"Have you called private yet? Maybe it works, or rather, drop everything and look for the woman you say you love.
She just came out and still laughed in my face I was desperate, and the fear consumed me at that moment. And she was right, I needed to make decisions and I called standing in front of her house the cold throbbed my body and the hatred rose with every thought she was being of another— If you don't solve it, you will personally take what is yours. She laughed getting in the cab-- I forgot you're not the man for it.
I was going to pick her up for kind by the hair and I'd never be someone else's or my name isn't Max... You're not going to play with me Mia, I swear.
I call and call three times and four I despair the hand trembled, and I wanted to get on that phone that angry me and all that.
I can't find a way out of myself, and I find myself lost without her. With every memory of your smile, I find myself more lost I close my eyes and i smell you on my skin and I hear your breath and wonder where we lose?
I close my eyes when I find myself lost trying to find answers while she's not answering.
We lost us without warning and for details and it's not even worth remembering, and I was a coward in letting her go. We disappear without saying goodbye, we kill our love without giving it the right to one last request, without a new opportunity, and we still muffle our love. And we let the pain into place, I let her go and I lost her.
We could have done so many good things, be the best of us together in a single story, I breathe hard trying not to cry.
We could have lived the dreams dreamed together in a unique life, she was mine and I let her go.
I preferred to do it my way and I left the silence alone, I prefer to close myself with my reason than to dialogue and try to get her back that night of goodbye I was too dumb thinking that she loved me so much that she would come back. The only thing I see now in front of me are seas and obstacles that won't let me get to my beloved. I find myself in a tunnel with no way out. And the fifth time she answers I hear her panting breath without air, and I imagined that she was in giving to her and almost died there listening to her panting breath of excitement. What a curse. When I took a deep breath, I heard the phone call to and the air from her lung on the other side she was shaking and she was my beloved.
"Mia... don't give yourself to another please... I love you, I love you. I talked and she didn't get air still on the line I couldn't lose her.
"You may turn yourself in, but it will be an empty fuck and then cry with loneliness I know you love me. Just like I love you. Mia?
She didn't say anything, she just heard me say it and took a deep breath. "I'm going to leave everything for us I swear...
Will Mia still believe Max's promises?
I went to the office in a midst of despair and fear after she hung up on me and left me talking to myself. For her for sure as I was also missing me she needed me, I feel so much want to be with her and touch her to hear her voice of her smell I needed her. That was my certainty that she wanted me after all called me, she could not be someone else was my Mia. I was already losing my mind, I was losing the desire to be there to live, I couldn't sleep I just imagined she was with someone else.
Roni has been picking up news and so far, nothing new has arrived about where she is and who she is with, did she come back for the night?
"Whore who gave birth to Roni, I thought you weren't going to see what you found out about her for God's sake I'm not enduring without news?
"She's the only thing I found out she's in Seeing was the only thing we could figure out.
"What she's doing in that damn town in that place is hell only brought disgrace to my life. I walked around the thoughtful room looking for answers. "What was she doing there?
"We don't know yet, but she was in town and from what we know she even talked to some residents.
"What is she wanting to find out about my past? Strange something's wrong, have you heard from Chris? I need to talk to him, since I can't call his mother.
"Find out about your father's house. We know where.
"New venture so we go there I arranged everything, but first I want to talk to Chris' mother. I had to clean it up, something was wrong, something that wasn't hitting. And why did she go into that town having to do with me or her? Or will she work or make some new client? I can't believe the doubt was running me and the fear, and anguish of knowing that she came back for the night was worse. After a few seconds I can talk to Chris' mother.
"Good night! How's my favorite mommy? "My dear it's been so long that you haven't spoken to me, I thought you'd come for Christmas, but you didn't show up. She was talking, I was just wondering what was going on, Chris missing and what she was doing in town.
"But what do you need this time?
"You know me , you know, beautiful mommy! yes, you've heard from Chris.
"He was here in the city, spent a few days with us, but just returned to the capital and you heard the news?
"No, I don't talk to him, I'm too busy, you know how my parents are mine.
"He will get married, he brought the bride to meet her is wonderful when you meet- there you will love her is very smart perfect for the first lady.
What do you mean he was getting married? I'm surprised he'd never get married and now a wife—Wow what a surprise!
Who is this woman and why is he hiding so much from me? And why didn't you tell me anything about what was going on with my friend? Something was wrong, he changed a lot.
"But tell me mommy when he's there?
" Two days ago, they stayed for the weekend with us, we had dinner and have already scheduled the date that will be for 2 months from now the wedding.
"Wow! That's good news! Was I too surprised what was going on with him?
"And the biggest news I'll let him tell. After all that was the best news.
"Wow, will you leave me like this in this anxiety? But I figured it out. "I bet there's an heir around.
How do you know? You always guess things Maximilian You're terrible.
"So, you mean he's going to be a daddy? How interesting my friend deserves to be happy.
"Yes, just as you are also happy with Dulce and congratulations on the little girl you are going to have, I'm happy for you as soon as you give us, we're going to have a big party. Maybe at your daughter's christening?
"Yes, of course and maybe I'll go back to town after so many years without going to that place.
- yes, it's actually been over 20 years since you came to Wedandth and this is where you were raised.
It's true. Maybe the answers I needed were in that town and I was going to find out everything I needed, what's going on? But I'm going to solve this situation first and then I'm going to go back to that town And find out since I have to do it with my own means.
She just hung up on me and left me in solitude, I could hardly think, but I still needed to settle my life to be with her. And now it's going to be over and when Mia gets back to me.
"Tell me Roni what did you find out then?
"I found the house where he put the woman and I already called Romeo like you said and Jarbas too.
"Yes, we're going to sort this out today at once enough of that damn believe that you can use my mother's money to support the brand-new stepmother he set up.
I was so angry with so much hate to know that my father kept another woman with my mother's money, and I always knew, but I never believed that he would come to that and I would now discover all the lies and the sickle of the Damned. I was going to take every penny out of him because my mother wasn't happy these years always remained faithful to him submissive to the mistreatment he did with her, but I'm sure my mother also loves another I don't know much about the story of the two the only thing I know is that he married her out of interest and he started running her money and she gave himself up depression.
I was standing there in the middle of Sunday hoping I’d have the guts to get in that place and end it all. I close my eyes and remember when I was little and saw him for the first time with a woman. I was taken to boarding school to keep me away from his life and my mother didn't believe me, so I had to do everything in law.
"It's here, sir, the papers and when you wish we'll come in.
I got my hands on the papers and it struck me with a sadness that all that stuff could end my mother's life there. I closed my eyes on the door of his house when I saw it being a big mansion in a more upscale neighborhood of the new Venice. I closed my eyes and went back to our first date with her for the first time in the restaurant.
"I see dad has a new wife. So, this is my stepmother the one you support with my mother's money?
"Max, what are you doing here? She's not what you think.
"Very pleased Stepmother, I am the little boy of this monster. My mom's going to love to know that you're having dinner with younger women and holding it.
— Just a customer plus nothing more customer?
"You don't work, you don't do anything about life supported by my mother's money, and you tell me you're a client? But you guys aren't going to take a dime from my mom, let alone me, I'm tired of this, you guys, but it's not going to stay that way. "
I left that restaurant upset with heart in hand wanted to come into account everything for my mother, but as I was going to say he was going through with treatment and that night I decided to tell her everything and when I arrived it was doped with medicine and the nurse said she had an anxiety crisis and I ended up leaving for later.
"I'm to blame for this. I lowered my devastated head.
"It's not your fault, Max... Roni my faithful friend—He deserves punishment and you as a son must take the reins of your mother's life and now.
He was right, I needed to do that.
It was the moment of the decision I get out of the car, and I’ll squeeze the bell my heart out and the fear of knowing there was a rot and my mother was going to get hurt out of this story.
- What the fuck are we going to end this.
I squeeze again and the door opens, and I stand still.
What's the surprise behind that door?
As much as you leave your past behind you said you no longer want it over was something you keep only in the memory that you forgot you have no hurt is all lies. There's always that detail that makes you angry and comes back the same hurt. That fear of and nervous to find your past again and that's how it happened to me after so many years of not finding it was there in front of me more beautiful than ever with your black hair, your brown eyes, and your perfect body.
"I should have stayed in hell." That's what I thought.
"What does that mean? I can hardly breathe, and the speech came out confused just like me.
"What are you doing here Max?
"I came after my biggest nightmare, and I see that I was wrong. What are you doing here, Monique?
"Max please go away!
"It was all lie Monique after so many vows of love was all lie I should know.
Since I'm an idiot, you lied to me and you still said you were pregnant, and now you're here.
I wasn't buying what I saw, she was in front of me at my dad's house, so she left me for him. I can't believe the woman I loved was my father's mistress.
"You were important in my life Max, but I didn't love you enough to have a family with you and you insisted so much on having a family in being a father and you also never really loved me was the need to have a family.
"The family specialist said she never cared about her parents and never wanted to be a mother so pregnancy was all a lie. I thought it was a lie. I walked away a little bit and knew he was there because his car was parked at the door and I was upset—Well Chris told me you had another one and I thought he liked you, but I see he was right.
" Chris is the traitor who always took his girlfriends and gets the burrs you always idiot does not change even. He's fooling you to this day.
"You're worthless now what are you doing here in his house? I hear the footsteps on the stairs, he ran down and I saw that there was something when he spoke in the middle of the stairs.
"Is my love ready for dinner?
It was too late for dinner, i.e., he has a family with her, he's his lover because all these years she's been his lover I can't believe what I was seeing I was fooled by my father and my fiancée.
"What are you doing here Max?