I sat on the balcony chair of the hotel room as I clutched the flowers on the side table when I woke up.
When I woke up, I almost crawled to get cr because of the pain in my hip and thigh. He was true to his word. He really has no intention of walking me home.
It's a good thing I have a sign of yoga position and my hip pain disappeared quickly. My thigh is just my problem because I suddenly gave up.
Did you wake up earlier? He kissed my temple as he laid down the food and milk on the tray while smiling at me.
"Yeah, it's hard to walk," I complained, and he laughed and sat in front of me.
He winked and arranged the pancakes, bacon, French toast, and cocktail hotdogs on the plate.
"You cook all of this?" He nodded while the smirk on his lips could not be removed and noticed the joy in him now.
"Do you like the flowers?" He asked as I put the milk next to my plate and started to eat.
"Yeah, they're beautiful oakleys, thank you." I smiled sweetly at him as he suddenly turned and his forehead turned red and seemed to avoid looking at me.
Are you blushing?" I tease him and he looks away, trying not to smile.
"Is that weird?" I tease him again, then turn away from me.
I laugh hard while he's avoiding my eyes. He is cute when he blushes like a teenage boy.
"Come on, the food will be cold," I said. Then he turned to me again and remained silent, but he stopped smiling.
"What are you, why are you so nervous?" he sighed and touched my hand.
"I like you, Elisha. I mean, I do really like everything about you," he said and kissed my forehead.
He's sweet when it comes to this but very shy. I can't help but tease him more. I feel comfortable with his company.
You're my priority now, whatever I do, so I can enter your heart.
When I show my timid smile, he has already entered my pussy and will also enter my heart! That will destroy me! You're the one toying with your pussy!
It's all you want to get in! I pissed him off and he laughed, the only voice in every corner of the room, even on the balcony.
Even if you take me away, I won't stop until I get you, and I can't prove that my intentions are clean and true. Every word warms my heart, as well as my personality. I feel how sincere he is, as if a new person has blessed me to make me feel this way.
"Thank you, Oakley," I said gently and showed my timid smile. I don't know why I'm considered even though a lot has happened to us.
I mean, he banged me more than twice, and I really loved it.
"Please let me court you, Elisha." A moment of silence remained between us before I took a heavy sigh. Why is he pushing so hard for this?
"Oakley"
For a moment, I felt frustrated. "Come on, Elisha, I do really respect you, and I am sorry for being stubborn lately and sleeping with you."
Why is he saying sorry to me after many times that I slept with him? Why does he seem to be guilty of what he did?
"I know you're right, we must take it slow and respect you. I don't want you to be disappointed in me, or doubt my feelings for you. I'm sorry if I forced you to sleep with me, "umiling ako softly, even as if every word he uttered was stabbing me.
If you think that way, I can't do anything, but honestly. I love what happened to us, but there's some part that I feel guilty about. I can't explain what it is, oakley. I try to hold back my tears and caress my thighs. Maybe he's right.
"I won't force you again, Elisha. I'm sorry too. " I nodded and glared at him. I still remember my annulment with Edward. It still can't be worked out.
But you know about Edward? He didn't sign the annulment papers. I don't know what I'm going to do. He can sue both of us and say that I'm the one cheating on him. Once, he was in desperate mode. He doesn't care about others; he will do what he wants. " I felt scared.
I don't want Oakley to be ruined because of me...
It's fine, Elisha. Trust me, I'll take care of everything," he said with his assuring voice. He sounded proud when he said that.
His eyes are genuine, and I can feel every word he says.It's so good to hear
"Do I deserve this?" I slowly looked up and felt the air on my skin. It's been a long time since I felt my freedom was back. When I'm married, I act like a teenager exploring new things in sight and feeling.
I never felt the courtship. When I was in college, I studied hard to earn my degree so that my parents would be proud of me.
I did my best to become a dean lister at wala naman kahirap hirap na nakamit yon, but I feel that there's something that I didn't feel after that achievement.
I was not happy with what I was doing, and one day, I woke up and my rebel side showed up perfectly.
Party all night, play with different guys.
I felt happy and contented after that. I graduated and started holding on to my parents' business. I have no time to play.
For some unknown reason, Edward came into my life and offered himself. He asked me out on a date, and when I introduced him to my parents, they told me how proud they are that I have Edward.
Even though Edward's stupidity was bitten by my parents, I want them to be proud of me, marry him, and promise a better life for me.
Something else happened and, as planned, he took away my business. The refusal makes me happy because I enjoy working.
Edward, I acted like it was nothing to me, even though I wanted to make you angry. My feelings for him grew day by day.
He is not difficult to love and live with; he even satisfies me in bed. He is my first; he didn't disappoint me in the beginning. He's a very caring and loving husband. The typical start where both of you are still shy towards each other until I end up in bed with him.
I had sex in every corner of the house and was expecting a baby, but the baby came late.
I remember when I had an appointment with Blo, I was curious about Edward's business that he couldn't stop and miss, so I first contacted Avignon. My cousins are reliable for investigating.
I have no strength to look at what's inside the envelope. I even hired a private investigator since I know that one of my cousins is Edward's friend. Maybe they can cover up my husband's misery.
I thought I was the only one who thought badly of Edward. Not until I saw him in LA with China.
After that incident, we got into a fight and we totally broke up. I went back to my suite and received another envelope.
It's confirmed, he's cheating on me after eight months when we got married. I tried to understand him because he wanted to have a baby at that time, but sa kaputa putahang puta sa mundo, I was very proud of him at that time. I almost worshipped him because of his kindness and showing that he understood me.
It's a picture of Edward with Veda, having sex in the pool, his penthouse, and lastly, in our house, where all our memories are.
I was very shaky and numb at that time. I felt like I was going to explode and be cut off from my breath, but I wanted to cut off something else then.
I made a mistake. Once is enough. But what he does is enough.
When Oakley kneels beside me and hugs my tummy, I blink.
"I will court you, no matter what Elisha says." I slowly closed my eyes and let him caress my back, drawing circles. It makes me calm a bit after I remember what happened and why I am broke right now.
Stop putting yourself in vain. You don't deserve all of this elisha. A woman like you deserves happiness and love. Don't burden yourself too much, maybe you made a mistake, but not because you made a mistake, everything is wrong with you. Sometimes doing wrong will lead you to the right path, elisha, "he said, looking straight into my eyes.
Suddenly, I feel comfortable. It feels so good to have someone with you after a long day of war, after a long journey of chaos.
"Thank you for making me feel better, Oakley."