I saw my wife was staring at the window with a feeling of anxiety and disappointment clearly visible in her eyes.
“hey, what are you thinking?”
I touched her shoulder and let she speak
"Alex."
she hugged me tightly and cried loudly
“shuut honey, they will wake up if you cry this hard.”
"What is wrong with me? Why is this unfair. Why did this happen to me??”
"What are you talking about, honey?"
“why, why was it only me that made you cough up blood after having sex with me, why are you fine after having sex with that model?”
I touched her face, looked into her eyes and smiled
"Honey, calm down."
“No, are you not happy when you are with me? Tell the truth, Alex."
"honey, come and hug me tight."
We hugged tightly. What my wife said is not true, I love her very much and the reason I'm coughing up blood is because I was too tired to do the pump earlier
"Where is it located?"
"hah? What?"
"Where is the position of the model woman when it comes to you?"
Honestly I really don't like hearing him always asking about Raiya.
"Above me." I answered
"no wonder!"
Reina let go of a tight hug on my waist, she looked at me with a smile
"I will be the model woman."
"What does it mean?"
“I will be on top of you and pump you up. Maybe, the reason you're coughing up blood is because you're tired of pumping me up. Okay, tomorrow we'll do it, tomorrow I'll pump you up."
"honey."
I massaged my temples, feeling a little pain. I know she is really expecting a baby, but I don't want to make a baby with her, I'm afraid our baby will get the same disease as me. The reason I always hurt her and turned to betray her was because I just wanted to keep my distance and didn't want to overstep the bounds of having sex and having a baby. No, I don't want my wife to feel sorry forever.
"Honey, I'm going to make tomorrow night the hottest night ever."
Hearing him so excited gives me goosebumps and stiffens
******
POV Reina
This morning, devya came to meet me at the mansion
"So, the woman you saw having an affair with the albino Axen is doctor Vina?"
"Yes! So all this time, they met at the cafe not on a date but they were talking about your husband Alex."
I furrowed my brow.
"Alex? Talking about what?”
"the disease."
I was surprised, is my husband's disease that bad?? Then, how bad is it?
"what disease?"
"I don't know, I don't know. Axen didn't answer me."
Devya didn't give me a definite answer, I just nodded and tried to find my own answer
“devya, would you like to accompany you to buy some party supplies and come to the salon to take care of your skin?”
"of course! But, whose birthday is it?"
My face turned so red, I'm so embarrassed to say that tonight is going to be a hot night for Alex and me.
"Me and Alex, we're going on our honeymoon." I chuckle shyly
Devya smiled shyly she made fun of me
"blush."
"Shut up!"
The two of us went to the market to buy some party supplies
"Do you sell balloons here?"
"Yes."
“Okay, I want five balloons, two paper explosions, a romantic themed greeting card and three scented candles. Please, prepare everything in red.”
"of course."
I'm waiting for the maid to prepare some equipment
"Why is everything red?"
"Because Alex really likes red."
I see Devya smiling and nodding.
"Unlike Axen, he doesn't know colors very well."
What she said made me laugh
"Here, please have your shopping ready."
I gave some money and proceeded to fill my equipment. Next we will go to the vegetable and fruit shop. I bought some fruits and vegetables
"Only vegetables and fruit?' Devya confused looking at me
"I've prepared the raw materials in my cupboard."
"Ooh so. Okay."
After buying some vegetables and fruit, we went to the flower shop to buy some beautiful roses and of course red.
"Okay, everything is ready. I will go home to prepare a romantic dinner and after that we will go to the salon.”
"Okay, I'll help you."
Me and our devya were preparing dinner in the kitchen, while I was slicing some meat my hand was cut making me wince
"Ahh shhh this hurts so bad."
Devya helped me bandage the wound on my hand with medicine
"Are you okay?"
I smiled and nodded, I walked back to the kitchen.
“Rein, are you sure you want to continue this?”
I smile excitedly
"I don't want to disappoint him, Dev. I will prepare everything well, for our romantic evening.”
"okay. I will help you."
I held the pain in my finger, every now and then I would wince to channel the pain. I continued to prepare for a romantic dinner party with my husband. Dinner is ready, all romantic decorations are ready.
"Are you sure you put flowers in front of the door?"
“I want to make a path. So when he enters the mansion he will be ushered to the dining table by these beautiful flowers.”
“Oh Rein, you are so romantic even I never did this for Axen and always Axen did it for me. Even sometimes, whatever Axen does to make me happy, I always blame it. I always scolded him, said rudely even though he had tried to give the best for me. Seeing you like this makes me learn more and feel very guilty about my husband."
I smiled, a little jealousy landed in my heart
“You shouldn't be like that, Dev. Axen loves you so much, he does everything for you and you have to give him credit."
I saw that very lucky woman shed a few tears
"Yeah, even the last time I did crazy things that hurt Axen so much was when I asked another man to touch me sensually and it was in front of Axen, but Axen wasn't angry he gave me pleasure and made me happy."
I touched my best friend's shoulder and gave him a little advice.
"Dev. Sometimes, we have to look wider before taking an action. It is very rare for women to be treated gently and lovingly by their partners, therefore you have to take care and give full love to Axen as well because he is a rare man that is hard to find. Giving full love to you even though you have repeatedly hurt and disappointed him but he never stops giving his best. From now on, make more changes and give him the full love he gave you."
I saw my best friend crying, she must be very sorry for what she had done. Although, I also feel sad when I compare Axen and my husband. Ah, they are not to be compared. My love for my husband is as wide and deep as Axen's love for devya, I'm sure one day Alex will realize how much love he has for me. I will smile in sorrow.
“Rein, we have to go now. It looks like the clouds are getting really dark.”
"okay."
We went to the salon to have a good treatment.
"Dear!"
I saw Axen who called out to my best friend with his worried and panicked look.
“Axen, what are you doing here?” ask my friend
"There's going to be a blizzard, we'd better get home soon. Oh no, I just brought my motorbike how about Reina?”
"Why don't you bring the car, dear?" Devya asked in a slightly annoyed tone.
"I was afraid the car would get stuck in the snow, so I brought a motorbike."
"How about one motorbike for three people."
I laughed out loud at my best friend's stupid idea
"Oh yeah Axen, isn't it time for you to get to work?"
"I'm buying time, I don't want my wife to get caught in the snow."
My heart trembled at the answer.
"Dear, let's hurry we have to leave before the storm."
I saw Axen helping devya put on the jacket made my heart tremble. Seeing Axen kneeling at Devya's feet put his feet in his boots made me really admire him. It's amazing. his love for my best friend.
"I don't want to use it."
I was surprised to see my best friend throwing the shoes that Axen wore everywhere
“Dear, you must wear it. It will be very slippery outside.”
"I don't want to!! Who would want to wear such disgraceful shoes!”
My best friend's sentence was really harsh, it made my hand move giving a light slap right on the cheek making them startled.
“You have no idea how many women want to be treated with such love, devya!”
I saw Devya looking down sadly
"I'm sorry Regina. Axen… I'm sorry.”
Seeing them hugging gave me a little feeling of calm and happiness in my heart. At least, my stupid friend has realized his mistake and will make a change. I walked away from them and was in the toilet.
Being in the toilet, I wash my face and wipe my tears. Really, I really want to be treated with such love by my husband.
"Rein?"
I saw Axen standing in front of the toilet door, made me come straight to him
“Even though Alex is being cold and annoying. He loves you very much."
Hearing the words that came out of Axen's mouth, like a joke that made me laugh
“Reina, I just wanted to give this to you.”
Axen handed me a jacket and boots.
"this?"
"From Alex, before coming he asked me to give this to you."
I smirk, accepting Axen's gift
"Thanks Ax."
"Reina, Alex has a very soft heart he loves you very much."'
“Axen, I trust you. I will still fight to love him even though he will always hurt my heart.”
Axen just nodded
"Then I have to take my wife home immediately."
I saw Axen who put his arm around Devya's shoulders and walked away from where I was. I saw the trees sway and the heavy snow began to fall.
"Looks like I have to go home soon."
I stepped my foot to go home, a shadow passing in front of me surprised me. I saw my husband who was embracing the model's shoulders.
“Alex?”