I don’t know what I’m going to answer to everything Jr said to me, I want to giggle but I’m embarrassed to reveal it to him. But I really wanted to scream because of what he said.
"Are you doing that because you see Ade in me?"
"No," he replied. "Even though Ade is modest, he is good at martial arts and really cooperates when he is in trouble, so sometimes instead of me protecting her, she protects me," he added.
"So you're protecting me because I'm weak?"
"You said that not me."
“You're crazy! It's as if you already admitted yes.”
“Maybe, but don't consume yourself. I've wanted you since the first time I saw you.” He laughed and said so I just raised an eyebrow at him.
“When did you love me, Jr.? true love, not because you see Ade with me?”
He threw away the remaining cone and then faced me.
“When I was abroad, I always missed you. I thought then, maybe I just missed Ade too. But when I came home and saw you, that's when I thought that I didn't like you because of Ade. But because you are Mia. I can't believe the change that happened to you then. I never thought that would happen to you, or that you would be in that situation. But I still accept you and I know I love you. I want to take you back there with your ex, but I can see that you don't seem to want to be separated from him. So I just let you go.”
I just smiled when I remembered Dylan, how is he? Is he still living where he used to live? Lax and uncle Pao, too. As well as those with us.
“You know J, one of the happy things that happened in my life was that I met those people I never thought would be my friends. Those people I fear because they used to be so bad in society. But not only did I know them, but they also became my friends and I loved someone like them.”
"You missed them, as well as your ex?"
“I would be lying if I said no. Because yes, I really miss them. But if you tell me to look for them so we can meet I won’t. I'll just let fate see us again. I have not forgotten them and I will not forget them because they are part of my past. But that's all for now. I just hope that when we meet again, they will be like me, their lives will be different.”
I always include them in my prayers, I always take them with me. I hope as I wish they had changed their life as well. They have become important and that cannot be changed. I learned so much from them that I never learned from anyone.
“Did you use also, Mia?”
"No!" I quickly refused. “I want to try, but Dylan doesn't want to, he doesn't want to be more if I immerse myself in the mud. He didn't really force me to sell then, I forced him because I'm ashamed of him because he always gives me money which in fact it's not his obligation.”
"Is he nice to you?"
"Yes." I sighed at my answer. “Dylan is a deep man, a lot of secrets, a lot of advice, and words, when he releases, will penetrate your heart. I am so thankful that I met him. One who was there helped me without asking for anything in return. Even asking me for something I don't want even if we sleep together. At least sometimes I tempt him but he just walks away.”
I watched his reaction but he just smiled for a moment and then looked at me.
"Mia--"
"Oh?"
"Can we sleep together?"
"Hey, you're flirting with me, I haven't answered you yet."
He scratched his head.
“You used to be with me, didn’t you? When I was sick? ”
"I only felt that for a while, because I just woke up when you woke up too."
"At least you've experienced it. Next time when I said yes to you."
"When?"
"You are rushing?" He laughed because and caressed my face. They really look like Dylan. Loves to caress the face. "But I don't know when, maybe I'll wake up one day and the first thing that comes to my mind is that I want to answer you."
"Will that happen?" he asked.
"I don't know, just pray."
"But no matter when it's Mia, I'll wait." Then he took my hand. “I will not allow you to be separated from me again. You are mine now and I will fence you.”
"Really?"
"Yes, mine alone."