7: save2 The Jealous Lu Lele
Lu Lele had really shot herself in the foot this time. She came within a hair's breadth of losing control, standing up to loudly question Liu Lili, resulting in a public humiliation.
Fortunately, in the end, Lu Lele's reason prevailed. She didn't do anything out of line, but she couldn't hide her agitated emotions either, letting Liu Lili see that this answer made her very unhappy.
Lu Lele originally just wanted to try an action different from her previous attempts, but she ended up breaking down because of an answer she had expected. Lu Lele had guessed long ago that Liu Lili might use Ling Lianlian as a shield, and that was indeed the case.
With great difficulty, after calming down, Lu Lele carefully savored the emotions she had just produced, feeling her scalp tingle.
Her love for Liu Lili actually turned out to be so selfish, so selfish that she flew into a rage over an answer that was both expected and unimportant, almost becoming hysterical.
Is this the love of a yandere?
As Lu Lele savored it, she couldn't help but exclaim emotionally.
Heavy, to the point of being somewhat suffocating.
Although she was now a transmigrator with a brand new consciousness, she still possessed the complete memories of the past Lu Lele. This memory's influence on her was both direct and profound.
Just now, she truly felt that intense sense of loss, as well as a fear that went deep into her bones.
Lu Lele discovered that she was afraid of losing Liu Lili, incredibly, incredibly afraid. That fear was even greater than the fear of death.
In that instant, Lu Lele would rather have died herself than hear Liu Lili say Ling Lianlian's name. That name left her sense of security completely swept away.
Anger was merely a byproduct brought about by fear.
Even though Lu Lele clearly knew through the last attempt that Liu Lili only liked her alone, she still felt unparalleled fear and anger.
Saying it like that is just a no, a no is a no. There is no room for bargaining.
Liu Lili can only belong to herself, and must belong to herself.
Just like a most beloved toy, it cannot be snatched away by anyone. Even talking about it isn't allowed. Whether it was a joke or used as a shield, Liu Lili saying this touched Lu Lele's bottom line.
If it were the Lu Lele from the first or second attempt, who didn't know that Liu Lili really only liked her alone, she absolutely, absolutely wouldn't have been able to control her emotions. Even just now, she almost lost control.
As Lu Lele savored it over and over, her understanding of a possessive-type yandere deepened a bit more.
That's right, this is the love of a possessive-type yandere.
The beloved object can only belong to oneself alone. No one else is allowed to touch them.
If there was even the slightest possibility of an accident that deviated from this result...
Lu Lele's heart naturally gave the answer.
Then grab the person you love and lock them up, lock them in your own home. That way, you can be together forever.
For the first time, Lu Lele understood the behavioral logic of a possessive-type yandere so clearly. And this, in turn, brought about some changes in the data.
[Current Possessive-Type Yandere Acting Value: 20%]
The Acting Value went up.
Lu Lele looked at the Acting Value that had reached 20%, feeling a slight enlightenment in her heart.
Besides specific actions, this kind of realization about yanderes also seemed to be able to increase the Acting Value, and it added quite a lot.
It seems you don't necessarily have to be rigidly attached to just taking action.
And this 20% Acting Value also gave Lu Lele a dose of reassurance.
At least in the short term, she shouldn't have to worry about the Acting Value dropping to a negative number.
In that case, she could proceed boldly according to the plan.
...
For the entire day, Lu Lele didn't really pay much attention to Liu Lili.
Incidentally, she directly ignored Ling Lianlian, who greeted her. At lunch, she ate alone, basically writing "I am in a very bad mood" all over her face.
Even during recess, Ling Lianlian secretly ran over to ask Liu Lili if Lu Lele was on "her period." She said if needed, she could provide sanitary pads and brewed brown sugar ginger tea.
When asking this question, Ling Lianlian's gaze quietly wandered over Lu Lele's face. It could be seen that she was very worried about Lu Lele's condition.
Ling Lianlian wasn't very tall, about the same as Lu Lele. Her looks were a bit more ordinary compared to Lu Lele, but her development was excellent, and she was also very precocious, knowing a lot of things, both proper and improper.
As the little social butterfly of the class, Ling Lianlian had a pretty good relationship with most people. This was thanks to her naturally affectionate and kind considerate personality. Whoever encountered difficulties, she would do her best to help, just like this time.
Liu Lili could only awkwardly shake her head, only saying that Lu Lele's mood didn't seem very good and not to disturb her.
Ling Lianlian nodded silently, instructed Liu Lili to take good care of Lu Lele, and then left.
Meanwhile, Lu Lele, seeing the two of them talking on the side, became even angrier. She sulked at her desk all day. Except for going to the bathroom and eating, she was just reading her Chinese textbook at her desk.
Although Lu Lele wasn't as energetic and extroverted as Ling Lianlian, her social interactions were considered relatively normal. She wasn't like Liu Lili, who basically only communicated with Lu Lele and Ling Lianlian.
If it were the first or second attempts, Lu Lele definitely wouldn't have been so cold to Liu Lili. But this time, Lu Lele didn't suppress her emotions, because this was the emotion a yandere should have. Besides, she didn't plan to kidnap Liu Lili back home this weekend anyway.
It wasn't until the final self-study class before school ended that Liu Lili finally couldn't hold it in.
Lu Lele and Liu Lili were deskmates. Although they couldn't chat during the self-study class because the teacher was watching, there were still ways for deskmates to communicate.
For example, passing notes.
[Are you still angry?] Liu Lili wrote such a sentence on the paper and secretly passed it to Lu Lele.
Even through the handwriting, Lu Lele could feel Liu Lili's caution.
Lu Lele took the note, glanced at the content, and immediately picked up her pen to respond:
[No.]
At the period, Lu Lele circled it vigorously several times, until she almost broke the paper.
Liu Lili then wrote, [But you ignored me all day QwQ]
Lu Lele responded, [It has nothing to do with you.]
Liu Lili took the note, pursed her lips, and stared blankly at that sentence, maintaining that posture for a full five minutes.
Afterwards, as if she had made some kind of determination, Liu Lili quickly wrote new content on the paper and passed it over:
[Lele, I know you are very unhappy. Can you give me a chance to explain? If possible, I'll go to your house after school to talk about it slowly. How about that?]
Sometimes, people are just strange.
In the first two attempts, Lu Lele had to coax and plead to finally persuade Liu Lili to go to her house.
But this time, Liu Lili was willing to take the initiative to make this request, just because she was angry.
Was it because she wanted to "compensate" her?
Or was it that, like Lu Lele, Liu Lili was afraid of losing the other person?
Lu Lele hesitated for a moment, then finally decided to agree to the request. By the way, she would see how Liu Lili would explain.
[Alright.]
Perhaps, it would be very interesting.