Rebecca POV:-
The next day, I woke up and saw Ryan sleeping on the sofa like always. Sleeping with me and magically waking up on the sofa.
I don’t know what his problem is.
I freshened myself and walked down and prepared breakfast for both of us.
I was so wrong to have just a little faith in him, when he wants revenge why will he support me?
‘I have no one by my side, I have to stand all alone.. Like always.’
I don’t know what took over me that I trusted that hateful guy with my virtues.
“It’s not like I trust him or expect something from him. Why would he in the first place?” I muttered.
But somehow it made my heart clenched when he didn’t speak in my favor.
I somehow felt.... heartbroken.
I sighed and went to our room and saw him sleeping.
I scoffed and called him, “Mr Knight, Wake up.” He didn’t even flinched as I called him loudly,
“Mr Knight!” His eyes shot open as he sat up.
“What?!” He said, agitated, running his hand in his hair.
“Breakfast has been served, if you want to go to work with an empty stomach, then, it’s your choice.” I said, closing my arms at my chest.
“Stay away from me.” He hissed.
“Says the one who tries to be intimate.” I mocked.
“Just.. don’t act this fake show of obligation. Don’t involve yourself in my matters.” He said coldly and stood up and left.
I watched him enter the closet and look for his clothes, ignoring the fact that I already hung his clothes outside the closet and put all his necessary stuff on the dressing table.
But it seems like he vowed to not wear what I chose. Not that I am complaining, I am just fulfilling my obligations.
“Hmph.”
I leaned on the wall and waited for him to come out.
He came out wearing a white shirt and gray pants. He wore his coat and stood in front of the mirror.
“Who is asking you to stay anyways? Leave.”
He ran his hand in his hair as he applied hair gel and combed them backward perfectly.
“Don’t order me.” I sighed and picked the tie placed on the bed and walked towards him.
He held my wrist and pulled me to him, earning a gasp of shock from me. His grip on my wrist was iron.
“Let go, Mr Knight.” I said sternly.
“Why are you doing this? Do you want me to feel compassion for you?” He let go of my wrist.
“I am just fulfilling my duties.” I said monotonously, wrapping the tie around his neck.
“Stop it.” he said firmly. I fastened the tie around his neck, I didn't lift my gaze and continued what I was doing.
“I SAID STOP IT!” He yelled as I shut my eyes and flinched.
I began to shiver as my grip tightened on the necktie. I began to pant feeling startled.
“What do you want to show by this huh?”
I shivered ferociously as dread rushed in my vein. I didn’t dare to open my eyes and lift my gaze to meet his menacing one.
I lowered my head and emitted a deep breath to calm my vexation as I began to hiss, “You liked it, didn't you?”
I felt his piercing gaze upon me, giving me a questioning look.
I raised my head and glared at him, “If you wanted me to stop then you could have pushed me away, instead of yelling.”
“But, no. You liked it when I acted as a wife, didn't you?” I snarled at him.
He glared back at me but then his wrath was replaced by a ravish look as he took a step towards me.
“You know what, Rebecca?” I instinctively took a step back. His eyes bore into mine, both of our eyes reflect nothing but hatred but he has another emotion hidden in them.
“You are the most undesirable woman ever.” He enunciated coldly.
I bit my tongue to stop quivering as he took rapid steps towards me.
“I would never…” He growled, Before I knew it, my back hit the wall as he narrowed his eyes at me and put his hands on the wall.
“I repeat- Never…” His growl deepened. I turned my head to my side and put my hands in between to create some distance.
“Feel any attraction toward you.” He leaned in lethally close to me and breathed out.
“G-Get away.” I cursed myself from stuttering but his previous actions left me petrified so I couldn't help it.
My lips began to quiver as he lifted my chin and forced me to look at him as he spoke huskily,
“And.. What will you do if I say ‘yes’ Hmm?”
I lowered my gaze as my heart began to burst out of my rib cage, adrenaline rushed in my veins.
“What if I do indulge?” He mocked with a dark smirk.
I found myself losing my senses under that shrewd gaze of a hunter. The sound of my heartbeat was so loud that I can bet even he could hear it.
“In a sense, you still haven’t completed your first obligation.” He whispered on my neck.
I shut my eyes feeling deep aversion for him. He can fall low to any level just to humiliate me.
“Get off from me…” I tried to push him away but to no avail.
His breath lingers on my neck, foring goosebumps all over it as I curl my hands in a fist.
“You are a disgusting guy. You fucking animal!” I shouted at him.
But my words were so wrong as they enraged him immensely.
“Lower your damn voice!” A heavy breath escaped my lips as I began to tremble.
I slowly looked at him and in a sudden moment, he gripped my hair and yanked my face to him.
His other hand held both my hands above my head as he let out a scowl.
“Don’t you dare to use this foul language in front of me again.” He warned, giving me a death-stare.
The fear anticipated by the fact what his dark and malevolent eyes had in store for me made me shudder but still holding up my facades, I whispered in loathe.
“What can you do other than showing your lust.. Huh?”
And that was the last straw as he finally spoke the words, he was trying not to.
“You truly love testing my patience, don’t you?” His grip on my hair tightened and I let out a yelp.
Tears pricked in the corner of my eyes as I was out of breath and his superior presence was crushing me miserably.
“What will you do, huh?” I mocked.
“What can I do..?” He whispered, repeated my words and the way his lips are moving upon mine is filling me with anxiety and dread.
“I can lock you up in the basement all alone with no one to be at your side.”
And the moment he spoke these words in an angered whisper, my eyes widened in horror as all my energy drained from me.
“I could leave you in this room, all alone in darkness just to punish you.” He snarled, speaking my greatest horror.
“I know what exactly terrorize you the most.”
My energy drained the very instant. The only thing that was making me stand was his harsh grip on my hairs and hand.
“I could leave you in darkness for hours until you beg me.” He snarled,
My lips began to quiver as I lost my ability to think or even fought back just by thinking about being alone.
Drowned in the deepest depths of fear, I didn't dare utter another word then.
“So you better control your mouth and actions before I take a drastic step.”
He pushed me away as I fell on the ground and he walked out, leaving all alone in the room.
I sat on the ground trembling violently in fear, “No…”
I hugged my knees close to my chest and put my chin on it. Tears brimmed in my eyes as I began to let out soft sobs. I hid my face in my knees and let out loud sobs of misery.
“Jane…”
Feeling unnerving tribulations, I let out my cries of anguish that are killing me in a painfully slow manner sucking my life out and indulging himself in every moment of it.
“Please.. Don’t…”
My fears overcame me as I began to let out a convulsive gasp of devastation. These feelings are filling my heart with distress.
I am losing myself in them as I feel so overwhelmed by grief.
After crying my heart out, I remained like that for I don’t know how long.
But, soon my phone rang and I thought it would be Marianne.
I didn't want her to be worried so I decided not to pick the call but when I saw the caller id I was taken aback to see it was Jayden.
Should I pick up?