-The attack on my pack-said quietly, hoarse.
-Memories? -Took the wires stuck in my face wet.
I stared at her sincere and worried eyes, and risked opening my
heart to Jackson, letting him see my demons
interiors.
-That day I played with Aiden, I remember calling him Ed,
an affectionate nickname from our childhood. We were playing pebbles
and he was proud that I was the winner I started to count and Jack
sat next to me, giving me support to continue.
Just take your time.
-That’s when we started hearing a lot of noise and loud screams. I saw the
wolves invading our village, they carried guns, knives and even
torches. They were out of control, desperate for blood and for
more power. Aiden took me back home, my brother needed
kill some wolves to protect me. He was always so controlled and
seeing him so wild like that traumatized me, never seen him
kill before.
Jack caressed my hair and I leaned my head on his
shoulder.
I remember the cries of the innocent, the cries of pain and the supplications of
mercy. I remember the smoke that made my eyes burn, the
heat of fire destroying our homes.
I dried the tears that were still running down my face.
Finally we got home, I trembled and cried nonstop, there was blood on my clothes-I squeezed my eyes tightly. -My parents me
hugged so hard that I thought they would break my bones,
I didn’t know that was the last time I saw them, that I hugged them.
-Were they alone in the house?
-No, some wolves still protected them-swallowed them dry. -My parents me
took them upstairs and told me I needed to get away
with Aiden away. I didn’t want to leave them, I remember daddy
handed me this necklace and kissed my forehead, he promised me that
we would see each other again, who loved me with all his being and that
Aiden and I needed to live.
-Mikael and Ellen sacrificed their lives for you to live-Jack
whispered and I nodded.
I held the necklace around my neck.
-Daddy told me whenever I looked at that necklace me
would remember my true origin, my wild essence and
untamable.
Aiden has one just like I agreed with the head.
My mother hugged me one last time and filled me with kisses smiles
side. She told me...that the heart that beats in my heart is of a
warrior, a queen. The heart of a Labonair with a soul
indomitable. Promised that we would meet again in a
place far from any evil and cruelty.
Jack held my hand, giving me the support to continue.
He asked me to forgive her when she found out the truth, I believe she was referring to our union-I commented and he agreed to the
head.
-What happened after that?
-My parents stayed to fight beside your pack and die beside
of their wolves, remember something blew up the door of our house, we were
thrown on the wall and ended up losing my father’s necklace. Aiden me
pulled to the back of the house, to run away, but I let go of him and
to try and get my necklace, I couldn’t lose it.
ran
-By the Moon! Are you back?
The tears came down again, I squeezed my lips.
-I saw the moment a wolf clawed its claws into the heart of mine
mother and ripped it off, I will never forget his face, on the scar in
his right eyebrow and dark green eyes. I remember screaming and
fall to the ground, my body was pulled by Aiden and some wolves in
helped to escape. I felt so much pain, I thought I was going to die. Even outside
from the house, I could hear my father’s desperate cries
tearing from the inside.
I took a breath.
I’m sorry Jack whispered against my hair.
Peter helped us escape, he had stolen a vain with Melissa and
Dylan, and he didn’t hesitate to yell at me and Aiden to get into the
car. The fire spread more intensely through the village, the cries
of agony never left my mind. I held my head against the glass of vain and cried nonstop for days. I went into deep mourning for the death of my parents, my pack and my own death
that day.
-You were so young-murmured Jack. -Suffered all your life.
We spent days on the road, we didn’t stop anywhere, it was dangerous.
I remember I couldn’t eat or say anything, the cake in my
throat kept me from doing anything.
The pain was suffocating!
I had no more tears to cry, the memories always me
torment, I stayed on automatic for months, even years.
-Today, when I saw all those people there, that noise, the
memories came back at once. The memories of the past always me
tormented said softly. I wasn’t strong enough.
Jackson turned and stared at me fervently.
-Don’t say that, he never grunted. You’re the strongest person ever
met, suffered so much and survived.
All my life I’ve been afraid and afraid to approach
someone. The fear of being betrayed again haunts me to this day,
distrust I have of people drove me away from society, something
that led me to live in my lupine form, running through the forests.
I just put my head on Jack’s shoulder and we were silent,
he didn’t pressure me to talk anymore, he just stood by me and gave me
supporting.
I could never call my brother by the affectionate nickname of childhood I put in it when we were kids, Ed. Every time
that I tried, I was struck by memories and he was always very
understandable for this. The only luck I had was having my brother
with me and our little family. The only ones I had left to trust.
-We spent years and more years running away, we went through almost all the
countries, until we arrived in our old city. We lived there six years
and I can guarantee that were the best years of my life-
continued, shorty. -Becca and Aiden finally got married, they
knew for over five years, but Becky was a very
difficult to live with. His mother had died in childbirth and his father
blamed for it. He hates it and it made her angry at everyone around her,
until one day I saved her from a vampire attack many years ago
ago. It was a struggle for her to accept Aiden, it was years of fighting for the wolf.
Rebecca happened to run away with us, she always stood by us and never
abandoned us.
Jack giggled and I stared.
Years of fighting for the wolf, I think I understand.
They finally got married four years ago in a beautiful
moonlit ceremony. Aiden went on to share everything with her, her life, her soul,
his power, his dominance and even his pack, if he takes the lead
of the Crescents, Becca would be the Luna of the pack next to her.
Your brother will be a great Alpha I agreed with him.
Though I wish with all my heart that my brother would recover
our pack and their rank of Alpha, I was not prepared to
take the place of Supreme Female alongside Jackson, only in think about it my body froze, did not know if I could pass by
that situation again.
Memories and guilt would never stop haunting me, I never
would be able
to forget what had happened to me.
"It’s still so hard to bear."
-The truth is my parents died because they loved me too
to see me dead-I broke the silence that hung between us.
My mother’s words had finally made sense. I had to
escape, needed to live, because it had been promised to the Supreme Alpha. And
now, I had that destiny to fulfill. Even before I was born, I was the
destined for the Supreme, would be the next Queen of Wolves.
May the moon help me!