Today my day was difficult, complicated, nothing worked, chaos. Starting with my psychologist and after the clients they were taking me seriously, driving me crazy, one complaining, the other wanting to change, the other wanting to double and so I had a complicated, tired, exhausting day. With my eyes closed trying to find a way out of my life and I hear the door open, and Sabrina comes in and says timidly.
— Mr. Moretti your correspondence and has two more meetings.
" Whose one in your hand? I had seen it from Valentina, and she read her name and shut up. "This is Sabrina.
" And Valentina I'm going to leave it in her office and go to studio two.
" Let me give it to you, and so I get my briefcase that stayed with it. And thank you.
I stared and saw being from the hospital and couldn't stand to take a look. I look at it several times and open sitting there hiding so no one could see it, I read it and I'm out of air and I play the papers on the table when I read it.
"Can't she have this baby? I take deep breath still in shock reading it and with all the letters it makes it clear that she can't have the baby because it's risky for her health. "What a piece of shit!
When I read the exam I feel my world collapse, imagine she will cry for years. I felt sorry for her wanting the baby so badly. But she won't have this baby and for her health I breathe desperately thinking about her and do the shit to call her.
Meet Valentina! What the hell never answers the calls.
She's never going to give up the baby, I know her, I get up and I get desperate walking around with that in my hand and I was definitely sure that my day was the worst. She can't have the baby and she's going to be in shock.
I feel sorry for her and even with doubts about parenthood I still feel sad, but for her. I couldn't stand to stay in the office after the bomb I found out and I’d put the envelope in the drawer and I’d walk out of the office and I'd be stunned and I don't even look at her and I don't even look at her in the elevator thinking about that exam and distressed.
I just wanted to get home and hug her and comfort her and even without her knowing. And when I was in the car I was arriving at the apartment
My secretary called me:
" What happened this time, Sabrina?
" Mr. Moretti the client wants to talk about the fabric, I've tried everything, but she does not want to talk to me, and I've done everything.
"Then pass it on to her that I'm going to sort it out at once. And that's no one else today. I breathe angry. "Good rest for you can go home.
When I was at the door of the building the
the client talking in my head and when I look, I didn't believe it. Valentina in a strange man. And who is that man? I shook my head, and I wasn't understanding anything the customer was talking about because at that moment I was just paying attention to Valentina and the stranger and I hang up the phone and down the car glass and look right in her face and demonstrating that I was seeing that scene. I didn't believe what I saw, I still got out of the car aimlessly remembering Valentina’s scene with the stranger and what a fucking feeling is that? What the hell am I jealous of?
I didn't believe it and I enter bravo elevator wanted to go to the concierge and I end up squeezing the number and I will draw her attention after all is a married woman. But when I get to the floor, I give up shaking my head without understanding my attitude as a jealous man. And I squeeze my walk and when I go into the house, I go straight into the whiskey glass and take a deep breath of me, for the confused feelings and for being upset. And my phone rang non-stop, and I look at the screen and I see it being Cecilia, I take a deep breath and the hate was screaming in my voice and she was talking nonstop on the other side and I thinking about the scene I just saw. She was with another man. So, what do you say and the truth?
Enzo, are you sure we're getting married? Because it makes me insecure about your attitudes. You see you don't even pay attention to what I'm talking about.
I was distant wanting to find the truth in the scene I saw and I'm not going to lie, I was dying of jealousy of her, so I have feelings for her, this, and the truth.
I still look at the ice in the glass and I get away and I get my breath strong and my fingers squeezing the glass and I feel like throwing it on the wall. And I end up answering when the door opens, and I come face to face.
- yes, we're getting married soon.
VALENTINA TOMMASO
When I arrived, he looked at me with a hate fluting face was talking about marriage so surely she's the witch, but I'm not going to give my arm to cheer after everything I've been through today.
I just want to bathe in bed and not even look Enzo in the face, much less know about that witch. I was coming in and he kept talking.
"Yes Cecilia, I will surely marry you. I'm just waiting for the divorce to come out.
I pretended it wasn't me and I wasn't going to stress any more at that point after all I've been through, I walked into my room and slammed the door and pretended to be fine.
It was half an hour later I'm lying on my bed passing my hand in my womb looking at the belly was beginning to grow I spent the little tip of the fingers and felt that shiver the touch was wonderful. I was loving being a mom. And I hear the knock on the door, and he didn't come in and scream:
"Don't forget that we have family lunch.
"I haven't forgotten you can rest assured. Good night to you Enzo.
He wasn't satisfied, he wanted to fight, he wanted to argue. But not with me because today I was tired and he didn't even ask what happened, because I went out and ignored it. If I had died sometime like this, he'd be thanking him because he was going to be divorced to marry her.
Even doing my part I was very sad and upset because I wanted to arrive at that moment now and share with him what happened and cries in his arms. But no more regretting.
I looked again, sat on the edge of the bed and no, I don't believe it is. If it was because of Noah, he'd say something,
That's when Valentina lets you be silly, is he going to be jealous of you? Of course, he doesn't love the witch, I did, but I fell asleep with my thoughts. I woke up too unwell, very nauseous, dry mouth and when I heard the noise he was already there in the kitchen. I prepared myself with light clothes and tied my hair and came to the kitchen all discouraged and he did not even look at me and got up and when I look at the cake, he ate almost every cake and I pulled the subject.
" Was the cake tasty Enzo?
"Was it wonderful where you're buying this cake? But the pineapple one I had was hotter.
" I made it.
"I didn't know you knew how to bake cake.
"Yes, I learned from your grandmother. We can go now. I said just taking the apple, my stomach was hurting. "Let's go because I don't want to be late for your family's lunch.
"You're in a hurry, Valentina.
"I'm not the one who wants a divorce to get married again.
- Isn't it Valentina?
"Then spare me, Enzo, I don't have time for your rudeness and if you want to know today, I don't want to argue because I'm not well.
I got in the car, leaned over the seat, and didn't say a word and I was thinking about everything that happened and I'm not going to say anything about what I heard yesterday. I put on my sunglasses, and I was listening to my favorite song and pretended to be all right, everything perfectly I didn't want to discuss and after what I went through, I didn't want much less to cry, I was tired of crying. He didn't say anything either, just a word. I just listened to the music and talked on my cell phone with Cecilia. It was all the time, so we're two strangers, that's the truth.
I put my hand in my womb, put one leg on top of the other, was feeling a little pain, seasickness, and headache.
I took some medications, and I kept quiet and he asked me:
"Is everything all right, Valentina?
"Yes, I'm fine and you're fine?
"Are you so far away? I didn't want to talk or say anything.
Did we talk about the divorce? We've talked about everything. Talk about the company, we've talked about everything. What else do you want to talk about? And by the way nothing right, Enzo?
"And you're not going to introduce me to your friend.
"What are you talking about?
"What were you talking about at the door of the building when I arrived.
"Oh, I’m so sorry. The one you made scene even lowered the car glass to see. He's not my friend. He just saved me from a situation,
But he's Noah. And I don't want to talk about it if you want to know. I've had too many problems in my life.
"But we should say yes.
"I have already told you that I do not want to talk about it and have no right to question me.
He was very angry and hit the wheel. And he seemed too stressed. He looked at me with a very bad look. I didn't like that look he was looking at. I found the cold strange and it wasn't long before we got to Grandma's house. I looked at him and shook my head when she came all smiles and hugged me, kissed my face, and said:
"My daughter was dying of you, our prepared a very good recipe for you to make for Enzo.
He looked at me, shook his head, kind of angry and went out into the room without saying a word. Then she looked at me and said, "This one lives angry.
"And here he is in a hurry to marry the other. That's the truth.
"It is and will be in even more hurry because she is marking scrubland and wanted to come, and I said no.
"But Grandma you can't keep fighting with her because you're the woman he's going to marry.
"So what? He may even marry her, but you're always going to be my favorite,
Come on, I'll show you what I did to you, and I made a slipper for the baby.
"Lie? She hands me over and I almost cried it was light green and I smiled, and she hugged me. "Thank you, Grandma, for the love and affection you have had with me.
"Oh, I’m so sorry. My daughter, your family and don't mind the things Enzo says. I smiled. "Soon he will remember that he will beg you for forgiveness.
Hours talking and her showing me, the things she prepared, and lunch has already been served. They were all smiling. His mother didn't even look me in the face. She always ignored me. His father spoke to me for the first time and still smiled.
- Valentina does a great job in the new campaign and I see to be very agile.
"I only do what I love.
Enzo, he nodded, and he was angry, and it looked like he had had a few more glasses of whiskey and his mother had already noticed.
" He's been drinking too much, Enzo.
"I'm very big and will be picking on me now too just because I lost my memory, you think I became a child? Spare me.
I'm too aggressive, Enzo. His father said staring at him.
"What about you Valentina? See if you behave like a married woman. Don't behave like a single woman.
"What's gotten into you? What are you talking about Enzo?
" Synic... keeps walking down and up with the other guy. You think this is married woman paper? Then behave yourself because I don't want anyone talking about me behind my back.
"If you ask me, you have no right to charge me anything, it's stuck to Cecilia.
"I am still your husband. I already gave my message.
He got up and left and went into the living room and I started crying and Grandma hugged me. He put his hand on my hair and said:
"Easy, honey, it's going to be all right. I'm looking forward to my grandchild's arrival. She held my hand and smiled. "I can't wait to see his face. I hope he looks like you a sweet, gentle girl.
"Thank you, Grandma. But this situation is so difficult.
"Stay calm. It's all worked out; I'm sure Enzo will soon change and he's going to want this baby very much.
She hugged me tight, and we stayed and I cried in her arms.