Dario
- I am really speechless, Dario, I never imagined that you would say this. I waited for it so many times while living in your mansion, it's strange to hear you say it after so long!
Cecilia has plenty of reasons to be surprised at me, even I myself am surprised at my statement, but I can't lie, she is the only woman I have ever truly loved. Florencia was a mistake in my life, I discovered this because after she died I only lived in the shadow of her evil against me, distributing all my hate and violence on people who were not to blame for what happened to me. Cecilia was one of the victims of these bad feelings when she only deserved my unconditional love and care, today I finally feel free of all these feelings that did me so much harm for so long.
- You don't have to say anything, just stay with me tonight, without sex, I would like to smell your perfume like before and wake up to the beautiful sight of your face in the morning!
Cecilia seems indecisive as to whether it would be a good decision to sleep with me, I stare at the horizon for a long time admiring the passage of night illuminated by the stars and the moon. Her indecision is totally understandable, I am not worthy of her trust.
- It has been a long time since I have slept with a man, I don't know what it will be like to sleep with the first man in my life, it will be very strange.
- It will be good, I swear to you, think on the bright side, it will be with me, your first and last man for life.
Cecilia smiled as she stood up and held out her hand to me as confirmation that she had agreed to sleep with me. I held her hand firmly, happy that she was slowly opening her heart to me. When we got to the bedroom, Cecilia took off the robe she was wearing, leaving only a pair of tiny pajamas that gave a wonderful view of her body. I decided to take off my shirt and the shorts that I was wearing, leaving only my underwear on, Cecilia also looked at me admiring every detail of mine, I know that she wants me!
- Come to bed, we will have a busy day tomorrow to make up for my absence today!
She came to me with a little trepidation lying beside me taking a certain distance, pulled his body by the waist bringing it closer to me. Cecilia was a little aloof but eventually gave in, I know she still distrusts me, I do not take away his reason even so I know that today I gave a great advance to have everything that was mine one day including the love of Cecilia.
Cecilia
It was strange after so long to feel another man's body so close to me, especially because now everything is different. Dario is in love with me, there is no doubt about it, but to confess his love for me was a big step for someone who clearly has difficulty in expressing his feelings.
- I am curious: I know that you have killed many in your bed, so I suppose you still have those old violent sex habits?
I continued close to him as I felt his breathing as well as his heartbeat, I want to know what I am getting into when young I didn't have that option today I do.
- Yes! It is something that is inside me that unfortunately I can't avoid, as well as killing belongs to my instinct. When I started it was to try to somehow placate the hate and anger I felt from women, the essence itself of what I was doing was lost in my madness. BDSM has nothing to do with what I practiced, in the beginning when I started studying the practices as a teenager, I found it very interesting and wanted to follow this way of life. I suggested to Florencia that she be my submissive with a collar ceremony and an established contract since we were engaged. She claimed it was too much for her, at the time I understood her side and continued having sex with her as usual but something in her always aroused an alert in me but I was too blind to see it
Dario didn't seem sad or hurt, he felt like he was opening up and telling his story, taking the opportunity to answer my question.
- What he did with you has nothing to do with BDSM in its essence, he used many objects used by the adepts of the practices but not even remotely followed the principles. I know that I felt hatred for the aggressions of that time, and it is well-founded because he used violence to inflict suffering and not pleasure to you. Pleasure has to be shared by both, not just for the benefit of one person.
At that moment I was curious to know what it would be like if it wasn't the way Dario had done in the past with me.
- How would it be if I followed the rules?
He smiled, realizing my curiosity, and gently lifted me up so that I could look at him; Dario knows how to use the art of attraction with me.
- Let's use a hypothetical case, suppose I want to follow the rules with you, first I need to know if you would be willing, it would be an agreement between sexually resolved people. Second, if you accept, you have to let me do whatever I want with you, but you have to feel pleasure in the process. Third, this is the most important point, in case you feel bad or that I am being too aggressive with you, you must ask me to stop with a key word. When you say this word, I will have to stop immediately, it is your choice, but you must tell me so that I know in advance that the word you have determined is a warning not to continue.
Knowing Dario as I do, I doubt very much that a simple word will stop your unbridled madness.
- How can I trust that it will stop when I hear that one key word?
- BDSM is based on blind trust; if you don't trust, you shouldn't even accept the proposal. I know you, if you are curious, it's because I lit something inside you in relation to this, you want to know how it is, if you really want to know, you need to trust me, otherwise I won't be able to show you. Do you trust me, Cecilia?
Dario knew me very well, he knew I was curious about what he had said, but trusting is a big step, am I ready to risk it?