Returning to the shore, master was ashamed of the cowardly act he had to do in an instant. Although he was still depressed and could not forgive himself, he was determined that suicide was not the answer, but to face everything. The member of the spiritual movement to be summoned, describe everything that had happened and take responsibility for the mistake and prepared to accept the punishment for his mistake without resistance. Just before he cried out for forgiveness must have echoed to his Guru who is in heaven. He is the one who prevented the suicide by Karthi. The mind lightened when he thought of his Guru. It seemed that if he had been alive, he would have put his head in his lap and cried until the mood subsided.
The master sat quietly and thought about the Viswam. It took a while to understand what happened and how they were betrayed. Viswam came into their movement about ten years ago. All he was involved with was Hatha Yoga and mathematics. Showed very good involvement in spirituality. But he openly showed the difficulty of understanding it if someone spoke deeply about it. He had a great temperament that would not rest until he was done with a job. It greatly impressed the Guru and the Master. Viswam showed them the face of simplicity as a whole, average knowledge, the finest order in the work, Hatha Yoga and expertise in mathematics. Will not speak a word more than necessary. He will mind his own business.
Initially the Viswam would come forward to help master eagerly while writing the account of the movement. He would have finished the calculation in his mind before the master presses the calculator for the answer. The number he says and the number he sees on the master calculator will be the same. Viswam's memory is immense, he remembers budgets and sums without fail.
“We sent 12500 rupees on the 15th day of the travel agency bill. The balance is 7856 rupees.
”The printing press has sent three bills so far. 17568 rupees, 11375 rupees, 28577 rupees. We have sent 35000 rupees for it on the 15th of this month. Now we have to pay 22520 rupees. ”
All of this would be in reference to the old accounts that suddenly ask when they come to mind. Without looking at any reference, Viswam clearly answers that not even a single sum has been wrong so far. In the course of time it seemed to them that it would be better to let these accounts be seen by a man who had such a memory and ability to calculate. The account will be written up to the current date whenever it comes to verification in the early days. There will be cash and there will be no difference in penny. After Viswam started handling bank accounts, they had the problem of signing and sending every check and important paper. Without a problem, there is no reason for the master to doubt in any way the Viswam who was perfect in everything. So the master gave him the power to sign everything.
The amount for all the expenses of the movement was going to the respective persons at the respective time. So far no one was able to raise any complaint. Even the auditor never raised any doubts on Viswam's account statements. There has never been a reason for the master to doubt something that is going so perfectly. That is why even when Krishnaveni says that the master has no doubt.
Master who was of the opinion that such a talented man could excel in many things if he tried, told him to try to learn psychic powers.
“Master, you are thinking from your point of view. I know my limits. I can only handle accounts. Every other thing is not my cup of tea”. Thus Viswam has denied to learn psychic powers.
Now in thinking it was understood that the Viswam was perfect not only in accounts but in all things. Pretending to be mediocre in matters other than accounting, pretending not to understand the depths of spirituality, claiming to be not understanding the supernatural powers, and being a little shy by all means have helped others not to have the slightest suspicion of him.
The master remembered what Karthi had said about Gnanaprakasam told the enemy. "I am just a normal person. I have a human mind full of love, mercy and faith, and I am not interested in anything other than the desire for this world to become a land of peace. How can all the power of reading the next mind come to a simple man like me? ”
Many things began to clear up as he thought about them. Yet the master could not believe that Visvam was that powerful enemy. Viswam has acted here that money is the only goal. The supernatural powers of the enemy have been the mainstay of what has been heard elsewhere. The gap between the two is huge. After dark the Master was sitting on the bank of the Ganges with many thoughts.
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ParthaSarathy did not know what to say immediately when Uday told that Senthilnathan should be involved in the search for Harini. What he said was not in demand, but in a tone that it must be done. Refusing him is like raising the battle flag. But to Uday it is not valid. ParthaSarathy agreed in kind words as it was unwise to fight him and divide the party into two factions at this time and since no order, objection or advice had come from Manohar regarding the investigation into Harini's abduction.
"When did I refuse the thing you have asked? Let him investigate the case. Harini should come back safely. I could not bear to see Akash's face since she was abducted. I will send the order now Uday ”
Uday shared this information with Senthilnathan. Senthilnathan asked his old question again.
"Did you receive any phone call from the kidnappers?"
"No Sir" said Uday.
The fact that the abductors had not yet been contacted was a dilemma to Uday. Somewhere in the mind the inexplicable fear began to rise. But surprisingly Karthi was calm and did not lose his composure. After coming from the United States and learning about Harini's abduction, the broken man went to the master and was somewhat quiet. The old commotion was not there but there was no tension either. One early morning he saw a lamp burning in his room and when he looked up he saw that Karthi was sitting in meditation.
Uday wondered how he could meditate in this situation. He said to himself, ‘The enemy can be very, very powerful. But my brother is not lazy either. '