Oh my god! Today is the great day that the love of my life was getting married. I've spent years of my life alone fighting feelings against men. Feeling in a sea of solitude and fighting love and everything that hurt me, that would leave me suffering again.
When Max came into my life I believed I was just another customer, but it wasn't him that client who took the floor from me that showed me the real pleasure. I almost cried for the thousandth time when I realized that he showed me that I could love and be loved and that I had the opportunity to be happy again after all I've been through after all my past. After all the anguish, suffering I went through in the hand of my last love. Everything I lived was going to be forgotten with him with the love of my life he gave me hope for a new tomorrow of a new life, but it was all over. I don't know where or how it all happened overnight.
That night I first met him time I saw in the midst of several other men. Even though I didn't know he was the client. My eyes chose to feel different when I look. I knew he was different, special and could change my life.
But I didn't know if it was for better or bad. But I felt like it was going to be all changed in my life and so it happened, and I don't know why I let him into my life. It was taking up space and I can't say either that it was slow because it was too fast. First look the first touch has already totally changed my life already showed me that I was his.
I'll turn over another glass of wine. And I look at Maitê who brought more drinks and sang a heavy rock shaking his head.
Max unlike all the men who came into my life he is affectionate, kind without prejudice is the kind of man that every woman would like to have. Even if it were for one night, he shows you heaven and hell at the same time, it shows you that you can be loved even if you have flaws even if you are a whore. The other men don't, they just want sex to do with you, take them to heaven and pleasure.
He takes you to heaven and gives you pleasure.
I already knew he wasn't for me, but I let myself be carried away perhaps because of the need to love, because I didn't feel loved, and he made me feel loved today is his day saying yes to another woman.
She's lucky in a way, I'm jealous to know it's her he's going to sleep with every night. With her he's going to have a life and not with me I need to follow I need to lead my life on to let him follow his. I can't get in the way of a lifetime of plans with a night of pleasure.
I'll give you a new opportunity for my feelings, I’ve dropped out of life as a date lady or a whore, and I've had no other way out of this life.
I'm going to get on with my life with my job and take care of those people who need me and there's no way out of a bed. Maybe one day I'll love again one day to have a love to say it's mine.
" Friend doesn't get so I'm sure if he were to be yours, he'd be here. And if he's yours, he'll be back, let fate bring you the answer. She hugs me. "Remember everything we've ever lived and when you arrived in Venice?
"How to forget that everything changed after that night.
"That rainy night and you in tears and despair.
"Then friend doesn't talk like that I don't want to remember that night.
"— ah, but we're going to remember that today we're going to drink all of them, forget everything and just remember that we spent together, and you can't forget that we've always been like this. She made gestures and laughed. —— You cried and said that it was all over that you were going to die that your world was over that he was the man of your life. She flips over the drink and makes obscene gestures.
—That man who hurt you and still hit you, you came with swollen lips.
"Without a money to keep me.
"Said he was the man of your life, do you remember that?
—How forgetting that bastard destroyed my life for years and sold me out.
"So, friend you rebuilt you found a new love. Find a new man and you rebuilt you got up and now you will get up again.
Because I'm here on your side and I'm going to be that right wall you need to rebuild you're going to get out of this you're going to get.
She hugged me and we cried together like two drunk in love. "I promise you. Mia, you're going to be me and you forever.
Maitê was the opposite of me. I didn't believe in love, much less men. I just wanted to be a little piece of what she's strong, warrior. I'm that fragile woman who believes in others in love.
Santoro texted me all morning he's wonderful, but I don't want to give myself back to a relationship.
Max is still inside my heart. And he never promised me anything, just did what a lot of people didn't do. To feel loved.
"Let's get ready and party. She hugs me and my phone vibrates, I stop and look at the screen my heart speeds up and I get scared. "Didn't he get married?
MAXIMILIANO
The only certainty I have is to be responsible for all this shit. I try to breathe and look at the chapel full of kiss-ass. I could throw it all in the face and get in the face of these people who think money can do anything.
I look at my phone and I see i was late than the bride. I turn the glass of whiskey and make the last of the day, maybe she decides to answer me, and I'll finish it.
"I love you." Sends....
I give up and leave the message when I feel a huge man holds my arm and pulls me.
"You're late brand new.
I was already determined that the wedding was going to have everything I needed. I walk into the chapel and see Dulce from afar. I was distant and I lit the cigarette I trembled nervously and away from all that there.
" Fuck! But where were you, man?
" Chris, solving my life.
"With the mysterious one? He looks at me and smiles.
"She won't take care of her later. Come on, let's go.
When I enter the chapel, I see the luxury of the most expensive flowers. The most important guests, shake their heads seeing how much money thrown away.
"Max. I feel like I’m pulling my arm and I try to breathe in anger. "Making her happy is the only thing I ask.
"She will be happy as much as she deserves. Don't worry, I’ll be right back.
All my feelings belong to a single woman, the one who came into my life in one night and changed all my plans, all my wishes showed me that I was wrong. When I started getting involved, I went through a very difficult time the loss of a woman I loved too much was my first love. The best moments together and plans built a life together and children. We promise eternal love. I close my eyes and see her in front of me and scream:
"Yes, drink Max.
"Say that you love me and will be mine forever my love.
"I always love you. I close my eye the rain knocked on the car window after our graduation she smiled, and we were going to get married.
"I'm going to be a father. He came home happily, and I see my dad all angry on the porch turned his hand in my face. "I'm going to get out of this hellhole.
"We'll see Max.
I couldn't sleep and went back to partying with my friends. And when I got to the registry office where we were going to get married in hiding, she didn't just disappear. I fall to the ground in despair and cry."
"What does Max hear? This one, white.
I swore I'd never love again, let alone have a family. She disappeared pregnant and without saying goodbye.
Dulce came into my life at a difficult time she arrived and became my friend, and we stayed together as friends there slowly conquering me and became my best friend. We shared moments of sadness, joy of suffering, travel, tours, and business and that's when we decided to give ourselves a chance.
But I never promised her love. Because the only one I loved left me and months later I learned that she married a politician and there was goodbye. Until I met her, and everything changed. I met the woman of my life; I fell in love for the first time by looking at her beautiful blue eyes.
Mia was showing me that even with so much suffering with everything she went through was going through she was a good person she was a woman of clean character. Even being a prostitute, she was a true woman and showed me that I could trust and love again the pleasure I feel with her and unique.
I feel Chris pushing me, I open my eyes and I hear the music play and between embalming and melody I see Dulce all smiling coming in with her dad. I'm disgusted to remember everything you two were.
Dulce that sweet, good woman who won me over. She was just another woman with a heart of interest. She walked through the looks of admiration and I almost fainted at the altar with her legs tight. My mother always told me that I had to know the woman I was going to marry and then walk down the aisle.
Funny I met my fiancée at the altar, dated her for years, but I only met her at the altar. I look at Dulce and I feel, hurt for deceiving me believing to be one person, but in the real is another.
I put one hand in the other and the music played in the background, and my thoughts beat inside my head and my heart throbbed accelerated as, leg trembles and sweating hands was having a crisis of anger I sure.
Looking at her smiling was perfectly beautiful. It's beautiful, she was perfect and if you say you're just an angel.
At that moment I didn't even think about the son she was expecting, whether it's mine or not. It might not be after all found out she was capable of anything. I'm going to keep my word; I was going to give this child my name even though I knew he wasn't mine. After all the honors, the long words the little one of the priest, the Bishop, the mayor and the little ladda of her father all that spoke on that Altar I believed to be lie after lie.
"I love you Max. She whispers on my lips.
The only thing I remember is, yet I remember she smiles and say she loved me like
it may be cynical my anger grew in every detail I saw in this woman.
" Maria Dulce Meireles. Do you take Maximiliano Martinez Louzano for her husband to love and respect him until death do you part?
Of course, I do. I love him.
When I look at the disgust of what comes of her and everyone, present, I look at Chris who had his eyes full of tears and shook a handkerchief in his hands.
"Skip my priest's part arrives. I accept and YES.
" Max? She says pulling me.
I feel the body shaking at that hour. A dizziness that fell almost to the ground fidelity will be too much for her. I wasn't going to pledge allegiance to her ever and you still swear love not at all.
"You're in a hurry for your honeymoon. I hear and just smile yellow.
"Yes, Father.
I wanted to run out of there and end it all. But I held on, skipped a few stages of the wedding, my speech went to waste.
Because if I was going to say something, it would be to unmask the bitch.
We skip the stages of declarations of love and falsehood. She got angry, biting her lips and the first thing she did was pull me by the arm after the lengths and pretend to be happy. My mom cried all the time, maybe she already knew I was in hell.
"Why didn't you take your vows? She squeezes my waist. "I can't believe you did this, Max.
If you wish, I'm going to do it now. But I promise no love or false feeling I will be true. You want everyone to know you're a liar?
She shut up and I kissed her on the cheek.
"I knew you wouldn't.
I went out for a smoke and took my phone and I saw that I didn't send the message and smiled and pressed. Smoking and seeing everyone laughing and she was already looking angry in the corner talking to her friends. The wedding was worthy of a princess, it was too perfect for both of us.
"Chris, where are you going? He was just leaving. "I thought I'd stay for the bride and groom's toast.
"Not my friend I have an appointment, but we'll see when you get back. He was shaking and he was so different. "I'll take care of everything for you. But I'll say it's only until you get back. I'm taking over my father's company.
"He agreed to be Daddy's little boy, I knew it.
"What are you planning Max?
I was distant, my heart was tight and all the plans I made undone. I put out the cigarette and take the whiskey glass out of his hand and turn around.
"I'm going to make my wife happy.
"Good trip, I'm going to say goodbye to Dulce. You're not going to do anything crazy.
" WHAT TRIP?