"How do I not understand what it has to do with the sexuality of the child?
"He doesn't like to talk about it, but I suppose he has a loving disappointment. I see him at family parties and hate to talk about his past.
"That's the way it is. We all have something bad from the past that we don't want to remember and leave hidden.
"But I see you're not well, I'm sure you'll be fine. Even if you don't love me you still think of him and it's still in your heart, I'll take that heart for me that I'll steal it and you'll never suffer that way you can be sure.
"Can I ask you something, Santoro? He shook my hand kissed and shook his head that yes. "Don't promise me anything you can't keep just by my side and be all I need because I'll be everything you need, but I won't promise you anything I won't make empty promises or say I'll love you forever. I take my hand off and smile reminding me that I still loved you. —I will be everything you desire, but if you lie to me I walk away without saying goodbye.
"I promise Mia and I won't make promises, I'm just going to make it happen.
I knew he wanted to be with me and let's say he's wonderful and beautiful and his sexy body I was sure he kept many secrets, but at that moment what I know of him was enough for me. And no more running away from my reality.
"I want to be yours.
Will I be able to be someone else's?
I had to accept that my life was without him and then I was going to take the next step and start over with someone who really wants me.
He pulled me into his arms and kissed my lips lightly and we spent hours talking about the clinic of our work and his future projects, after all he will apply for politics, I will help him in whatever it takes just as he is helping me in everything I need.
"I want you to be calm, Mia.
When we arrived at the apartment and today, I was going to sleep in the city so I wouldn't have to come back late to the clinic. I knew he wanted to and I wasn't ready yet, but I was going to try I don't know if I was going to be someone else's love. I took him to see my house there was where I relaxed and forgot my problems.
"Come in do you want to have something to drink? Here is my little corner where I keep my secrets and grew up a lot in this place I cried and was happy. He smiled and noticed every corner and already looked at the huge bathtub that was in the room was only separated by a glass wall.
"My friend is traveling for work; she should come back a few days.
— It is beautiful place; the apartment is very cozy and you have good taste.
Thank you, thank you. I bet you liked my tub.
"Yes, that bathtub in the middle of the room is splendid, no, it's something common.
"It was something I always wanted to have a bathtub in the room so here I already came out of the tub... He won't let me finish pulling me.
"Do other things here, not perverted.
He pulled me into his arms, and I felt his mouth touching my neck rising to the earlobe I close my eyes I tried to imagine myself being loved for the love of my life I can't imagine him. I wasn't going to make it, he touched my hair, and I felt his lips come down on my neck, his hand shook, and his mouth went up to my mouth. It was going to happen at that moment I was going to give in and get it I always managed to be from other men. Why wouldn't I do it now? That's when he touched with his hand climbing my climb ing on my thigh and when he squeezed his mouth into mine and I felt I couldn't go on.
When he pulled the strap off my dress and went down, I was almost naked on his body, he looked me in the eye and lifted my chin.
"Mia, do you want it?
" Santoro... I spoke of whining whispers begging for no. I snuggle in your chest and feel like crying I can't be someone else's—I can't apologize.
He walked away from my body I fixed the dress on his shoulder, and he smiled was not upset did not seem to care about it I can not explain. He shook his head and I thought he was going to scream or accuse me of something and that's when at that moment I saw a real man in front of me and he smiled and said:
It's all right. Let's sleep in a little way and when you're ready this will be a moment.
"I'm sorry, it's all so recent. I never thought I wouldn't make it.
What was happening to me I fucked several males and now I could not fuck with this Greek god in front of me I'm going crazy, or he sent me plague.
"So, let's sleep in the face and be a couple and when you're ready I'm prepared waiting.
"You don't deserve this Santoro.
"I want you then you'll have all the patience cat.
Oh my god! This man doesn't exist where he came from, he was drawn carved thrown into my life to make me lose my head again not enough max now comes Santoro as my sword knight and i don't know if it was real or fake, but he seemed to want to be with me.
I went into the bathroom I changed i put one, a pajama not too sexy not to instigate him and I went back to the room and took a fright he was just underwear box was perfect his abdomen tank with gums, perfect brunette legs thick and I looked through the underwear a great movement inside that underwear box he smiled and lay on my bed and pulled me to his arms and I lay down his arms were big, long and warm he pulled me squeezed and kissed my hair gave me a affection. Sometimes he seemed hot and sometimes cold, I can't explain Santoro, but I can only explain that I felt good in his arms that night. We sleep after hours talking about the affairs of our lives and confidences of the past. We woke up in the morning I was away from his body, and it wasn't like I dawned in Max's arms we were distant from each other and got up and prepared to make him breakfast at least since we just slept together.
"Good morning... I see you loved my bed?
"Your bed is as soft as you are. You're the one who put me to sleep, it was wonderful to sleep in your arms. He smiled and I gave the coffee in his hand, and he pulled me for a kiss.
"I slept in your arms and not you in mine, Santoro was something strange, I've never done that in my life.
" Cat always theme first time. He looks at his phone and makes an ugly face and I sit looking at the canal on the little balcony and I hear him talking on the phone.— But what happened? So out of nowhere that weird I'm going.
He comes to the balcony and pulls me into his body and kisses my lips lightly and smiles pulling my hair off my face.
I need to go to the office, and I won't be able to take you to the clinic. But do I make up for it?
- Of course, I'm going to collect the reward and you owe me dinner.
"I won't say anything, I'm just going to pay and go straight to the clinic. Cat?
He says that as he changes and I keep looking at that perfect man in front of me I felt like sitting on it now in the morning, but I believe it was fate that got him out of there or I was going to fall into that perfect body.
"What can you say?
"Did he come to you yesterday? He lowered his face and stood up picking up his things at the nightstand—because it changed out of nowhere and I felt like I was distant all night.
"He didn't come to me. But I saw him from afar yesterday and he was accompanied, and I ended up getting sick.
In
I can't forget him. He pulled me into his arms. "I'm sorry San.
"All right I figured when I didn't want to stay at the restaurant. But it doesn't stay that way, and I'm here.
It was better for all this I couldn't fool, let alone be like this in the way of his life, and I know it's not going to be easy, get Max out of my heart, that bastard got all in my way.
"We can't go on together. Santoro. I don't want to hurt you and I don't deserve you; I'm still hurt. I walk away from him. "I still love that bastard and even if he doesn't deserve it and you don't deserve it, I want you to go on with your life without me. And a wonderful man and I'm no good to you.
He took two steps towards me and pulled me into his arms, and I tried not to cry or think about the other, but it was almost impossible.
I want you. He told me by looking me in the eye. "And I will wait for my turn to enter your heart.
Wow!! What man and this is an angel or devil to destroy me? I had no reaction he went so fast and controlled me in his body.
"Who are you Santoro?