"Sei bellissima principessa." Sin said while placing his hand in mine. He leans toward my ear. "Ready". He backed away, looking at me, while I nodded. "Okay, let's go. I'm driving. " He wrapped his arms around my waist, and we started walking outside.
Today Sin was dressed in something warm with a blue jacket just like mine. I waved goodbye to Samantha and Zoey on our way out. I already apologized to Samantha for my sudden outburst, but she waved it off, saying she understood that I couldn't control my hormones due to the pregnancy.
When we got outside, I saw a Bugatti La Voiture Noire parked in front. Sin pressed the key button to open the car, and we both got in. He had one hand on the wheel and the other on my thigh.
"We are going snowboarding first." Sin looked at me.
"I have never been snowboarding before."
"It will be fun; I’m here to help you."
The drive to the ski site was a little bit long once we got to our destination. Sin and I got out of the car and were met with a huge crowd. Sin brought out two different sets of gloves, goggles, and gears. He helped with the gear, putting it on me with the gloves and goggles.
After getting suited up, we went to join the line because there were a lot of people. I know it was easy for us to get to the first line with Sin's connection, but that would be cheating since these people had been here before us. After thirty minutes of sitting and waiting, it finally got to our turn, so I stood up with my gear on along with Sin.
"If you go first, I will be behind you." I nodded, letting out a shaky breath as I stared down the mountain. I was beyond nervous.
I let out a sigh, then gave him one last look before going down the mountain. I screamed out loud, first from fright and then later from excitement. Sin followed after me like he promised and couldn't stop the smile on my face when I finally landed.
I clapped in excitement when Sin landed. He had a smirk on his face. We stayed for an hour and thirty minutes, just having fun and laughing.
"So where are we going?" We were back in the car, and we were driving to the next stop, but Sincere refused to tell me where we were going again.
"That's for me to know and for you to find out."
"Why do you have to be so mysterious?" I pouted.
"Admit it; you love it." I rolled my eyes at this but smiled because I knew he was right.
We drove for quite some time in a comfortable silence, and I had fallen asleep in the midst of the ride. I felt a hand tap my shoulder softly, and my eyes fluttered open. I stifled a yawn, then turned to look at Sin.
"We are here, amore." I looked out the window, and all I could see were tall trees and bushes. I turned to Sin with a questionable look, but he just shrugged his shoulders with a smile on his face before stepping out of the car, and I followed suit.
"This is as far as I can go. We still need to go up the hill." Sin said, staring at the small pathway.
"How far is it from here?" I was a little bit skeptical.
"It's not that far, trust me." He held his hand out for me to take.
letting out a sigh, and I put my hand in his as we both walked up the pathway. We stopped in front of a lake; it had fabulous gardens that lined the shores.
"It's really beautiful up here."
"My dad used to take me out here once in a while. Sometimes we spend the night here, just the two of us. That was the first time I ever tasted torta rustica, and that became our favorite food to eat whenever we came here. During the weekdays, the whole family gathers around here, getting away from whatever stress or problems we may have while having fun. Those were the times I spent with my family without the drama; He made it so easy."
"It's nice that you have such wonderful memories of your dad to remember. My mom and my dad were just the same. On weekends, we had a family game night where we invited our friends and neighbors and played amongst each other. On other days, we have a barbeque night and just relax. I must say, I miss them. They always manage to brighten up every place they step into. I really really miss them," I say truthfully.
"I understand you; I feel the same way about my dad." Sin stated and looked at me.
"I know you already ate breakfast, and since it's already afternoon, I wanted you to try this torta rustica." He said this before taking the cover off the plates.
It looked like a brisee or puff pastry shell concealing pureed vegetables blended with soft cheese, crispy bacon bits, and caramelized onions, with a beaten egg to hold it all together. Sin and I ate the torta rustica as we talked about random things. We talked about our likes and dislikes, and after some time we decided to go into the cabin. It was a beautiful, cozy house with a nice swimming pool, patio, and wonderful fairy tale view of the lake.
"Wow, the interior really looks good." I compliment you, looking around the cabin.
"Yes, my dad was in charge of choosing the design." He wanted something unique that my mom would like as well. He loved her so much. He said.
"your Dad, what really happened the night he died. I know you were kidnapped. "I asked, I wanted to know. Zoey had already told me the basics but no one knew what really happened except for Sin and it changed him drastically. What happened the night Sin's father was killed. "You don't have to answ.."
" No, I trust you, amore. " He sighed before talking. " It was all my fault, I never really told anyone about it. About how they were to plan a surprise attack on my dad. I trusted the wrong person and it got my dad and I kidnapped which ended up with my dad being killed in front of me. " He paused as if he was trying not to relieve that moment.
“When I was a kid, I was home-schooled and didn't like the idea of that; I wanted to hang out with other children my age and make friends. I had an idea what my dad was into, but that didn't change the way I feel about him; I just wasn't any part of it. After pestering my dad for months to let me go to an actual school, he finally agreed to let me go, but only to a private school. I had no problem with that; I was so excited. At that time I was fourteen years old; I was enrolled in Prestigio, and that is where I met Luca and Lorenzo.”
“The three of us were inseparable; we were like the kings of the school, and we did everything together.We were the best of friends, or so I thought."
Before I could say anything, he continued. "I knew Lorenzo was influential, but I didn't know he was a Romanov; he refused to tell us what his dad did, and Luca and I didn't bother questioning him since we all had our own shares of secrets. My dad and I were planning our usual trip here. I had seen Lorenzo going through my phone two days before the trip, but I didn't read too much into it. I was such a fool; I should have questioned him but I didn't. come uno scemo, I trusted him. It turned out that his dad was a rival to my dad, and when he found out I was attending the same school as his son, he used him to get to me because that was the only way they could get to my dad. My dad was the one who named me Nikolai because he said I was his victory, but after I took over the mafia people became scared of me, and I was called Sinister because I was just like the devil, to bring destruction."
"But it isn't your fault; you had no idea Lorenzo was going to betray you. You were just a kid."
"Yes, it is Mani.I should have listened to my dad when he told me to be careful who I trusted, but no, I did not listen. Maybe he would still be alive if he hadn't insisted on going to school instead of sticking to being homeschooled." He yelled out; the pain was imminent in every word he said, and his eyes had a hint of a tear.
I moved to sit on his lap, my hands wrapping around his neck, and I pulled him in for a hug. I gently patted his back as I spoke. "It's not your fault, Nikolai, and I'm sure everyone would agree with me." If you hadn't gone to Prestigia, you wouldn't have met Luca. Death is not the end; we all die. The goal isn't to live forever; the goal is to create something that will leave a positive impact, and your dad did that. So don't beat yourself too much because you aren't responsible for what happened, and I'm sure your dad would also agree with me if he were here right now". I say this to him, hoping he understands.
My heart breaks when I feel his shoulders move up and down, and I continue to pat his back as he cries. This was the first time I had ever seen Sin pour out his emotions; it must have been painful keeping it all bottled in for a very long time, constantly blaming himself for his father's death and feeling guilty being around his family.
I pulled back to look at my face. My hand cupped his face the way he did mine anytime I cried, and I used my thumb to wipe the tears off his eyes. He looked at me, and he moved his head till his lips met mine.
He kissed my lips before gently trailing kisses down my neck, and I moaned when he sucked a soft spot on my neck and bit down softly. I tilted my neck to give him more access.
He lifted his head to look into my eyes. "I need you, amore."
That was all he needed to say for my hand to trail down his pants, pulling them off along with his boxers. I removed my jeans as well as my pants, leaving us both with our shirts and tops. I watched as his mouth parted slightly when I lowered myself onto him. I let out a loud scream at the feel of his dick almost ripping me open, his lips locked on mine in a passionate kiss.
I closed my eyes and moaned when Sin was fully inside me. I started moving up and down over him, rocking my hips in a circular motion. His hands wrapped around my hips; he quickened my pace and moved faster. He was thrusting at me faster and harder; I put my hand on his chest to steady myself.
"Nikolai." I breathed as my nails dragged behind his clothed back.
I started to feel my stomach tighten, and my moan was getting louder and louder. He smacked my ass, making me want to pass out from the euphoria.
"Cum for me, baby girl," he breathed out, and his head fell into the crook of my neck.
I clench around him as I orgasm. He moans, and I feel his dick pulse inside me before I feel him spill his seed inside me. We breathed out, pressing our foreheads together.
I pulled away from him, taking his hand, and we walked into the bathroom. We discarded our remaining clothes, stepping into the shower to wash ourselves. He pulled me closer into his embrace, holding me tight in his arms.
“Thank you, amore, for being with me."
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Translation
Sei bellissima principessa You look beautiful, princess.