Umangat ulit ito hanggang muli nitong angkinin ang labi niya. She tasted her essence and it was highly erotic. She thought that lovemaking was overrated. Hindi niya alam kung bakit nagkakagulo ang mga tao doon. Now she knew what the fuzz was all about. With the right partner, it can be addictive. She hadn’t tasted everything yet but she was craving for more.
“Yngrid, I want to make sure that you still want this,” he asked as his eyes full of heat and passion looked at her. Parang may takot sa mga mata nito, takot na tanggihan niya ito sa huling sandali. She could feel his manhood poised above entrance. He could easily take her without her actual consent. After all, she deviced this whole seduction scheme. That was permission enough.
But Kenji was not that type of man. Iginagalang nito ang karapatan niya bilang babae. He was giving her a chance to change her mind. Hindi nito kukunin basta-basta ang bagay na obvious naman niyang ibibigay dito. And she was floored. Lalo lang niya itong minahal. Sa halip na patunayan niya dito na mahal niya ito, parang ito ang mas nagpatunay sa kanya na mahal at nirerespeto siya nito.
“Yes. I’ve never been so sure in my life.” Huminga siya ng malalim habang nararamdaman niya ang panginginig ng buong katawan niya. “Take me now, Kenji. Please. Make love to me.”
Itinukod ng binata ang siko sa kama para hindi niya maramdaman ang bigat nito. He was really hell bent on taking care of her. Hindi siya hiniwalayan ng tingin ng mga mata nito nang dahan-dahan siya nitong inangkin. She was holding her breath all the time. She was not ready for the invasion and the sensation. She could feel her body closing down around him and she became tense. Everything was alien to her and she didn’t know how to handle it.
Mariin niyang ipinikit ang mga mata. He is so huge. Am I sure I can do this?
“Relax, Yngrid. Just look at me.” Suminghap muna siya ng hininga bago dahan-dahang idinilat ang mga mata. She could see the tension in his face. He was having a hard time holding back. “Relax for me. I will make it good.”
He touched that button of nerves and she started to fly. Her body relaxed to accommodate him and to give him the access for intimacy that she wanted. She could feel the ecstasy approaching her once more. Then Kenji surged inside her until he was fully embedded. Wala siyang naramdamang kahit anong sakit dahil lumulutang pa rin ang katawan niya sa sensasyon.
He let her body get used to him. Parang natatakot pa si Kenji na gumalaw. Iniyakap niya ang mga binti sa baywang nito. “Make me feel good, Kenji. Don’t hold back. Let go,” wika niya at hinaplos ang likod nito.
Then he surged inside her, first with so much care then it became more urgent. Her legs goaded him to thrust faster, deeper. She could hear him howl, the sound of his pleasure echoing inside her room. Kasunod lang siya nito nang muling nagkahiwa-hiwalay ang katawan niya dahil sa sensasyon. Parang tinangay siya ng tsunami ng sensasyon at parang hindi iyon natapos.
Bumagsak ito sa ibabaw niya habang hinahabol ang hininga. Gumulong ito sa tabi niya pero yakap-yakap pa rin siya nito at hindi siya pinapakawalan. Napaungol siya nang maghiwalay ang ugnayan ng katawan nila.
Kinintalan siya nito ng halik sa noo. “Are you okay?” nag-aalalang tanong nito at puno ng tanong sa mga mata nang pagmasdan siya.
“I…I am not sure,” usal niya. “I am not ready to let you go.”
“Oh!” usal nito at umiling. “I am sorry. But you are still sore. This is your first time. Insatiable much?”
Pagak siyang humalakhak. “Kasalanan mo iyon. You are such a sensational lover. Thank you.”
“Bakit ikaw ang nagpapasalamat? You gave me a gift. You entrusted me with your body, something you haven’t done before. I am honored, Yngrid.”
“Pero inalagaan mo rin naman ako. You didn’t hold back.”
His eyes crinkled. “I did hold back.”
“What?” bulalas niya. “H-Hindi lang iyon ang…” Napalunok siya. “…you mean, there could be more?” More, more, more… ano pa kaya ang mangyayari sa kanya kapag higit pa doon ang ipinaranas ni Kenji sa kanya? Baka wala na siya sa sarili pagkatapos. She must be on a constant state of euphoria.
“Let us not discuss that for now.” Hinigpitan ng binata ang pagkakayakap sa kanya. “You are not yet ready for that yet."
“Kahit na pag-usapan lang natin?” inosente niyang tanong at pinagapang ang daliri sa matipuno nitong dibdib nito. Nabasa niya sa libro na may ibang lalaki na inaangkin pa rin ang babae matapos ma-devirginize. She was not some fragile flower. She was a tough woman. Di nga siya nakaramdam ng sakit.
Hinuli ni Kenji ang daliri niya. “Yngrid, I am doing this for your own sake. You might think that I am a hot lover and all but I want your body to rest. We have so much time in the world to make love.”
“I can’t believe that you are finally mine,” usal niya at ihinilig ang pisngi sa dibdib nito. Minarkahan na niya si Kenji sa gabing iyon katulad ng pagmamarka nito sa kanya.
“Eu te amo tanto, Yngrid. I love you very much,” anito at kinintalan ng halik ang ibabaw ng buhok niya.
“I love you, Kenji. Tatandaan mo lagi iyan.”
Ipinikit niya ang mga mata at pinakinggan ang tibok ng puso sa dibdib nito. She owned his body. She owned his heart. Sana lang ay sapat na ito para patunayan sa binata kung gaano niya ito kamahal. Sapat na iyon para mapalis ang kinatatakutan niya oras na tangkain ni Margaret na guluhin ang buhay niya.