Melissa's POV
Shocked, I stared at Nelson and Viviana who stood still not expecting my arrival. At first,I didn't want to look angry at the scene I caught them in, irritation in me grew like wild Sparks of firelight.
This is my room
I don't care if this was once Nelson's personal chamber before he got married to me.
But seeing such a disgusting act right inside here and with them knowing fully well that I can burst in at any minute is a sign of otak disrespect and I could feel my blood run aggressively through my veins. But with all of this, I tried to remain cool, my eyes locked with Nelson's who had a guilty look glued on his face.
At the sight of me, Viviana's eyes sparked with delight, it was obvious that she loved the fact I caught them making out together and that only infuriated the anger in me but still,I stood still hiding it away from them.
"Darling Nelson '' Viviana spoke out, breaking the silence between us. With an evil smile on her face, she turned around at Nelson, placed a soft kiss on his lips and returned her gaze back at me.
"It seems like you got company now" she chuckled shaking her head, "Well, it's too bad that we got interrupted, I still have more plans to have you inside of me but no way, your human wife decided to come in and ruin things for us but…" she glanced at me and returned her gaze back at Nelson who stood mute unable to utter a word.
"I can have you at any time, you will always be mine, do I not have to worry about the existence of a human?" she scoffed and began to walk towards the door heading closer to where I stood.
With just a foot away from where I stood, she stared right into my eyes, without face together, my expressionless face not leaving her, I glared back too.
"He is mine, get used to this!" She countered with Stern eyes without waiting for me to utter a word, she headed towards the door.
At that point, I was boiling, not with the fact that I caught Nelson with her again but with the disrespect handed to me by them. I might be human but that doesn't imply that I am stupid or I don't know when I ma being spat on right on my face.
"Viviana" I called out to the surprise of Nelson.
Turning around to face her, I noticed her fingers wrapped around the door knob. Slowly, she averted her gaze at me and the look of surprise glued to her face was really priceless.
"I don't care about your affair with Neslon and I don't want to give a fuck about it. I just want you both to give me.the respect I deserve, if you want to do shits like this, do them where I wont see you both. You two have the idea that I share a room here with Nelson and I could walk in at any moment regarding the fact that the door wasn't locked ...." I paused, my eyes not leaving her, "Do your shit but keep me out of it!" I spat out clearly, this time around, I didn't care to hide the anger that spread across my body.
Viviana smirked deeply, "Is that jealousy I perceive?"
"You are free to do whatever you want to. I just stated a fact in which you have no choice but to obey. Do your shit out of my sight, whatever goes on between you both is absolutely none of my business" I flared and without waiting for a reply, I walked towards a mirror next to my side of the bed and begin to untie the ribbon that held my hair the sun has set already and it's time for me to have my rest.
I guess my word must have greatly angered Viviana, I heard the door open and closed almost at the same time.
"You can go along with her if you wish to" I said to Nelson who said nothing the whole time, nothing but visible guilt written all over him.
"Melissa" he called out to me but immediately I shun him
"You have nothing to explain to me," I snapped.
"I don't!" He emphasized really strongly, "Yes, I do have nothing to explain to you about, I admit that. I love Viviana, she has always been the woman after my heart so it's best for you to accept this even when you see us making out"
Hearing Nelson's words, I couldn't help but feel really bittered in a way that surprised me. His words of love to Viviana was like a knife was pierced deeply into my heart and I felt so much jealousy rise inside of me.
Why do I feel this way all of a sudden?
If he doesn't like me, it's none of my business because obviously, his presence makes me cringe.
But here I am feeling so bad hearing him prophesied his love for viviana.
"You can say whatever you choose to say. We don't have any intimate relationship together. I don't love you and you don't too, it's mutual and I like it this way. Go ahead and meet your lover, I have no business with that"
As I said these words, I felt hot tears forming richly deep inside my eyes. It was so intense that I bit my lower lip trying to stop it from falling. Seeing how impossible it is, I walked into the bathroom and shut the door as Nelson's eyes followed me.
Laying in the bathtub, Nelson's love words towards Vivian's begin to play non stop in my head. I didn't know why the more it played, the more rage flared up inside of me.
What is wrong with me?
What's happening to my Emotions?
"No!" I cried out covering my eyes with my hands. This is far more painful than I had imagined and I still can't say why I felt that way. I shouldn't feel like this, yes, I shouldn't.
After what seems like eternity, I walked out of the bedroom only to find it empty. Of course, he had decided to spend the time with his lover, what else was I expecting, for him to run into my arms and whisper his words of love to me instead.
What is wrong with you Melissa?!
He doesn't love you.
This beast never wanted you.
You both live separate lives.
How many times do you expect him to point out this to you before it can get stuck in your head.
Obviously, Viviana had him wrapped around her fingers and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it, not even when you eventually become the Luna of the pack.
With the thoughts that overwhelmed me greatly, I laid on the bed, my eyes fixed on the dim candle light that sent darkness out of the room.
Slowly, Conri words concerning Nelson facing the hunters group alone ran across my mind.
"I don't care, anything he sees, he should accept" I muttered to myself and without wanting to subdue myself with his thoughts, I knew it's best that I lay my head.
I tried to and not surprisingly, it didn't help at all.