I was very pissed at her I left that table and went to the bar I was tired of listening to that little side and that scene of seeing that guy made me even more stirred when I arrived at the bar I ran into a friend of mine from childhood.
" Peter what he does here.
"I say I live in this city and see that you are the intruder is a pleasure guy to review you.
"When are you going into town? You owe me a round of games.
"I've been working hard I heard you got married and congratulations.
"Don't even tell me about marriage, it's hard for me to do. I don't even know what else to do, what to think. You know Cecilia's back too, right?
"Yes, I knew. And now you are between the cross and the sword.
"It's too complicated. And I'm feeling really crazy and after the accident it's harder.
"But tell me what you hear?
"Actually, I'm upset because.
I saw her talking to another man and it ended up messing with me a lot. I got moved, you know? I don't know why.
"Of course you know, you love her. You're there talking for hours and all you talk about is this woman.
I already had too much trouble and when I looked at a beautiful brunette she gave a smile the breasts fed the fleshy mouth the Little One still looked at me and said I'm whispering:
-Jeez... She liked you. I'm just not going to tell you to fall for it because I know you're out there suffering for someone else.
"Then you won't even tell me. I don't care about women. She stared at me and still gave a smile, and I turned my face giving a cut. "I've had too many problems.
I'll take the glass of whiskey and show her the ring on my finger and Pedro still looked at me and smiled.
"Whore who gave birth to what's gotten into me am I forgetting women?
"You're in love face go back there and ask forgiveness for her and say that you love her and that you want to try a life with her. Are you going to throw a wedding away because of pride, nonsense? Do it differently, Enzo, and don't do it like Cecilia does.
I barely said goodbye to him and hugged him and ran out to talk to her and went home, I arrived, I was drunk staggering my legs half crooked and I didn't see anyone around the house. I went into the room and there she was asleep. She was so beautiful, perfect. You smelled it. I knelt before her; I smelled her skin. And I kissed her hand smelling her and she got scared. He took a deep breath and still kind of asleep said:
" Enzo, where were you?
"I'm not going to lie to you I'm completely in love with you, crazy girl like never been for a woman. I held her hand. I kissed her hand. And she was scared looking at me. "I'm completely in love with you. I want to be with you. But you need to abort this baby. You can't have this Valentina baby. He can't come into the world. That's all because I love you.
- I always knew I didn't want the baby, but to get to the point of saying that. And he tells me to abort my baby and a lot for my head.
I took the tests and put it next to her and lowered her head, I didn't want to hurt her.
"You can't have this baby. You're life-threatening, Valentina. He between the baby and you. I'm choosing you. I was distressed and she was silent listening to it and looking at the papers and staring at me again. "I don't want this baby. So, you have to take this baby out. Not for me, but for you. For your life, for your health.
She tore up the papers and threw it in my face and started screaming and hitting me was slapping everywhere.
"Damn, you're worthless, you have no heart. How dare you think I have to take my son away? Don't you ever touch me again, don't ever talk to me again. Some of my life, Enzo, I hate you for it.
She turned her hand on her face again and
desperately crying and screaming. And throw me out of the room and I stand at the door half open listening to her crying and crazy to open it. And I hear her say clinging to a pair of shoes and I sit on the floor in conflict.
"Even though he does not want you, I am anxious for your arrival, my son, and I will love you unconditionally.
After what I said, I was devastated, I tried to protect her, I tried to tell her, but she didn't believe anything I said, she's heartbroken because I don't want to hurt her, let alone the baby.
I know you hate me right now.
I woke up before her and wanted to redeem myself and I've run to have breakfast with her. And that's what I did, I ran, I got up before her, so I talked to my grandmother before and then what I was going to do with to apologize, I was feeling super bad, my heart was tight, I didn't mean to do any harm, but I guess I expressed myself badly that I was too much.
I come to the kitchen crested and run into my grandmother. I put my hand on my head and I knew you were going to fight me for a lot of stupid reasons.
"What happened, Enzo?
"I made the biggest shit of my life that night because I came home at dawn, I was drunk, and I declared myself to Valentina.
" Wow! She smiled. "Good my son, you love each other and have to think of the baby. And why do you think that was shit you did?
"Because I ended up saying I couldn't have the baby because I received a few days a medical report from her and couldn't have the baby because she was at risk of life and between her, the baby I chose her.
"You're such an idiot. She's already started without saying what you think without fear—how did you say something like that to a woman who's going to be a mother? She already started hitting me and I ended up laughing, she was so mad at me. " The family has a lot of money, you know that we can afford the best baby treatments.
My mom's already come down and looking at both of us and me dull.
"What do you hear here?
"I'm not giving education to your naughty son.
When I raised her face, she arrived already with the bag to go away.
"Good morning... She says looking at my grandmother and kissing her.
"You're going to have coffee and then we're going to go. I've already made it up.
“I have to leave because I have to work.
I have a lot of things to do. Grandma thank you so much for everything and until the next.
She had a swollen eye and very upset. She didn't even want to stay for breakfast. She didn't even want to talk. What was I going to say? I have to change, I have to stop being impulsive, and rude like that. I was afraid of losing her. That was the truth. So, I acted that way, I looked at her saying goodbye to everyone and saw how wrong I was with her.
"Valentina forgives me for what happened, I was very scrotum with you.
“ Enzo, I don't want to talk about it, see if you leave me alone and don't you dare talk about my son.
I shut up and we went home, she shut up and I tried to bring it up with her and i wouldn't even answer. And sometimes he just shook his head. I hurt her; it was too rude.
"But I didn't lie about the tests just so you know the truth and if you doubt go back to the doctor.
I may be wrong, but I wasn't going to stop saying what I thought. But I know you have other ways of telling this news. We arrived and she just locked herself in the room and went to do her job and didn't want to talk, didn't want to say anything and she kept herself in her world and I went to bath, but my head kept spinning and I sat on the bed, and something was bothering me.
Did she tell me about how we fell in love and how it started and why we're not married? There's something that doesn't fit.
I closed my eyes and remembered how Cecilia said that we fell in love and as we were before the accident it was hitting my head, I wanted to remember, but I couldn't. I went out and went to her house, had some questions and I was rehearsing and planning what I was going to ask. I didn't want to call, I want it to be a surprise. When I got to her house she looked at me scared and I walked in without her inviting me and already looking at her without letting the weather cool I could forget.
" Enzo! Oh, I miss you! I thought you were going to stay over the weekend at your parents' house.
" I thought I'd better come back first, I had a lot of things to do, but I wanted to ask you a question.
"Of course, say it. I'm a little busy, but you can say it.
"Tell me how we met and how we were before the accident you told me that day when I woke up, I want you to repeat to me Cecilia, please.
She stared at me and didn't say a word and I repeat that I was anxious for those memories to come back.
"Tell me how we fell in love and on the day of the accident as we were, that's what I need to know about you, Cecilia. I'm very confused. I need to know that and you're the person I trust the most. I looked at her, breathed, stuttered and said:
“I have a lot of headaches. But if we talk, I tell you I'm not even remembering very well, Enzo.
Are you serious?
"It's adore so much that I can't think of anything, I just want to bed.
I looked at her, I saw that she was lying, I saw that something was wrong, but I shook my head and kept trying to ingest what she just said, and I knew she was lying to me. But I'm going to clean this up. And I'm going to have proof of that. Because something's wrong with my relationship and Cecilia's, I'm sure.