when I woke up in the morning. I haven't even stared at my cellphone on the foot. I even kept kicking it just to fall on the bed and I couldn’t see it.
Even before my day started, I had already started my bad trip. Around 10 in the morning when i decided to come down to have some breakfast. There were no people there except for the resort's care taker couple.
They served for breakfast and they maintain the cleanliness of the house for today. I ate my food in tranquility and a light head. I still can’t get over the reason why I’m not in the mood right now. Now, this vacation is a complete trash.
If I invite Dad to let us go home? Cause this vacation is ruined anyway. And Erato? He's probably sleeping in someone's bed right now. God! I completely lost my appetite.
I rubbed my forehead and drank water to calm myself. I'm usually not the jealous type. I'm all okay with the thought of him flirting, and all that hook ups. But now? I don't know what's the matter with me.
Is it because of the holidays that he has plenty of time to play with the girl again? I hope he didn’t graduated at all!
I dozed off for the rest of my hours. Around afternoon when I decided to let go everything in this day and ask dad tomorrow to go home. I just exhausted everything.
I swapped a black two piece so I can have a dip again. Maybe spend the rest of my hours to the shore again until the sun sets.
My plan would have been a success if I hadn't just seen a couple taking a photo shoot in a high rock formation. I lost my appetite completely and stopped paddling and decided to lie down in the lounge. It's too early to rest.
But I don't have a choice. I'm too bitter to even continue. When I return to the rest house, I will definitely tell Dad that we have gone home so that I can find out who Erato's new baby is!
I took a nap for a minute, and woke up when my instinct told me that someone was watching me sleep.
My soul almost left my body when I opened my eyes and the man I saw was the last person I expected to see here. My eyes widened and I could not move because of what I could see. I thought I was dreaming not until he came near me and put his arms on my side like he's jailing me to him. Our face are a lot of inches away but it's still too near for me.
I couldn't breath seeing him and with his actions. The shiver was reaching my chest and there was another part of my mind that was definitely the clutter of how I look now.
"Why do you look so shock? I thought you're wishing me to be here?”
I blinked for God knows how many times. I was tongue tied. With our position, his smell, his face, and just him, being here. I couldn't think straight.
"Erato ..."
I couldn't keep saying that because he came up to me again. I didn't even know that I'm stopping my self from breathing. The side of his lips rose and he cocked his head on the side.
He stared at my eyes down to my lips as I felt his warm breath on my lips. I gulped the bulging pressure in my throat. I wanted to shout but it was as if something was holding me back
"Wish granted." He spoke lightly and so confidently. That's when the scene got me.
My spirit was awakened by what he said. I averted my face close to his because I couldn’t stop smirking at what he just said.
What did he just say? Is he referring to my post yesterday?
"Wow." I laughed sexily.
I saw his puzzled face. Maybe wondering about the reaction I'm giving him. He slowly withdraw from the tiny space between us. He cocked his head from the other side while I stretch my body more and lean unto the back rest.
"Assuming asshole."
I reach my mango shake and sip through it. He frowned at what I said. The joy reached my heart. Mixed excitement because he was here and hearing his reason.
He's on his signature look. Still wearing this black muscle tee and a board shorts. His hair is messy and he's perfectly fit from my view. I crossed my legs and made my eyes quint checking him out. I could see how his eyebrows rose because of the look I was doing on him.