Sinclair pov
Warmth blossomed in my heart, waking up to him, he slight snores, and sweaty forehead was a sight to behold,his hands were wrapped around me and for a second it felt like I would never be hurt if i stay still, i don't want to leave either.
It feels like old time, the bliss, and the carefree mind , i miss those days, those days beside a man i love,i saw luke in my dream again, he told me he loves me while twirling around in the grass, such a freak for nature.
And Brandon, he was happy, smiling close to his wife's, his real wife this time, not me, they are both happy, i haven't felt this much bliss in a while, was it because of the sex or the fact that i finally slept close to a human.
“morning momma” he said smiling weakly at me, now hes beaming, he looks at me with so much love in his eyes I could tell from The sleepy eyes he gave me, those animated twinkles weren't an exception, “good morning” i said.
He stretched his hands cupping my face in his palm, “how was your night?” he said still smiling with his eyes not leaving mine. “Perfect” I replied, smiling along with him, he looks so relaxed, “ please be real” I hear him whisper, if it weren't real i would be heartbroken.
I want to enjoy this moment, be it real or an illusion, pulling him closer, my hands wrapped around his neck, i place kisses on ,hs forehead, then his eyes, then his jawline, before my lips get engulfed in his, “ i want to be in this reality with you,” I said, looking at him, my words makes my heart flutter.
And my legs warm, i am butt naked on top him, with messy hair and tired eyes. “Please be real”, he said, pulling my head gently towards him, his hands comb my hair freeing it from the bondage of the bands, my hair falls freely, fuck, his lips engulf mine as his hands toyed with my hair.
My hips swaying on his hard-on, he breaks the kiss, flipping me over till i was pinned beneath him, his eyes were closed , now, as he guided himself into me, fuck, rolling my eye back my lower lip held firmly by my teeth, as he leaned forward his lips taking in mine again, he begin to move gently.
I want to take control, i want to watch him moan , just being in me, but he had me pinned me beneath him, his hands now holding my jaw, as his tongue battled with mine, i had groomed a sex freak, his dick ramming my cunt non stop, my thighs were totally his, and his movement blows my mind, i found myself trying gasping air, as I moaned in his mouth.
It will be so hard living this position, he's out of control now, he slips out then takes my legs, which he placed beside his thighs , till he had my ass all to himself, and my eyes were facing east of my direction, taking my ass against his hard on, he slips in, holding my waist firmly, my hands grasping the sheets, as he rides me heaven, fuck, it feels more intense in this position.
“Cumming” i said as my hands pierce deep in the sheets, he spanked me hard, twice, i can't hold any longer, fuck, i explode on the sheets, while he kept ramming in me, non stop for seconds. It feels like i climbed to an island of ecstasy. As I gave all I had, his hands squeezed my waist firmly till he had everything in me,.
His cum and mine slip down the sheets, his mouth slightly open as he tries to overcome the feeling, just when he had all inside me, i see him fall like a log beside me, panting gently with his eyes staring at the ceiling.
Turning to see him, his eyes click with mine, he doesn't smile like i expected, instead he pulls in weakly. I bet he was tired from all this, his lips engulfed my lower lips,he kissed gently, then let me lay freely as he still caught his breath. “Sinclair” he said, turning to watch him directly, he opens his mouth, closes again like he was trying to say something.
“Thanks”, he said standing from the bed, picking up our costumes from the floor, from earlier, my heart broke in pieces watching him stand. But my body felt rooted to the bed, please don't leave, my subconsciousness screamed, but my body was immobile, just looking at him leave, for reasons best known to him.
That's just stupid thinking he values any of that, but he isn't happy, he had pain written on his face now, he placed our costumes on the cupboard then walks out with a towel on his waist, pain engulfs me, for reasons i didn't want to accept.
I shouldn't be sad, right ?, he’s just my submissive, he's meant for sex when i want it, and i was stupid enough to sleep right after having sex with him, scenes from last night came to my mind, he had me cuffed, and it felt good giving my control up, i am so sure i had the sheets in my mouth.
My legs quivered just thinking about him, and all the time we had had sex, He was different from all my submissive starting from the first day i came across his videos, it didn't feel irritated like other sex clips I had come across, just watching him, i knew i would do anything to have me bend over.
Now having him, I feel a different emotion, other than lust, but i can't love him, i don't want to, i can take care of myself, i have always been alone, and maybe I am meant to be alone. It's my destiny, i jinx everyone that comes close to me.
He should stay away, its best for him, standing up from the bed, I take a tissue which i used in cleaning myself up, before tying a towel around my chest, my legs were still wobbly from our heart raging sex,
Nice times.
Doesn't always last i guess