After reading his messages and a bunch of things it annoyed me to know that everything was a lie. I got up and took a deep breath I had to take care of my life, deleted the rest of the messages, and went down. I wanted to ask him about him saying he had a little piece in me, and I was afraid of him knowing about the baby. But I don't think you know if he wouldn't be here at the door by now.
Are we going to buy the dress? Maite told me excited she looked like the bride.
"Yes, before I give up.
"Friend, it doesn't even seem like the bride is discouraged. And besides, you're going to buy the dress two days before the wedding.
"I never dreamed of a wedding dress after Gabriel.
"Don't even tell me about that monster, leave him in hell.
We arrived at the downtown store I wanted something very simple and nothing sparkle I got in the heat was killing me.
" Champagne to celebrate? Did the saleswoman say all smiles?
"No, please, just one more water, champagne for my friend. I tried two dresses and in the third I already chose did not want much, it was something simple at least so I was finding more the mother of Santoro I already imagined going to have even reportage and fireworks.
"Has the friend chosen the baby's name yet?
"It will be his name. I thought it was fair, after all he's going to be the father and he's still helping me with everything.
"Will you put the name of your son of Santoro?
"Of course, it won't be Christopher, it's his name, and so he'll be as strong as his father. And if you're a girl, you'll have my mother's name.
" I liked the names, and it is wonderful and not fair to make a tribute to him, who will be the father of a son who is not even his right.
"Don't talk like that, you're forbidden to say it because it's his and it's his.
"Max won't like to know that he accepted that his son wasn't his texted a few days ago and friend said that as much as I didn't want to hear or talk to him that he wanted me back and that he accepts the baby and even if it wasn't his it was going to be his because he loves me. All those things.
"Why don't you put an end to it and end it all?
"I can't, he made his choice and didn't pick me.
I left the store already prepared with dress in my hands I came home discouraged, tired everything tired me really, she was right I had to talk to Max.
I needed to talk to Max, but I didn't have the guts to face him. And worse that I was not going to have excuses to go to bed with him to stuff the face I could no longer due to the baby I was going to say what my bachelor party?
Bitch who gave birth I could have a bachelor party with him wouldn't be fair to Santoro. I got up and thought I'd sit on the bed and create the courage to open that box. Open and i saw that there was not much, just some pictures, letters, a box with the medal, some documents, and a picture of my mother with man would be my father? Opening some letters, I started reading love letters from my mother to my father some, i vented a picture of my mother and my father with me on my lap she never said his name and never spoke of him I took the picture and, I kept looking at the letter and underneath it was written in bold:
"You have a right to know that your father is important, and he is the famous most wanted lawyer in town."
I stopped reading I took the picture and looked again and there I was in his arms was about four years old and he all smiles in front of the Mother Church of the city of Rome and she all in love looking at him when I took the picture was dedicatory to my only love "Meireles."
I kept reading the letter and I confess I always wanted to know who he was because when I was little, he was and the only thing I could remember was the fights of the two and nothing else.
"Augusto Sandoval Meireles, the great lawyer of politicians, he knows you my daughter then seek so seek you out and get out of this miserable life. I love you and forgive me for everything."
There were some newspaper inserts and he came out on some stories. Attorney Meireles?
Who will this man be the same as I'm thinking?
I put everything back in the register and needed to build up the courage to look for him, but I don't want his money, I just want to look him in the face and tell him what he lost when he left us.
We thought and desired everything at that moment the only thing I wanted and needed was to keep myself clean and distant from Max, but my body my heart wanted so much to be with him I felt his desire still exploded in my body and then the pregnancy is getting worse burning the skin.
I didn't go back to the clinic; I took the day off and Santoro went to his town and kept sending me pictures of the honeymoon and then I remembered the honeymoon.
I wasn't going to have excuses; I was going to face the honeymoon and I was determined to accept that yes I was going to be his.
It was too late, it was not long before I said "yes," to Santoro and I was going down to watch the movie with Maite and eat pizza.
"It's come to pizza Mia. She screams.
I'm coming down. I took the phone and saw that there was no message from him and no call for me to miss. "Have you given up?
I came down excited and looking at my belly and smiling I passed the hand and when I put my foot on the first step and smiled.
My baby if mom sees Daddy, she doesn't resist I talked with my thoughts passing my hand over the womb. I was going to end up giving myself back the crap feeling he hits hammers on your head and the only thing you want is to be with the person you love, but I couldn't, I was with my thoughts so far away and I hear noise screaming.
I ran down the stairs and when I arrived, she would look at the frightened television and just point her finger.
" Friend, you want to kill me can not take scare you forgot?
"Look at this.
"The great lawyer of the traditional family of construction company Martinez Meireles part, he ended his marriage by telling some close friends that they were no longer getting along is a pity that the marriage has lasted only a few months. Dulce and Maximilian formed a beautiful couple and a feather. Was this wedding just to bring together the greatest fortunes of Venice?
That's where the questioning of the powerful is.
"Is he single?"
Everything was falling on my head, I sit watching that story and I see Max's wife next to my supposed father. I started crying when I saw that he left us and had another family and did he still remember me?
The report also said that he was the great businessman of decades and had a beautiful family.
'The great businessman, Builder and famous lawyer of Rome marshes daughter with a millionaire venture that did not last a year Meireles.' His picture emblazoned on television; I didn't believe it. And sitting on the couch without breathing Maite ran to get some water I breathed I wasn't believing what I saw, and I wasn't like that for Max, but because she knew we were sisters. What am I going to do?
"His marriage is over and now what are you going to do?
"I'm not going to do anything, and his life made his choice. He chose her, he chose the wedding, and I didn't choose her, I'm not giving up my marriage to Santoro.
"Mia think carefully of the father of her son. Give him a chance.
"I'm thinking about myself, I'm going up and I want to be alone.
I ran to my room and when I arrived, I took that report about my father and opened a cell phone, report on the:
"Sandoval Meireles, the new lawyer from Rome who put a team of businessmen in jail for fraud."
I couldn't believe it I took a deep breath and the tears rolled and I went into despair without knowing who he was my father couldn't be my father couldn't I cried I couldn't find an excuse not to be. He didn't want me in the past, and he won't now.
Mia, if you need help, I’ll be in the living room, but I didn't stay that way for the baby.
"Look at this Maite. I handed over the story to her hand and my picture she sat on the edge of the bed. "I have no luck in life.
"Him and his father? It can't be.
"It can't be my mother has to be lying. We're sisters, Maite.
"What a little world Mia! What are you going to do?
"Nothing because if he didn't want me in the past, he won't want it now and another I can't stand in the middle of her and Max.
" Wow! I'm not buying this.
"Least of all me. I wish it were a lie.
I wanted it to be all a lie, I wanted to go on without my father, after all he never cared about me. He just made us sick and damn ed.