I spent the whole week away from her wondering what she was doing and what she was doing and at that moment I knew that what she did was right decision she deserves much more than to be my mistress and have just a few nights in my bed. When I met Mia, I didn't know I was going to fall in love I believed I was just another woman in my life I've had so many and I thought i was like the others, but when my lips touched hers I felt like mine. It was something I can't explain, I felt like taking care of it from mine and that's what I did, I took the choker I bought, I swiped my fingers and felt like being hers and no one's, but I needed to have her back.
"Max... Max... Max? I heard it in the background, call me, but I was so far away when I felt touching my arm and I open my frightened eyes it felt like I was dreaming.
"What a fright! What do you hear?
"Mrs. Dulce has said to warn you that you are late for dinner and that you are all waiting.
"Whore who gave birth, I forgot about this fucking dinner. I run up. "Thank you, I'm already here and Chris called?
"No sir.
I was going to this dinner tired and all crumpled, but my emotional destroyer rushed up picking up my coat and going down as fast as I could my heart tight, but I knew I need to attend this dinner was important. I had to talk to him for so long that we didn't talk and gave several touches.
"I thought you weren't going to answer. Chris.
"I've been too busy, and I'd go to your office tomorrow and I haven't forgotten our celebration.
" Chris, and then how was the parties you missing?
"I arrived on a trip and had to help my mother with those crises, she knows what she's like when she scoffs at something that's no use.
"But how are you?
"I am following and seeking answers to everything that has happened to me.
"I've been working hard. I have news to tell you, too.
"I wonder what I knew from your father that he was with me and brought me a bottle of French wine.
"One of the reasons for my disappearance, my friend, but now I'm in love. Having taken too much trouble with her.
"So, we're going to have a wedding? I said it all excited.
"Yes, very soon we will have a wedding and will be a great wife you will love there.
"I'm sure it's perfect for you to decide to get married. It's because she's adorable. You're a convinced Bachelor you'd never get married yet I remember you told me that women were made to fuck.
"I still have that thought, but I added that I need a wife and a family. And love got me.
"I'm glad, I'm going out to dinner with the family. We will be in the center of the usual restaurant and if you wish to join us, we will be happy.
My thoughts were all hers and my heart was tight. When I get to the restaurant door, I see Dulce holding her belly when I looked, she seemed to be sick, but it's not time for the baby to be born.
"Is it happening here?
"We're going to have to cancel Dulce’s not okay dinner, let's take her to the hospital.
"What happened to Dulce?
"I don't know if it's tight down here and contracting. She leans against the car and hugs me; she was too pale. "I forgot my purse in there.
When I rush in and picking up the bag, she was still waiting for me and breathing hard I hold her to help her get in the car and she starts crying and when I open the car door and everyone talking at the same time. I was desperate and when I raise my face, I almost faint I get out of action and get lost.
Let's... Let's go... everyone spoke.
I had no strength; she was in front of me with her back to me the wind carried her blonde hair and she held firmly on the heel I traveled in her curves. So beautiful so perfect and I see waiting for someone. I looked, I didn't have the guts to breathe, my legs were shaking and the woman in my life was in front of me and apparently, I was having dinner with someone else. Who's she with?
I couldn't hold back I couldn't bear to see her with someone else and when I take two steps towards her heart overflowing with jealousy and love at the same time, I took strides with my soul in pieces and wanting to rub myself in her face and tell her that it was still mine and could not be another." The feeling of possession and despair mixes and I go blind that I forget that Dulce was sick in the car and I go towards her and hear the screams:
" Maximilian?
MIA
When we got to the restaurant door, I felt weak and when I got out of the car, he held me in his hands and squeezed us towards the restaurant and I was dizzy and couldn't breathe.
"I forgot my phone in the car. Wait for me at the table and order some drinks, I'll meet you.
"Don't take long please.
I find myself climbing the stairs and still looking back I breathe with difficulty and when I stop, I get to draw it in my thoughts I've been here with it. I can't find him again.
My heart froze, my hands were sweating, and I started to get sick there in that place and I still tried to get out of the madness that would be him. But my body recognized him far away and I looked in the direction of the scream.
" Maximilian?
I didn't know if I ran out or I passed out standing there at the door I try to control myself, but it was in vain my body automatically obeyed his body I close my eyes and when I open my eyes I run into him, I don't know what's going on seemed to be getting out of the car he was paralyzed in front of me with one hand on the hood of the car and looked at me. I felt my heart go off and I felt at that moment that I loved him so much that my body trembled at the time and feeling happy I didn't know why.
But when I looked at the car she came out and brave was so beautiful with the perfect belly one hands on his belly and he still staring at me, and I came out of the domination when I saw her stop and talking.
"What did you miss?
I felt bad to see the two there I turned my face was unable to face her at that moment and look at her womb and see that she was his wife not me and was going to give him a child.
I just held my little bag and came out like crazy from that place and when I try to get to the car, I almost faint I sit on a sidewalk and breathe firmly and hear in the background, Santoro's voice.
"Mia! What do you hear?
I wasn't able to reason thinking just saw that scene in front of him with another and after all still wanting me to be his mistress say he loved me.
As there are men so who want to embrace the world and at the same time can not embrace any almost cried, but I held on because I promised that I would not cry much less for any man.
I looked at the Santoro who stared at me and I see his all red gave me a kiss on the cheek and hugged me tightly.
"A thousand pardons. But what happened?
I'm not well. Let's go somewhere else.
"But if you want, we can go away I see that you are not well you are pale seems to be feeling sick?
"Yes, I'd rather leave. If you don't mind, I'm not doing too well.
We left that place, but I should have imagined that I could find it, after all there is your favorite restaurant. But I can't run away from meeting him could happen at any time. My heart was squeezing, and I couldn't let him end my night at that moment.
" If you want, we can eat on the corner has a snack bar that makes a wonderful sandwich.
"I can't believe you're inviting me to eat sandwiches instead of eating Italian food, the best in town.
"Oh!... So? You mean you're putting these little tricks off telling me you're a rich snob.
He hugs me and we walk into the diner, and I knew I had to get through all this, but it's my turn to live and let Max be happy.
"Of course, I'm not kidding you, I'll love to try this wonderful sandwich, but if it's bad you'll pay the bill.
I smiled and he hugged me, it was wonderful to be in his arms, I felt safe and important beside him. After all, I was so lonely, I never had a man in my life to take care of me.
We stared and this was good and I looking at every gesture of it I wanted to see his reaction in place and didn't seem to care about the place held my hand and pulled me into his arms and her and we were talking and him saying about the trip and about what he did.
"But I see you took a lot of advantage of your rest on New Year's Eve.
"Yes, it was very quiet, it was wonderful.
"Really and your parents were together?
I wonder if he lied to me or tricked me. But I see you're going to tell me the truth.
"No, my mother decided to go to Paris with my father and I ended up with the group of friends.
"So you mean your mother went to Paris to make a purchase?
"Yes, she went to Paris and I stayed with the group of friends I hadn't seen in a long time, it was good to remember and bring things i forgot.
He kissed me and ate his lunch without disgust.
"It's wonderful when you bring things that have done you good from the past, the bad thing is when you bring those things that have hurt you. He holds my hand.
"Yes, they did me a lot of good, at least they reminded me that I was the same again, but my mother said she brought you many gifts.
"She's already spoiling me too much so I'm going to get used to it.
"But you're supposed to get unaccustomed because you're going to be the daughter she never had.
"Your father doesn't think the same thing. He looked at me strange and barely spoke to me that day.
"He never wanted a daughter and too macho, and because my father never wanted to have a daughter and he always told my mother that if I were a girl, it would be the biggest disappointment of his life.
"Are you lying that he said that?
"He is the father who wants a male son for heir. But my father is grudged over his past.