“Reached.”
I got down from the motorcycle, hugging myself tightly against the cold wind. In my ears, Kaiser’s voice reminded me not to let down my guard. But right now, my heart was betraying me.
All over a man who was Kaiser’s brother-in-law, and moreover, on our first meeting!
Just minutes ago, I had gripped his shoulders tightly to counter the fast speed of the motorcycle. It became clear to me what I missed out on in all the men I had been with.
Especially with Kaiser. Not only was it arduous to read his mind, but with his coldness, I didn’t know my place in his heart.
We were standing just outside a cabin on the outskirts of town, which undoubtedly was his property. However, instead of feeling how I normally felt when serving a customer, I felt like I was a neglected wife ready to experience the sins of cheating on her husband. I didn’t know what to think, other than being drawn in by the moment.
“Shea, is there something bothering you?” He took my hand and led me inside.
“I… I’m just a bit nervous…”
“You aren’t a virgin, are you?” He teased, and I quickly shook my head.
‘Come on, Piper. You’ve experienced many men yourself. One more wouldn’t matter. Anyway, it’s Kaiser’s instructions, aren’t they?’ My inner voice spoke up inside me.
I answered myself silently, ‘Yes.’
Silence fell over us. The cabin had just two rooms, one hall with nothing but a fireplace in it, and an empty sofa. Inside the room was where the adventure Carson said, would begin.
I thought about Kaiser, and how Carson was conversing closely with Lenard. Carson might be the right person for me to get intel on Lenard. Even though Kaiser had promised me, he had yet to fulfil his promise to me. Two years were about to pass instantly. But what daunted me the most was how he did not reciprocate my feelings.
I brushed away my feelings and focused on Carson’s figure in the dimly-lit room. He took off his jacket slowly and led me to sit on the bed. Things were a little fast between us, and I felt a little dizzy. But when it came to how fast things happened, nobody cut the cake better than Kaiser, and how he f*cked me during the interview was still fresh on my mind.
“We can take it slow, Shea. I’m not trying to rush things,” he whispered, and my body stiffened.
I looked at him reluctantly, and my hands closed on his belt, loosening it to remove it. He made no move to stop me, and with my trembling hands, I closed my eyes and blindly slid down his boxers, moving towards his organ to take it into my mouth.
“You don’t have to do this, Shea.” He lifted my hands and removed them from his boxers. I opened my eyes slowly, and he had already pulled his boxers back on, although the shape of his manhood was already clearly displayed in front of me. It looked thick and a bit curved, making me blush as I thought of the thing right inside me.
For an Asian, he was a bit big, but I didn’t want to be reminded of Lee or Lenard’s rough sex with me, treating me as if I was an object. I cleared my mind and scrutinised Carson’s harmless face. He had narrow eyes, like most Chinese men, a sharp nose and distinguished features. It was like I was watching a Chan movie where the supporting cast was made of men that were just as attractive as the leading actor during his younger days.
“Let me satisfy you, Shea. I have the means to keep you satisfied.”
I bit my lips again.
“I’ll be gentle.”
He took off his shirt, placing it neatly by his jacket. Though he was devoid of muscles like what Kaiser had, I couldn’t help but admit that he appeared clean-cut and dashing. His lips met mine with a heated passion while his fingers carefully unzipped my dress, releasing my boobs from the tightness of being confined within it.
I felt free. He lay me down on the bed, still kissing me passionately while exploring my naked body with his strong hands.
I knew this was this heat was the fire I had lost with Kaiser, and at that point, I sensed how it seemed to be growing. It wouldn’t stay long, I promised myself. Soon, he would be the same as any man out there, and lose interest in me. I shed a tear as he pinned me down hard with his slim body and suckled my boobs.
My body was reacting to his teasing again, just like it was natural. I recalled how Kaiser hadn’t touched me for five days. Was this in anticipation of tonight? A tear rolled down my cheek, accompanying the tear I shed earlier.
“Let me taste you below,” Carson said, and with his quick movement, I realised what he was doing.
Eating me down there, sucking me dry. I lost control of myself completely, and, free from his imprisonment earlier, I was convulsing with need. He sucked my cavity harder before playing at my entrance with his tongue. Then, before I knew it, he had found my nub and explored it with his skilled tongue, teasing me into submission.
“Carson, ahhhh!”
That was all I could manage until I finally lost it. I controlled my urge to pee, grabbing the sheets hard as I moaned. My wetness flowed all over the sheets, gushing in streams as he inserted his fingers inside me and moved them in and out of me repeatedly.
“You seem to like it here.”
He rubbed the part which I knew that was my g-spot, and I just nodded weakly.
“Please, don’t stop. I’ll do anything,” I implored, feeling that I was at my wit’s end. I wanted to be f*cked so hard, that I didn’t mind getting on my knees or doing whatever he ordered upon me.
He just chuckled. “I think that’s not enough for you yet. Do you want me inside you, Shea?”
“Yes, please…”
I was breaking all the rules that Kaiser had told me. Never give in during sex with a customer. And even I was losing my own game. The game of playing hard to get.
“Shea, I want you to be my woman. Are you willing?”
“But…”
He rubbed my spot ferociously, sending spasms right through me that weakened me. I moaned harder, unable to think clearly.
Kaiser did want this, right? Didn’t he want me to seduce Carson?
I gave in.
“Okay, you have my word!” I shouted, and he let go of me.
“Then, I’m going in right now.”
I nodded faintly, closing my eyes with a loud sigh. I could feel a rubbing feeling near my core, and then, he swiftly entered me with one stroke. No condom, no lube. Just him inside me, filling me up fully.
“Damn, you’re tight.” He chuckled, pulling up my legs to admit himself deeper. I moaned lustfully. Compared to having sex with customers, this time really felt good. If only this wasn’t a task, and an actual one-night-stand, I would have felt even better.
“You seem to have a lot on your mind, Shea. Let yourself go. I don’t want you thinking of other things when you’re underneath me.”
Ah, he was possessive just like Kaiser. I just nodded and banished all the thoughts from my mind. He embraced me tighter as he rode me gently, being careful with me while he made every movement inside me.
“You can release inside, Carson.” I took great care to ensure I was calling him by his name and not Kaiser’s. He didn’t need to know that I was incapable of getting pregnant. I just let every man assume I was on the pill, or having periods.
“Can I keep it inside?”
What?
“I want to hold you like this while we sleep, Shea.” He stroked my hair. “You’re just wonderful. I want to wake up every day looking at this face. If only I could.”
“That’s just too much for a one-night-stand,” I sighed. Right now, what I wanted most was to light a cigarette and smoke. I had never even considered smoking because Kaiser hated the smell of cigarettes. When I was with Jacques, we didn’t smoke because of Andrew. I smoked occasionally on the job when I recruited members, but not enough to retain any smell on my clothes, because of Kaiser.
“Can I have a smoke, Carson?” I asked, pointing towards the bulge in his pants that was lying on a chair in the room.
He took out the box from his pants pocket. It turned out that it wasn’t a box of cigarettes, but a box of condoms. A full box of them, unopened and seemed to have been bought recently.
“But, you didn’t use them?” I questioned while looking at him queerly.
He laughed.
“Because you happened, Shea. You’re the most wonderful mistake I ever had. So, there’s no need for this.”
He tossed the pack away and took me into his arms. His member hardened against my opening again, and I spread my legs to take him inside me again.
“I just wish this night would never end, Shea. And for us, it never will. Because in future, I’ll take care of you and love you like there is no end. You’re mine now, Shea. And that’s what matters.”
Outside the cabin, a dog howled, but I wasn’t paying attention. All I knew was that there was this profound feeling in me I couldn’t explain. But I hoped things would come to light soon.
I couldn’t forget that revenge was what drove me, after all.