There are times in life that we need to fight for life and chase what you want most in my life I ran by the wrong person by the wrong woman for the goals that were not mine and today I'm here trying to get out of the deep and to begin with I had to open that envelope and I know we will never forgive ourselves for our mistakes our failures.
"So, how's everything around here?
"We're going to my son. Max was here and was apprehensive and came up with a story I’m not going to fool you he knows everything. But why did you do that? My father stood up and came to meet me and hugged me. — I always told you to act with your heart and not with the hearts of others we pay for our own mistakes that I am paying for mine.
"What's going on with you my mother is crying?
"Because I'm leaving, I've already filed for divorce and that's enough for me.
"But what's happening to you was a happy family, a happy couple?
"We were never happy; your mother planned our wedding she planned everything to separate me from the only woman I loved and for me enough is enough and you should do the same and enjoy looking For Rose. Look what she has to tell you why your mother planned her whole life and fell for her plans.
"I have my life to work out and you two are very big.
I went up to my room and locked the door and lit the cigarette opening the envelope with trembling, scared hands. And when I rip, I scare a picture of a boy of almost 8 years with fair skin, eyes, and light brown hair. I saw my mother's pictures with Dulce and a recording tape I put on my little device, and I couldn't believe what I heard, much less the confessions.
I couldn't hear everything so I left it in bed, and I had to fix my mistakes and starting with Rose I made a mistake with her and couldn't take the pain. I looked at the picture again and the tears rolled down my face, he was my son. I made a mistake; I was a coward.
I went down the two still arguing his suitcase was already ready at the door and he arguing fighting brave my mother cried and threw everything on them.
" Where are you going? My mother held me. "What are you doing?"
"I'm going to take care of my life. I'm tired of leaving everything in your hands and how happy you will be she does not deserve and can be sure that this will not stay so Dona Sofia Santoro.
"What are you talking about? I gave my life for you, and all I did was think of you because your father has another son.
"How dare you say that? Sofia, please.
"Another son? Lie. I sat down, I wasn't believing what to hear—You destroyed my life and all my dreams, I have a son and took it from me.
I needed to talk to Rose and ask forgiveness for everything that happened and she had the courage to do it now destroyed my dreams my life. I got out as soon as possible, I had to talk to her even though I knew it wasn't going to be resolved and nothing could erase what happened when I got to her door.
I took a deep breath I had to have the courage to solve this I had several calls from Mia, but I didn't want to talk to her at this point, I wanted to settle my life in my past and fix everything I did wrong. When I created courage and rang the bell I heard the screams:
"Mom... Mom's going to open the door.
That's when the door opened and there it was, so beautiful it looked like me and because I never met this kid or I didn't want to see how I could fool myself to let myself be so blind.
"He's a strange man.
"Hi, I'm Christopher, can I talk to your mother?
"He wants to talk to you, Mom.
I took a deep breath and stood at the door waiting and saw when she came screaming at him. It came towards me; she was still the same she was beautiful she pulled him to her side, and I came in I knew she had every right to hate me and not let me near him.
"Can we talk to Rose?
"Honey, go play with your toys, mommy's coming up and I'm going to tell you a story.
"Please, Rose. I was asking me to approach him, and she shook her head that didn't. She was right, I couldn't get very quickly into the child's life, and it had to be all very talked about, I had no such right and I was guilty.
"What do you want Christopher to do?
"We need to talk, I didn't know I came to ask you forgiveness for everything I did, for everything I've told you not in the past I didn't know about half Rose.
"I don't have to forgive you even though you think the son wasn't yours even after all and the worst was what you said you remember?
"That's why I'm here asking you for forgiveness, I made a mistake that I was blind I let be manipulated fooled I just want a chance to be able to fix everything with you.
"That just time will say, and you will have to take it easy with him. I'm not going to forbid you from being with him because you're his father, but I'm also not going to make it easy for you after everything that happened to your mother and you hurt me a lot I remember like it was today Christopher you called me a bitch and said I fucked everyone at school and that you and Max weren't the only ones and that my son was anyone but you.
"Forgive me, I made a mistake, I know I shouldn't have done this, I got carried away by Dulce who showed me proof that you were dating Max.
" Evidence? That picture of me and Max talking at the ice cream parlor door while you were in there shopping, and he was hugging me I was just telling him that I was going to talk to you to be pregnant and he gave me the biggest support is this hug you're charging? She walked away and started crying—You don't deserve Max as a friend, he gave his life for you. He's supported me for years, and you know why? Because you and your family kicked me out of town, but he made me rebuild my life, he paid for my studies, all my son's treatment you don't deserve. I saw when she put her hands on her face and opened the door—you're marrying the woman he loves as revenge for everything because of that bitch Dulce. It's hard to see she's a slut.
"I didn't know, just now I see that it really is true, but give me a chance to be with him and fix everything please.
"Yes, you will have every opportunity in the world. All you have to do is want to, but don't think you're going to have a chance with me and be a man and do something useful in your life. I believe we've told you everything I had to say.
"All right I'll come back, and I want to fix everything I've left to spoil. And thank you, Rose.
I tried to hug her but wouldn't let me touch her and I left the house and was leaving, I looked back I saw her crying I saw at that moment I still had a chance to be happy and build my life. I was going to do it differently and starting with her and my son.
I canceled my application and I was going to stay in the office, I came home and left everything settled for the wedding and I had to do something. Mia is wonderful and she deserves to be happy.
I stopped at the city bar and had two whiskeys and I needed to relax and think of something to change at once. I took a deep breath when I knew I had a chance with my son and ran out of that place and went to the town chapel.
"Father please help me!
" Christopher, but what's happening breathes son.
- I want to change some of the things from the ceremony tomorrow. Please. And my life, Father.