Master never narrowed down before the next man in his life until that day with shame. Even in his youth, when he was living aimlessly, he never bowed down to anyone. For the first time he knelt in front of members of his spiritual movement. He had also made a special invitation to one of the most senior monks of the movement. Who lives that ascetic life. Avoid attending meetings or other events of the movement. The master was able to summon him. Only two of those who came knew why this meeting was convened, Krishnaveni and Suresh.
Krishnaveni was heartbroken for the master who did not expect such a man to appear as a living dead in two days. She could feel the master's anguish as soon as he told the deceptive story over the phone. It was even more horrifying when seen in person.
Welcoming everyone in a relaxed voice, the master started with the question Karthi asked, "Even you can be the one as foretold by Paranjothi Sage?", he said until he found out that the bulk of the assets and money in the bank in Haridwar were confiscated. The shock of the crowd was visible on their faces. Many of them could not digest the fact that Viswam, who was shy, did not even speak unless spoken to, and behaved so politely, could not digest it. They have repeatedly slogged themselves about getting the money into his account without any delay as he informed them of the amounts due with proper documentation. Is that man like that?
The master painfully recounted his suicide attempt without revealing anything, and was even stopped by Karthi's phone call at that time. The listeners felt shock on their faces and tears in the eyes of some.
The master continued. "What I was not a mistake. A great sin. I, who possessed so many rare powers, did not act responsibly by a man of ordinary knowledge and honesty. Krishnaveni Amma asked me the question whether I knew Viswam as my Guruji knew me, when I had given all the power that my Guruji had given to me. The truth is that I do not know and I did not make the right effort to know. I do not think so. If only I had lost my wealth in this indifference ”Master's voice broke. Tears welled up in his eyes. Continued with difficulty.
"If it was my wealth that was laundered, I might have coped with that. What I lost was the wealth of this movement. The hope you all had on me. The trust that my guru had in me. ” The master was completely devastated when he told them that he had shattered his Guruji’s faith. Tears gushed from his eyes. The eyes of those present were filled with tears.
They knew him. A majestic man, a man who was not afraid of anything, they never saw in him even the slightest flaw in honesty. A man who does not know how to underestimate how small he is, no matter how many powers he possesses. It was intolerable for them to see a man whom they had never seen bowing down to anyone other than his guru to this day, blaming himself and bowing down.
The master further said, "please forgive me. I bow down and fall on each member’s feet to forgive me. Forgive this sinner. ”
Two or three people in the crowd cried in anguish. Suresh is one of those. All the eyes in the meeting swelled with tears.
“I have been the worst leader of this movement. It is not right that I should not have the slightest proximity to this responsibility anymore. So I step down from leadership. The most senior monk in our movement's leadership group is from the Himalayas. I hand over this resignation letter to him. I humbly ask him to appoint a good leader who is qualified and to decide what punishment should be given to me. ”
The senior monk sat like an idol. It was obvious from his facial expressions that he had not anticipated the events of what had happened and what was happening now. There was a deep silence in the crowd. He got up slowly and spoke very quietly.
“The greatest weakness of good people is that they are so good that they can never even begin to imagine the magnitude of the evils of others. It is often used by evil men to their advantage. This is natural. Even an ordinary person will not be deceived like this. It shows that you are better than your knowledge and supernatural powers. Master. Just as your guru did not suspect you, you cannot suspect another who has worked perfectly without showing any reason to doubt. This cannot be said to be a crime unless it can be said that it is the natural fault of the good. It is not fair to punish the good. But you are asking for punishment, Master. The pain you have experienced from the moment you know the deceived truth until this very moment, and yet the pain you will experience throughout this life, is going to be more than necessary punishment. Do not ask for additional punishment. ”
“The only thing this spiritual movement has lost is money. No matter how big it is in size it is only money. We have not lost the spiritual root of this movement, the spiritual pursuit, or the worldly pursuit of ourselves. So this movement has not lost anything very important in your leadership. We are in a very troubled time as our movement has warned the ascetics. World events look the same. There is a poison in our movement. The extraordinary death of our Guru has occurred. Our movement has a huge responsibility in this extraordinary situation. It is time we act. At this critical juncture you are asking us to appoint a competent leader. Where can we find a better man than you in every way? ”
The master looked back again, thinking that the guilt was great but they saw it little because of love. He had no words to speak. So he refused and just gestured not to shake hands.
Krishnaveni got up and spoke as she was able to understand the mood. “Master we are not saying your mistake or the monetary loss of the movement is right. But our ascetics have also warned that humanity is on the verge of extinction. The alien has also warned Karthi. If humanity comes to an end, what are we going to do with this money and property? Like our respected Senior Monk said we have not lost anything of paramount importance that we should not lose. The biggest loss for the movement will be your departure from leadership now. You must continue to be a leader. We need to act more seriously than before. Do not allow the enemy to win in any way. That duty is yours. I hope this is the reason why your guru did not allow you to die. ”