Today is a great day I was already prepared to take a big step in my life Woke up early and again I went to Rose's house even though she said she didn't want me around and wanted to stay away from me she's right and I know it's out of fear who's going to trust the man who just lied?
Cheated? I don't know about Dulce, I didn't call, I didn't try to find out and I confess that after everything that happened, I'm looking for distance from her and everything that speaks of her family. I spoke to Mia the night she tried to show she was fine, but feeling her sad I had to solve a lot of things and one of them was Max. And when I got to Rose's house, she was already waiting for me, it took me to convince her to let me stop by to talk to her and see Thomas.
"Hello, big boy! I see you've grown up in just two days.
Rose wouldn't let me be alone with him and he'd talk about the time she didn't want him to get hurt when I left again, and I’d be watching him all the time and he talked a lot. We spent a lot of time talking and playing with the toys I just took, but I wanted it to be different and should have done it differently. I let myself be influenced, but really, I was trying to forget all my past and out of anger at everything I've lived and done I wanted to take out all the anger and hurt on someone.
"Could we travel to the beach and take him to see the sea what do you think?
"You're crazy, you're getting married today and I don't even know what you're doing here.
"You've met Mia and you know how special she is, and everything will be different, I promise.
"Then don't give me that conversation. You should be ashamed to see how wrong you are with this marriage.
"I will not oblige and one day you will understand and can be sure everything that will happen, but if it is for the good of all I understand you Rose and promise we will see us again. I hugged Thomas and he laughed with the toys. "I want you to go to the wedding please.
" Some of my front Christopher.
She got mad at me and almost hit me and deep down I wanted her to go to the wedding and see with her own eyes how much I was trying to be a new person.
I decided to talk to Mia first of all, I felt too guilty, I take a deep breath and just send a message. I wasn't going to have the guts to text what I was feeling, and I know how much reason everyone is to hate me.
"Mia, I want you to know that I really love you. I'm a liar and A lot of mistakes, but with you I want to do it right. And very special I want to make you happy, and I will give my life to it my princess."
"Sam."
By the time I got to the bar, I was hoping he wasn't going to show up. He was absolutely right, I had two whiskeys and I was apprehensive that I just needed to tell you what I was feeling.
When I looked at the door he came in with a super-angry face. I had a feeling you were going to hit me and I know I deserve it, I'm feeling like nothing.
"What do you want to tell me?
And he wanted to punish me and I deserved to be a coward with him my whole life. And I feel like I've always been jealous of him for being loved by everyone and a good son I've tried to be his copy my whole life. I just got hurt and now I'm standing here in front of him without being able to debate what I need from him.
"I know you have every reason to hate me, and I gave you reason. I got carried away by revenge, and I confess, I've been manipulated my whole life.
"Don't blame anyone for your mistakes. Where was our pact to be brothers for life and our plans? And all for a woman who unfortunately had nothing to do with me.
" Fuck! Max, I came here to ask you for forgiveness because I know I'm wrong and I'm not going to blame anyone, I was to blame for everything.
"At last, you have assumed your mistake. I take my mistake by letting your mother manipulate your life because I knew it, Rose a few years ago and I hid it for her. But I always had him as my brother.
"Forgive me Max, I've been very wrong to let myself get carried away by revenge, I want to fix it.
"Marrying the woman, I love?
"That's why I'm here I want Mia to be happy because I know how much she loves you and that's why I started questioning my feelings. I turned the whiskey over and looked at the cell phone full of messages. "I want you to trust me and my last request.
"Trust ing after all you've done to me? You're slutty with me. Comes.
He was leaving and I got in front of him I couldn't let him go without me finishing what I had to say.
- Give me a chance to show you that I've changed and show you that everything's changed.
"Even though you are my real brother you have lost my trust. And I want distance from you.
When he said brother, I ran out of action, I walk away, and I walk my hands over the face when I hear the brother.
"What are you talking about, Max? Brother!
He looked at me and stared at me and took his hands out of his pockets and got angry and I believed I’d take a punch from him; at the time I walk away and breathe.
"We are little blood brothers and for me and unfortunately.
He left without saying anything by tapping his foot and nothing I wanted to say I couldn't.
Bitter about the past and my mistakes. I turned the whiskey over and went to show you why I was here, and I was going to do it. I took my phone and did what I had to do. But I gave up and when I got to the chapel, I saw the party my mother prepared and Saw it was for her and not for Mia.
Everyone wanted pictures and boring questions, I went in and went straight to the back chapel. I couldn't think of anything but what I found out. And when I get there, my dad's already come to fill my head and talk about who about Max.
"Why didn't you tell me I had a brother? Because you tricked me like my mother.
"Why you should now think about your marriage and today without fighting.
"It's easy for you. I saw when my mother came in. "I'm glad you're here, we're going to take this fake family down now.
" Santoro today and his marriage comes from this clowning. She believing she can send me something to laugh. "What's going on with you?
" Mummy's dear antics? And you fuck my whole life and now my dad gets me a brother who fucking country are you? Don't touch me.
I walk away because I wasn't believing that my family has fooled me all this time. I was so dumb that I got carried away by the fact that they were my parents and I believed in everything and blindly. I fucked up.
She tried to defend herself, wanted to question, but I already knew everything and nothing she said was going to change. I won't be disappointed in her apology, much less my father's. I don't hate them, but I'm disappointed.
"I would never do that. They're all liars.
"I have proof, and everyone pays for their mistakes, I'm paying for mine and you'll pay for yours and you can be sure of that. I turned around and at the time I look at the phone and it was Rose's message. "Come to think of yourself you are already paying my father abandoned you I abandoned the policy that was your dream, and you will be alone because I am leaving from today, I will stay away from you and will be alone. The music at the bride's entrance starts playing and I take a deep breath—I don't want any more conversations, and when Mrs. Sofia is going to pay for the robbery you had done at Rose's coffee shop, I want you to give back every dollar or I put you behind bars for robbery.
"And as for you bring your son here in a way say he is dying but bring.
He stared at me scared of how I was acting, I was tired of taking orders and now I'll do it differently.
"You won't have to.