Ethan POV
When Gian left, I also stood up and talked to my wife, I knew she was only in the pool area.
As I approached Agatha I heard that she was talking to someone over the phone, it looked like it was Zey. I first stopped approaching her and stayed where I was. I listened to what he was saying to her friend.
"It's just really heartbreaking because it seems like I'm still to blame for what happened earlier."
"And I can't believe he apologized to that woman in front of me as if he was still worried about how that woman would feel because of what I said, as if he was even more comfortable with her than me, who is his wife. I feel that I’m in a fight and Ethan just turned his back to me and sided with other people. "
"After all, I look like I made a scene in that restaurant? So what does he want me to do, let alone like that?"
"I feel betrayed by my own husband."
"I understand that I don't know anything in the world they're dealing with, in other words I'm stupid in that kind of talk. Of course I don't have a company and I'm not a CEO, right? Let's just say I work in Montreal and I'm an architect and designer. We don’t have the same world, we have very different states of life and I can never match him. He grew up rich and an heir while I was just a normal citizen. "
"Maybe other people think I'm lucky because I married one of the Hernandezes, who isn't right? They're right. I'm just a normal woman who became Hernandez without difficulty I became an instant Mrs. Hernandez. "
"All right, best good night, I know you have a lot more to do. Thank you for listening and sorry for the inconvenience. I just want someone to talk to who will listen and understand me."
I looked up at the sky to avoid shedding tears because of what I had heard from my wife. I know I'm hurting her too much now, I don't even know that's how she thinks. I didn't think that what we had earlier had a big effect on her, especially what I said. I’m so stupid for not thinking!
I first waited for her to drop the call and then walked closer to her. I put on her shoulder the cardigan I was holding which surprised her.
"It's too cold here, let's go inside." I said.
"You go first and I'll follow, I know you need a rest because you still have work tomorrow."
"I also can't rest well if I'm not next to you." I promise.
There was silence between the two of us for a few seconds. She stood up and walked into the house which I immediately followed.
When I entered the room, I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower and change. When I finished I immediately went out and saw Agatha was already lying down.
I went up to the bed to see if she was still awake but she looked asleep. I didn't want to wake her up so I decided to talk to her again tomorrow.
As I sat on the side of the bed and leaned my head against its headboard I couldn’t help but think of what I had heard earlier coming right out of my wife’s mouth. Even when I avoid her to feel far apart from each other, especially when it comes to the state of life we have because I don’t want to have insecurities and think she doesn’t suit me.
I promised our angel that I would take care of her and I would not hurt her mommy but I did not fulfill that. I don't know how to talk to her because I know how much she has contributed to me today.
I love Agatha very much and so if I exchange everything I have, even if I lose the client I have and do not continue the investment in Veronica, if that is what will reassure my wife I will do it.
I parted the strand of her hair hitting her face. She's precious to me and I won't let me break her. She suffers a lot because of me and I have not yet fully compensated her for the mistake I did. I won't let something or someone ruin our marriage life.
I don't want to wake up one day without her by my side. I know that such problems don't really disappear in married life, especially fights and quarrels, but as long as I avoid things that I know will hurt my wife, I will do it. I know she loves me and I love her also.
Gian is right, I was not thinking earlier with what I said to Agatha, I should apologize to her first than to other women but I didn't. I just want to protect her from rumors but it looks like the act I did was wrong.
I picked up my phone and sent a message to my secretary to tell her that I would not be coming in tomorrow and if I had a meeting she would just cancel and resched. Not wanting to leave the house without my wife and I getting along, I don’t care how much money I will lose tomorrow if any because my wife is more important to me.
When I sent it to my secretary, I immediately put my phone back on the table. I kissed my wife on the cheek and went to bed because I also felt drowsy. I badly need rest now because I haven't slept well for a few days.
How I wish that tomorrow Agatha and I can talk properly and we will be okay. I need to explain and apologize for hurting her.