He couldn't make out the voice. In the other corner of her mind, Arielyn had something to do with the man appearing in front of her. He pounded his heart for a moment, no longer the anger that dwelt there. It was a different feeling and he couldn't determine what it was. What will he say? She was gently grasped in her stomach as the baby in her womb twitched. He looked down.
"Ma'm inlove kayo' no? "
His forehead furrowed when he heard that voice from the cellphone held by Jayvion. He remembered this voice, it was the voice of Mama driver then.
"Huh? How did you say that, Manong? "
"You've been smiling before Ma'am, eh. Your eyes are still shining and you have touched your lips three times. Maybe you thought of your jowa, Ma'am 'no?"
"I've been listening to this over and over, Ara," Jayvion said weakly. He could see in her eyes the intense longing for him. "Over and over again, I have almost memorized everything.
"Actually, Manong. I have a guy I like. I think I love him. " He got a laugh that was obviously thrilled. "But I'm not sure Manong if it's love I feel for him and the child. He's so handsome! Finished yummy yet. Take it, Manong? With so many men I've met and interacted with, I'm like this. He's like a magnet, pulling me even if I want to get away from him. "
"She has a child Ma'am? Single Dad? "
He laughed out loud. "Yes, and I like her daughter, too! The intellect of the child. She always called me Mommy. At first, I was disgusted. Eventually, I liked it. Odd because I don't like children. You see Manong, I grew up a slave and I live in another world. But 'when I'm with Jayvion, my heartbeat changes. I feel, I'm a woman to him. My heart is happy. He didn't even know that I was staring at him once and I just smiled. This morning, I woke up next to him and that's when I thought Manong, that I want to wake up in the morning that he is always the first I see. They are two of his children. I don't know why! I feel like they are the ones who make up my personality. I mean, they father the people who will complete 'me. Did you get me? It's disgusting to listen to but is this what they call love, Manong? "
"Oh Ma'am! That's it! I admire you, Ma'am. "
She giggled. "I'm also Manong, thrilled! My chatter today. This is the first time this has happened. "
"That's really' when you fall in love, Ma'am. It becomes talkative. Sometimes others become fools. "
Ramona bit her lip when Jayvion turned off her phone. The looks it gave him were solemn especially on his big belly now. The joy flashed on his face but was immediately replaced by sadness. He stepped into his seat and suddenly knelt before him. Tears were forming in its eyes.
"Ara... I'm sorry." It held his two hands.
"Jayvion..." It almost came out of his mouth in a whisper.
"Not a day goes by that I don't wait for you to come back. I want to go here, I want to follow you, but I'm cowardly. I was afraid that you might hate me even more when you see me especially and you are pregnant with our child. Until I couldn't stand it anymore. I talked to your friend, asked for help. I don't want to look into the distance. I'm tired of waiting while our child who is now in your womb watches you. " It hugged his hand. "I love you. I have wanted to say those words over and over until you believe. "
"J-jayvion"
"I love you. Nadi and I love you. I love you so much even if you don't know that Nadezhda is our daughter, Ara. "
He seemed to be true to what Jayvion said. He searched in her eyes for the word it was just a joke, but he couldn't find it. The man was serious and he proved it from the beads of tears that escaped his eyes.
"S-si Nadezhda? Wait, how... "he asked confused. "I don't remember we meeting or anything. Are you kidding me? "
"Listen, Ara. Do you remember the baptism of fire you did at a famous bar in Makati? I was there. Honestly, we are my friend Addavan. You were drunk. There are two men who want to take you to a room but come with 'me. I remember, you said you wanted me to be ahead of you and that happened. Something happened to us but the next day, you disappeared immediately. I looked for you for a few years until I stopped that mania. Addavan even teased me that you might be a ghost so I can't find you. Until we met again at a bar. I was going to earn a mission that night when you came in. It was like I was even hypostic in those moments, Ara, if you just didn't know. I was lost on my mission, you were my focus that night. I approached you, introduced myself. You invited me to come with you and I have no hesitation in coming. We headed to a room and there it was made of 'tin. I claimed you all night and I said, I will never let you go again. So I never slept. I watched over you while you slept next to me. I also took a picture of you just in case, even if you disappear after that night, I already know where to look for you. "
"But I fell asleep and when I woke up, you were no longer with me. I was looking for you and that's when I found out that you are a member of an organization. Belladonna. Worse, when I dug into your background, that's when I found out what happened. The family you came from who became a victim of my Mother's envy and anger towards your Father. So I decided not to love you forever. I forgot everything. But time was running out again, Addavan and I had a mission in Dubai. You are in the scenario. Addavan and I's mission is just to take the son and wife of a powerful Drug Lord but you kill them all. We answered each other with a gun. You hit me in the side of the abdomen and you sustained wounds to the chest and shoulders. " It stopped for a moment and gently stroked his cheek.
"But I didn't mean to shoot you. I swear, Ara, I had no plan to hurt you. I asked Addavan to save you. I don't know what hit me but looking you lifeless seems to explode my heart. We took you to the Hospital owned by Addavan and there I found out you were pregnant when we removed the bullet. I only thought one thing then, my child is in your womb. You're comatose, Ara. But thanks to our modern technology, and thanks to our little Nadezhda. You both survived. You'd gave birth thru cesarean. Its miracle and you don't know how happy I am that time. Addavan and I also confirmed that Nadi is my daughter when I had the child DNA tested. "
"Jayvion..." His eyes began to water.
"Five months ago when you gave birth to Nadi I brought you to the Philippines. Hid. There Quattour enters, he's Addavan half brother. When he saw you, I reached for crispy cheap. I didn't know you would meet before. He gave me an advice and that would erase the little memory you had of me. And first, I didn't agree but eventually, Addavan and Quattour agreed with me. Because I know you'll lose your temper when you find out everything. When Quattour erased that little memory from your brain with his invention, I was completely erased from your system, Ara. "
"Y-you mean..."
"Yes Ara, yes. Me, Addavan and Quattour are the reason why you don't remember me. When you woke up, Quattour never let me approach you. It is said to be especially good and I have our daughter Nadi. I named her Nadezhda `coz she's our little hope. I didn't know that our son grew up smart and he took pictures of you and one of those pictures of you in the room where you were sitting and regaining consciousness. Quattour took that picture and sent it to 'me to say you're awake. I wanted to go to you, when we were children but I restrained myself. "
"W-wait...' That picture that Nadezhda always holds is me? "
He nodded and kissed his hand wholeheartedly. "Yes, Ara. It's you. "
"Why didn't I know myself?"
"Because that's what your brain believes. Well, forgive me. I hid everything from you. The magnitude of my sin. "
She sobbed. Only now did Ramona notice that she was crying while looking at Jayvion. His heart rejoices and hurts. He could not make the voice. Tears welled up in her eyes. He couldn't believe it. He really couldn't believe it even though Jayvion had already explained it to him now. His brain could not accept everything.
"Before you took our son to the private resort that night, Nadi already knew the truth. I told her that you were her real Mother. Nadi is a smart kid and she understands everything at a young age. I explained to him why and our son understood me. I know there is no forgiveness I did, when my Mother, but Ara... I love you and I am begging you to forgive me. I'm here, I don't want to hide. I don't want to stay away from you. It has been enough for a few years for Nadi to grow up without a Mother but I can no longer allow our child that you are carrying in your womb to grow up without a Father... "
His heart almost exploded. He could not feel the voice. Tears welled up in his eyes as he stared at Jayvion.
"Mommy, accept Daddy and me, please? We miss you Mommy... "
"N-nadezhda?" She burst into tears when their son entered.
Addavan was carrying it and Arielyn was in the back of it. It immediately lowered and ran at him. He immediately hugged her tightly. They were both crying three.
"Stop crying, you gay," Arielyn said to Addavan.
"I'm not crying." The man pretended to cough.
"Yeah, and all the pigs fly." The girl turned and went to the kitchen. As Addavan comes out and wipes luha. It was fun for its friend Jayvion.
Ramona still couldn't believe what she heard. Her tears never stopped falling as she hugged Nadezha. She was crying and told him she loved him and he came back. His heart was broken.
"B-why Jayvion? Why did you just say that now? I almost ruined my own son's life... "The reproach was in his voice but his love prevailed.
"Mommy, I'm sorry if Daddy was bad to you. He loves you! Can't you see po? Even Lolo-Dad wants to see you. Come back, Mommy. I want to be by your side while you give birth to my little brother ... "
He laughed at his son's long line. She wanted to ask how she knew the man would be her brother. He pressed a kiss to the child's cheek. He is no longer angry. When she was alone here in Switzerland, she was pregnant with her son Jayvion. He always received everything. She stopped being Aconite or Aurora. He was able not to kill.
Her passion for wine forced her to stop when she had a life in her womb. The wine was replaced by milk. Her passion for sexy clothes has been replaced by maternity dresses. It was a miracle because he was no longer looking for red colors.
"Will you forgive me, Ara? I love you. Please, accept me. Accept us, your son, have mercy. "
He laughed at Jayvion's face. She laughs and cries. Jayvion's handsome! He missed tying it to the bed again and riding on top. He stroked Jayvion's cheek and it sat down next to him. In her eyes, she could clearly see the spark of love.
Who is he to not accept the explanation and be sorry for it? All awhile, she was the girl that Jayvion was crazy about back then. He was even jealous of the woman he called Ara and it was just him. But who's with him at Uno's bar?
He gave it a kiss on the lips and smiled. "Yes, Jayvion. Yes. "
"Yeheyy!" Si Nadezhda.
"Thanks God!"
"I love you, Mommy!"
"I love you both!" Ramona smiled. Her face was full of joy and her heart seemed to burst with joy.
"But who is the woman who introduced herself as Ara at Uno's bar?" he immediately asked.
"Ah, I was with SPHERE and sometimes on a mission. He heard Adavvan and I talking about you and I don't even know why he pretended to be Ara that night. Are you jealous? "
He smiled and shook his head. "Then but now, no. I am the real Ara and the real Mother of Nadezhda. " He gave each of his fathers a kiss.
"Aurora?" He suddenly remembered his snake. He left it to Jayvion. He took it to Quattour at his house and sent it to Jayvion's house.
"She's okay. Still aggressive like you. " Jayvion laughed slightly. "I didn't abandon him and because of your viper, I learned to take care of snakes."
He just laughed. She was right in her decision to leave Aurora to the man. She missed her pet. They will see it after she gives birth. Today, her heart rejoices and the tears in her eyes are evidence.
At first, she thought she had no right to love and be happy. But here he is and the world has given him a chance to begin. Another tomorrow with them. Then he would trouble the organization. For now, she thinks for herself first and she is thankful that Jayvion did not give up on loving her.
All those years, she thought she would grow old alone like Raquel, but then the world proves her wrong. Love is more powerful. Jayvion's love offered to him was more powerful. Hopefully, his second Father will forgive him for what he did in the past.