"Don't you want to ask me about her? I think, marami akong masasabi tungkol sa kaniya."
If we are in a video game, my character might have a full of energy now because of pressure and anger starting to bloom on my system.
"Your Mom? She's... Probably like you. She can have a gun, practice self defense and martial arts. She can defend herself without letting her man do it for her. She's independent.-"
"Shut up!"
"Why? You don't want to hear it? I am telling you her past. Well, I don't know why she changes after she became with your dad. Hindi ko nga rin lubos akalain na malaki ang magiging pagbabago niya. I mean your dad is a bastard asshole. Lastly I don't literally understand why she die so fast? Did I stab her organ right? She can't be killed too fast!"
Nanatili ang paningin ko sa kanilang tatlo habang iniisip at ipiniproseso ang sinasabi niya.
"He's right. If I where your Mom, I'm going to survive. Your Dad was in a big shock. He doesn't know what happened. He only caught in the act. This two still scared to be caught. They moght be go away after stabbing her. Why don't you ask the man in your back?"
Lilingon pa lamang sana ako ng makaramdam ng isang bagay sa likod ng ulo ko. Dahan dahan kong ibinaba ang sariling baril bago unti unting nilingon iyon.
'It was Director Park.'
"You didn't have a chance to see her wounds? I stab her too on the spot of her original wound. She thought I will help her. Yeah, I help her by calling Rogen after I stab her. I'm sure he don't know a thing about it. Poison with another stab killed her."
Humigpit ang paghawak ko sa sariling baril dahil sa sinasabi niya. Nag umpisang magbadya ang luha ko dahil sa galit.
"If you are going to tell me why? Because of her past. You don't only have same features, you already act like her. Because of an accident, I lost my wife. Accident only? You where there. She do have know about medicine but she choose you than helping my wife."
"You were only three years old when that car accident happened. We knew each other for too long but I don't get it how she manage to survive the years acting innocent, doesn't know what she have done."
"Are you saying that your wife is more than important than me?"
I have the urge to talk too. I don't remember whag happened but I am sure my Mom have reasons.
The reason Director saying is unreasonable! Why would my Mom choose her than me? I am her daughter for heaven sake!
"If she only try harder she can survive helping you two! Look at you! You were doing revenge because she die! We have the same reasons-"
Napahinga ako ng malalim at seryosong tinitigan siya.
"We don't have! My Mom killed directly! Your wife killed because of accident!"
Diniinan niya pa ang baril na nakatutok sa ulo ko.
"For years, I haven't really know you that much. I am very disappointed. I don't know you have a wrong thoughts of humaness like you always brought in class, professor Park."
"Stop acting like you know the pain!"
Mabilis na nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng biglang sumulpot si Hector. He is about to go after me ng ng biglang may baril na biglanh pumutok.
Nagugulat ako ng magkaroon siya ng tama sa paa.
'My half sister did it!'
"Sorry for late respond. Kindly appreciated."
Mabilis na papaputukan sana ni Director ang tatlo sa likod ko ngunit mabilis kong ipinusisyon ang sarili at mabilis na tumama ang paa ko sa tagiliran niya at nakipag agawan pa ng baril.
Sa puntong iyon ay mabilis na nagkagulo habang ang dalawa naman ay pinipilit pang tumakas sa eksena. Mabilis kong napatumba ang Director at pinilit na pigilan sa pagtakas ang dalawa. Nalingat lang ako saglit nang may pumutok na baril na naging hudyat ng biglang pagtumba ko. I have a gunshot on my shoulder.
"You haven't really thinking. Don't you know na wala ka namang kakampi ni maski isa sa amin? You only have you. Any second, maaaring magbago ang isip nila at maging dahilan iyon ng pagtapos sa buhay mo!"
Ramdam ko ang di mapangalanang sakit dahil sa tama ng baril sa balikat.
Because of what he said, I made a snap to everyone. I know. No one has gained my trust except Rogen. He is the first and last person I should trust from all of this happenings.
Hawak ang dumudugong sugat ay seryoso kong pinatitigan sila.
"Bakit hindi mo na lang sabihin sa sarili mo na walang saysay lahat ng ginagawa mo! You are not doing this because of what happened to your Mom! You are doing this to yourself only.-"
Without any hesitation I pulled my gun. Hindi ko alam kung saan iyon tumama ngunit matapos siyang paputukan ay isa isa ko pa silang pinagmasdan.
"I waited for many years to have justice I wanted. Do you all even know me? Do you all realize how a 22 year old lady can manage to stop my own dream, stop my own proirities to take care my brother and all? I am not saint to wait and see what's going to happened to an injustice law while all of you around having good life? Your Mom is important? Why? Ilang taon ka noong oras na iyon Hector? You have an asshole Dad here! What about my brother and I? You all killed my Mom and you pointed the claim that my father did that to her. May be I don't know anything but you aren't there cursing out of anger because I don't know anything!"
Out of nowhere I cried. Hindi ako bato gaya ng iniisip nila. I've been living as I am dead.
"Do you knowwhat is imoortant to me right now? To kill you all here. But when I am thinking about all the good sides you do to help me going on with this life, I couldn't think anymore."
Matapos tumulo ng mga luha ko ay nakarinig ako ng magkakasunod na baril di kalayuan sa amin. Hindi na ako nagpaligoy ligoy pa at pinaputukan din ang Vise Presidente. Nagkakagulo na ang ibang mga tauhan hanggang makatanggap ako muli ng putok mula kay Director. Nagpalitan kame ng putok ng baril sa isa't isa. Wala akong planong magtago. Wala akong planong iwasan ang mga balang binibitawan niya.
"Amber!"
I heard my half sister calling my name pero tuloy lang ako sa pagbaril sa isa't isa hanggang may tumamang magkakasunod na bala sa kaniya mula kay kleanna. Dahil sa sunod sunod n baril sa kaniya ay natumba siya
"Dad!"
Hector was trying to go on his dad. Habang ako ah may isang bala na lang ang mayroon ako.
"I hope you found peace in your another life."
Sa huling pagkakataon ng parehas naming ipinutok ang baril na kapwa tumama sa amin.
"Amber!"
Unti unting humina ang paningin ko. It looks like a dream.
"Amber!"
I found myself full of tears.
'I am sorry Roge. I can't make it anymore. I am sorry sa hindi pagtupad sa pinangako ko. I will always love you kahit hindi mo na marinig sa akin ang mga salitang iyon.'
"Amber!"
'Don't trust anyone. If this girl in front of me can be trusted don't trust her even she should be. Take care of my brother as you take care of me.'
- The End.