Ramona was stunned. Slowly he caught a glimpse of the boy speaking next to him. It is awake but it is not able to open its eyes immediately. The boy next to him repeatedly mentioned the word 'Daddy' causing him to feel thousands of needles pierce his heart.
He dropped the gun he was holding and tears welled up in his eyes as he looked at the boy. He suddenly goes back to the past when he was only eight years old and is looking for his parents. This is how his voice used to be...
She sobbed. Not something like Nadezhda will stop what she is doing now!
"I'm... I'm sorry baby. I am sorry if I need to kill you now. " From behind him, he picked up there the hidden dagger he had used on Jayvion's Mother. His hand was shaking. Her cries grew louder. He can't. He can't kill it.
"M-mommy... Why... Why are you crying?" He opened his eyes and looked at her anxiously.
"Shh. J-just close your eyes... "Her crying got louder.
"Ara!"
He was shocked when he felt something hit his shoulder. He let go of the knife he was holding. She sobbed. Somehow, he wanted to be thankful that Jayvion shot him in the shoulder. He wants to kill the father and son! He wants to kill Jayvion but why can't he? Because that's true, it's easy to kill the man. It's easy but he can't do it...
"Run to your Daddy, Nadezhda."
"Mommy! You bleed! " He got up and looked at his bleeding shoulder.
"I said run to your Daddy! I don't want to kill you, baby. " She closes her eyes. Lower the dagger handle. It was as if his heart was pounding now.
His earlier anger was like melted ice in the child's innocent eyes. It was as if he were staring at an angel and returning to him the evils he had committed, that he was also a criminal and had not changed from the criminals who had killed his family.
"I'm sorry, Nadezhda. I'm sorry... You need to go. Please go. " He opened his eyes. He stroked her hair and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
"No, Mommy! I love you! "
It was as if cold water had been poured on her when the boy hugged her. His former courageous character was completely shattered. She kept crying in his arms. The pain of his heart. It was as if he had been stabbed several times and he was having difficulty breathing in pain.
He was unable to open his mouth at the pain his heart felt. Look at him here. He felt sorry for the child who did not know the justice he was fighting for. He felt sorry for the innocent child.
"Ara"
She looked at the man. The two of them met eyes. He no longer had a gun in his hand but it hit his shoulder with a hit. He bit his lip and turned his gaze in the other direction. He couldn't bear to look Jayvion in the eye.
"T-take Nadezhda! Go away while I can still control myself... "
Jayvion nodded and approached them. He couldn't look Jayvion in the eye. He did not want to arouse anger in his heart now.
"Mommy..." The child started to cry when Jayvion carried it. "Mommy, you bleed ..."
He did not utter a word. There is no wound that he has received today from the wound that Nadezhda has inflicted on his heart. Only her son has the ability to stop her.
Ramona stood up and slowly stepped up the stairs.
"I'll heal your wound, Aurora..."
One hand stopped him but he just repulsed it. He walked straight. He let the blood flow from his wound. Because the truth is, Jayvion's son made a bigger impact on his personality. She is no longer... She is no longer Ramona, Aurora or Aconite.
"Fuck, Gunner! I almost rushed when I heard the sound of bullets! I thought he killed you- the heck! Are you right? " Addavan's voice was insulting as his son greeted them as they climbed back into the chopper.
His princess was still crying as she carried it. It wants Aurora back inside the house. But no, they can't come back with her son. Aurora is dangerous now. Jayvion was just grateful and the woman managed to control her anger and finally released her child.
He gestured to the friend and it got what he meant. He immediately flew the chopper upwards while his heart was finally left in Aurora's hands.
Ara... The wind blew him away.
"D-daddy... Mommy... Why did we leave him? I thought you love her? "
She stroked her son's hair. He calms her down. It still doesn't understand everything. "We will go back to your Mommy, Nadi. She's mad at me but I promise you, I'll say goodbye to her right away, huh? For now, we need to leave first. Mommy needs to be alone for now. "
"But Daddy..."
"Shh... Go to sleep Nadi. I promise we'll be back, okay? Tomorrow or the next day when he has completely forgiven me. "
"Then say sorry to her!" It sobbed.
Jayvion was stunned. Her son was right. But this is not the time to apologize. Anger is in the heart and mind of the woman he loves and he hates her even more especially when he knows everything.
"I will baby. All right, you're asleep, huh? " He kissed its forehead.
It nodded. "I love you, Daddy. Say sorry to her tomorrow, huh? "
"Sure princess." He stroked her hair. He smiled as he closed his eyes and went to sleep.
"I envy you, Gunner," Addavan later said. It even got to glance at him. "Your luck, you know that?"
He smiled bitterly at what the friend had said. "Where are you jealous, idiot! When I had a child that Aurora didn't know we had two children or when I was fragile in my love for her? That of the many women who can be loved, the woman who is an opponent of the government and the many murdered innocents and criminals? And even if he killed my Mother in an animal way, I still couldn't get mad at him? Fuck, Addavan! Are you kidding?! You don't see how I'm in mesirable now? I don't even know if I'll ever see Aurora after that. Damn it! "
He laughed out loud but immediately fell silent when he saw his son sleeping. "Chill man. You know, Aurora, Ramona, Ara, Aconite love you too - her many names. Good and do you remember his names? "
"I just fucking love her," he said weakly.
"It's obvious. Tanga-tanga ka, eh. Does that hurt your wound? Looks like Aurora really intends to kill you, ah. Oh little movement, you've been hit in the heart. "
"Shut the fuck, Addavan."
"Is it because there are so many people who can be loved, you're still there with the woman with the saltik. You want that, stand up. "
He just stared at his friend Doctor. "My friend spoke like I did, mad at a woman. Do you want me to mention his full name? "
It immediately became quiet and the expression on its face changed. "Don't remind me."
He just grinned at the friend. He knows who this woman is crazy about right now, so don't let him try.
It got serious with flying the chopper while Jayvion was just sighing. At first, he had no intention of letting Aurora know that they had two children. But jokingly destiny, they crossed paths again.
He forgot that it was like Addavan always told him especially and Nadi was with him. But how can he forget the love, that he had just met Aurora for the first time then, the pest cupid immediately shot his heart?
Twice he saved Aurora's life. The second time he saw it was bloody by the sea and unconscious a few months ago. He had a gunshot wound and lost a lot of blood so it happened, he personally took care of and treated it until the woman was okay and left without saying goodbye.
He had loved her for a long time but he did not take steps to make her feel his love because he had a reason. First reason, he knew his Mother was killing his family. Second, their child. He did not want his life to be in jeopardy.
Jayvion knows what kind of woman Aurora is. She's dangerous and deadly. So he hid the truth. The only ones who knew this secret were Addavan, Quattour and him. His second Father, he wasn't sure how much he knew but he thought, the old man knew something. It just doesn't speak.
Ramona's face had NO reaction when she removed the locust that had hit her shoulder. She faces the large bathroom mirror as she cleans the wound. He bandaged it after spraying it with a lot of alcohol.
He felt no pain. Because maybe he felt more the pain that resided in his heart. He turned on the faucet and washed his hands. He took a shower and carefully examined his own reflection in the mirror followed by a few tears in his eyes.
"Bullshit!" He hit the glass hard and shattered it. She burst into tears. He hugged himself. She was not used to crying, but why did the tears not stop in her eyes? In his anger, he almost touched the innocent child.
Stupid pinch!
The thought of him killing the innocent Nadezha doubles the pain coming back to him. His conscience could not. His heart could not. He felt, when he did that, he would regret it for the rest of his life. He will pay for it for life.
So that night, Ramona decided. He would walk away for a while and heal the wound before he would face Nadezhda and ask for forgiveness. To Jayvion, he doesn't know because he's the type of person not immediately forgettable. He harbors anger, this is the easy word but the child is innocent. He shouldn't touch it anymore. So tomorrow he will talk to Rachel and throw her away. It was farther from the Philippines so that he would not be tempted to go back to the man and shoot him face to face.
SIX MONTHS have passed.
Laughing, Ramona looked at herself from the large mirror of her room. The size of his body changed. He is also a bit full and is he greedy. His tendency to eat when he eats especially 'corn. Corn became his instant favorite!
"You have a big stomach..."
Ramona just smiled at Arielyn as she looked back at her. He did not know how they became friends with it for three months. All he knew was that he saw her on the beach while he was breathing and the woman approached him, saying hello. After that, they came to an agreement. He also said that they wanted him to be their friend when they were young but he was afraid of his aura and he looked like a tiger ready to crawl.
"Yeah. My son's restlessness as well. The kick is already known. " He laughed and examined his stomach again in the large mirror. Until now he couldn't believe what he and Jayvion were doing in bed had paid off.
"Raquel doesn't know your situation yet. "When he finds out I'm hiding your true situation, I'm really dead."
"Well, you can't say, eh. Also, I'm on vacation for a year. He can't do anything if he doesn't want me to get lost in his office. Then I was in Switzerland. "
"I'm just the mother of your son Dr. Jayvion. " She handed him the paperbag she was carrying.
"What is this?" He ignored the name Arielyn mentioned. He is still in denial state. "Every time you come here to my apartment, you bring only food." He was pleased to see that food. "And there's more corn!"
"Eh, you're eating' no! Your art. " He laughed at her but in a few seconds it immediately became serious. "By the way, don't you plan to tell Dr. Jayvion 's the kid you're carrying? That's his son too. "
"I don't want to talk about him." He just ignored the friend and went to the living room. He was going to eat these foods that Arielyn had brought and he had been hungry before, he just forgot.
Here in Switzerland, he uses a different person. She is not Ramona or Aurora. He was just a normal citizen living in the Swiss area and the new atmosphere helped him.
"I thought you loved me?" This question again.
"You are talkative." He began to eat food. "Delicious!" He rang and rang the doorbell one after another.
"Food delivery for Ms. Eve! "
"It's my food! Take it, Arielyn. " He commands the friend.
"But you're swallowing, ah."
"Yeah-yeah, it's missing!"
He just shook his head and obeyed his command and went to the gate. When he returned, his face suddenly lost its color. His eating also stopped in the air.
"I think I need to leave. There's the food you ordered, Aurora. " Arielyn grinned at him and it suddenly disappeared.
"How are you, Ara?"
Jayvion.