ELLA :
“Taking slow would make it more delicious,” Alex said slowly as he looked at my lips with lust and then into my eyes, F**k, not again…
I could feel myself getting bewitched by him as I looked away from his eyes first, I don’t know what it is with his eyes that would always make me his slave.
Everyone dug into food while I chewed on that last piece of my pizza. I should be going back to my bedroom as soon as I can. Alex’s gaze was making me uncomfortable and his evil smirk, it makes me shift into my place after every few seconds.
“So, how did you come to this place, Ella?”Janet asked me, she looked a very polite and gentle lady while Rita looked the complete opposite to her.
“Just wanted to escape from my past,”I told her honestly, yeah, they don’t know about me neither I know anything about them so I am free to reveal a few things about my life to them, no danger at all.
I thought Janet would look surprised or shocked by my words but no, she looked amused instead, “Well, I and Rita are also trying to escape our past..”She said and then smiled looking at Rita.
“The past is already gone, don’t worry.”Rita smiled back and assured her.
I was blank and not getting their words at all. Janet saw the confusion and then explained to me, “I and Rita are step sisters but eventually it turned out that we both are Lesbians. One day our mother caught us, and then she sent us both away into different cities. We both had been living separately for a whole year and at last decided to run away and came here.”
She paused taking a breath and then continued, “Then we find Alex, he helped us get back to normal and we started dating a few boys and having sex with them. Our parents had also started accepting our reality and now everything seems to fall in place.”Janet said with a wide smile on her face and when she looked at Alex there was a kind of love and respect in her eyes for him that seemed like a huge thing in her life.
Oh F**K, does she think Alex is her hero?
I chuckled at this stupid thought and immediately everyone’s attention dropped on me.
“Anything funny?”Rita asked, raising her one brow looking displeased by my action.
“Oh… it’s nothing…”I tried to shrug it off but she gave me a look, “Really?” and I started gulping nervously. F**k, I am doomed.
“It’s okay, Rita. Ella must have thought about something that she couldn’t share with us…” Alex said, making her look away from me.
“But there is something that we wanted to talk to her about, would anyone start..?”Rita said, pissed and I looked at Janet and Alex with a blank face.
Yeah, I remembered they wanted to talk to me but about what?
“Ella…”Janet began, “Actually… we wanted to talk with you about Alex…”She said looking a bit hesitant and I cautiously looked at Alex, he was eating his food calmly while Janet continued, “He wanted to stay with us here, if…. You don’t seem to have any problem…”Janet said while biting her lips looking nervous and I widened my eyes… F**k, it’s a big big No but how am I gonna say it.
“Ella…”Getting no response from me, Janet shook my arm and I immediately came out from my worried thoughts, I can’t tolerate for a few hours how am I supposed to stay with him for 24 hours under the same roof also this man looked like great trouble to me.
“No… No… No…”I was chanting it in my mind and then I found an excuse, “You should ask Ms. Van about it not me.”I said politely secretly sighing in relief.
Janet looked stunned by my words and then smiled widely, “Well, in that case, Alex had already talked to her. She said to ask you about it because you are the one sharing this house with us.”
“What…?”I gasped loudly and then immediately closed my mouth as I realized that I have lost my posture..
“Miss Van seems to be fond of you, Ella. I would like to see what it is that makes people go fond of you.”Finally, Alex wiped his mouth and said in his deep voice as he looked at me.
The siren of warning started ringing in my head as I got dumbstruck completely.
“Okay,”I was left with no choice as I agreed to their unnecessary demands and then walked to my room after thanking them for dinner. I walked too hurriedly afraid that they would call me back at any moment.
I locked myself and then breathed heavily for a long time. I finally seemed to get calm but a little sad too. They all three live so happily and yet I am stuck alone with them.
At this moment, I desperately wanted Gael to come back or Oliver but no, knowing that my existence would harm them I restrained my emotions, and then after changing into my comfortable pajamas, I went to bed to sleep.
I think of Gael every time and I don’t know why the feeling I got from Alex made me remember Gael so strongly that I started craving for his touch, his existence while forgetting that I am the one who had killed him with my own hands.
Shit….!!
I sighed frustrated, I should not be thinking of that terrible scene of his getting burned in the fire while he saved me from it.
This is my punishment to stay alone here and crave for him, this is the only way I could repel my sins. I sighed and finally fell into a deep slumber hoping for a good and bright day waiting for me ahead.
***
The next day, I woke up refreshed, the food I ate last night was no doubt delicious and had satisfied my stomach well. I yawned after brushing my teeth, I walked out to have my breakfast forgetting about the moron and Janet and Rita.
I carefreely walked into the kitchen opened the fridge and as I bent down, a shiver ran through me as someone’s thing touched my back, F**k Alex…
I cursed as I closed my eyes in displeasure.
I stood up and hissed, “F**k off, Moron..”
I know Janet and Rita must be deep asleep that is why Alex is here, he didn’t seem to budge as he held my waist and pulled me close to him.
I held his hand and then bit him hard until I tasted his blood. Y**k, his blood… It tasted awful… I spit it out and then pushed him away, he didn’t seem to be in pain from my bite but instead he looked a bit uncomfortable like he was trying to restrain something in him.
I don’t know what it is and neither do I care as I cursed him loudly and then taking advantage of his pitiful situation I kicked his balls and then ran into my room, locking myself while smiling triumphantly on my achievement today of kicking his balls... Now that Moron won’t be able to come after me as I have damaged his nuts slightly.