He left and left the loneliness and sadness of knowing that there was the farewell and that from that day on was everyone for himself. Talking to Max was great for us to settle despite painful from hurting us hurt and yet we solved details of our lives of our feelings in which we were stopped, he had to follow just as I had to follow my destiny we are no longer part of each other even knowing that there is still love that we still loved here inside my chest blow up that love is that passion for him, but I had to follow.
The week went slow, rainy and it was the day to go to santoro's parents' house we were going to set up the wedding and we were going to skip the engagement part and he was in a hurry, and I also needed to stay away from that man.
I thought I was sick, there were days when I couldn't eat and with a lot of headaches, I went through the psychologist maybe I was nervous and everything I was living was starving me.
Max was living his life, if I settled with his wife, I went back to town I had to do some tests at the request of the clinic doctor and decided to stay and i wasn't going to hide from him anymore. Open my drawer and there was the damn envelope that makes me hate even more.
- Why don't you just open this envelope and finish this friend off? It's going to be better for you, for your feelings, and don't have that doubt.
" Today I'm not at my best, I've been sick all week with a headache I could barely eat and when I ate everything out. And still no patience to go on a trip.
" Passed the doctor, how strange Mia.
"Yes, she said it may be a virus, but that I'm underweight I need to feed myself putting everything out and still anemia.
"You're sure it's okay. I believe you might be. I interrupted her because I didn't want to hear any more about my health.
"Let's change the subject friend I'm very nervous and I'm worse because Santoro will announce to the parents that we are together and mark the wedding.
"But will you already set the wedding date? You should think about it.
"He will announce to the parents that the wedding date is all happy.
Even without having sex, he wants to marry you? What kind of man is that?
"I don't know where this man was hiding is too perfect. I close the drawer and sit down.
"Don't ask me why, but your heart has thought about him a lot and I miss the smell of it. I haven't seen him in almost 15 days, but I know he's been around, I saw his car several times outside the clinic inclusive that's why I went back to the city I believe I don't have to live in the clinic to hide from him anymore. But it was all too recent too recent, and I still loved him, I spent nights crying and waiting for him to come to tell me that the marriage was over, and I wanted it back, but that didn't happen.
"Yes, I suppose you've talked about everything you had to talk about. He's already made his decisions and you've made yours and the best thing you can do now is follow your destiny.
- I'm following and even if it's hard and I'm going to stand firm.
"Do you walk very pale thin and have you noticed the size of your breasts?
"Maite does not begin. What about my breasts?
"Look at the blouse, they're coming out of the blouse.
"It's natural That I'm going to menstruate this week. Relax, it's okay.
I sat in bed, I kept looking and remembering this conversation I was just having with her I looked I got that conversation in my head and got lost in the accounts. I take my table in my hands and I sit for a few minutes looking at it and I can't figure out where it was wrong, I walk my hands over my breasts, and I feel pain and swelling.
"Can't it be? I ran into the living room and heard the noise of the car; it was Santoro we were going to travel, and I was afraid of that conversation. I can't have done this crazy thing. No, I’m not. I hear knocks on the door and my legs were shaking nervously and my heart is going to go off as I imagine anything that holds Max.
"My love, I'm sorry I'm late.
"I was talking to Maite. But if you want, we can postpone, I know how busy you are.
Of course not. My mother has already prepared dinner and for the whole family.
It was decided so we were going to set up the wedding and move on with life, and that's for later. I almost didn't talk about the trip I was watching him tell the news and laugh without funny something was making me afraid. He smiled and held my hands.
How far away is it?
"I'm having a headache, but it's going to pass. But I'm glad the elections are coming and you're excited. Will you leave the clinic?
No, I’m not. I'm going to stay with you and our patients, they need me.
"Thank you, Sam!
I didn't have a good time on the trip and had to hide the symptoms, but I needed to urgently take a test now my head was dizzy to imagine this whole story. We arrived at his parents' house and saw that she was excited outside to hear the conversation. I was shaking and my hands were cold.
"Be quiet, my love.
In those days I hardly saw Santoro, he was too busy, and this was good so I could put my life in place, but thoughts still out of place. And after it happened that he couldn't have sex with him, we didn't try anymore, he was too understanding. Between hugs and lengths false smiles, and even jokes from his family, I kept myself, and just spoke the necessary and I confess that I was feeling out of the house.
"I never imagined Santoro would marry a physical therapist. His aunt was screaming to make me sad, and I smiled, and I thought I’d marry the rich girl who lived here with you.
So, there's another woman and now I know the rich girl, but who's he going to be, he barely talks about her or her parents. I see his father's looks and apparently, he hates me.
I needed to get out of that place and relax, I was feeling pressured. And Santoro realizes he's coming to meet me, and he hugs me hard.
"I'm going into town want to go with me?
- yes, I need to go to the pharmacy, my medicine's gone.
It was my salvation to get out of that place, I wanted to see anything but the aunts' face. I was the first one in the car to get away from them.
"My aunts are boring and talk too much.
"They're lively. And aunts are like this and pure jealousy.
"I'll meet you at the café and be careful not to get lost.
He kissed me and gave me a smile I was apprehensive about everything was going to have to know so I wasn't able to think of anything. I walk into the pharmacy with my heart in my hand and I look at just a man in his 60s, he's smiling, and I'm asking for a pregnancy test.
While I was waiting, I thought about him and ended up looking out and saw Santoro talking angry with someone and I didn't see who he was, but I kept waiting and you brought two.
"I want them both.
I hear the noise of the door and I'm still scared to be Santoro and see what I bought I prayed for you to put in the bag right away.
I feel my hand touching my shoulder and pulls to come and I get scared. "You?
What secret will be revealed and Mia ready?